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i'm at shasha's crib and having lots of fun here..i've come to my final day of puasa nam..selamat hari raya to me :) had few friends dropped by for raya visit..1st batch inclusive of bet, cheepoi, peet and aspa..it's sure fun to have to meet them, the dopod team! then came midi,bad and fida..never knew them before..but hell yeah they are interesting people :) looking forward to seeing them again next time..

i'm missing someone :) but its just been a week!gosh..feels like 10years..oh my oh my!

baba asked me a question on our way to kl this morning...





the truth is, i've thought about it long ago, when zul started to join army...yeah it was difficult to accept the risk at the beginning...and it will still be...but i'm willing to take my chances...i cant stop fate...we're happy eventhough we are far apart...and i'm going to finish what i've started =) may good fate be with us...



Dear baba, u've taught me a lot about life...and i've gone through many loops of ups and downs with u...in fact, hardship is not a stranger to me...i know u care bout me but throwing such question just going to make my situation worse...i dont need to be told [on certain areas] =) have faith in me and the decision i made...walk with me ba...u always say that u're no longer in my list since zul came into picture...wrong!u're my left and zul is my right..and thats what keeping me 'straight'!