Although I'm not too sure if I'm doing the right thing by speaking up too early, but I felt like I have to, I don't know or care what will happen. As long as I speak up what I feel and don't let anyone to step on me.
It doesn't make any sense I know. But God has his ways, and I'm anxious to know what are His plans for me. Insyallah
Bismillah. Wish me luck.