random thoughts

had a pretty good weekend. :) thanks to friends who came over all the way from kl and also kuantan.

we rented an apartment in corus paradise resort this time. its a 2 rooms apartment, 250 per night. which is not bad i guess. its quite big, and nice. but the downside is that they only have one bathroom. haha. after we have settled the apartment stuff, we went straight to teluk kemang for the banana boat, kayak and jet ski's. but a tragedy occurred, which involves an unattended jet ski. it was terrible. i still feel guilty about it. feels like i could have done something other than being so numb and clueless. i could only watch the jet ski coming from afar and crashed into the stone wall. we went out of the water straight after that. certainly couldn't continue having fun after seeing something like that. and fyi, it hit 2 person. and up till now, we have no idea if he survived or not.

then, we went to..... PD MINI ZOO! haha, it was hmm, educational indeed. there's ostrich, lots and lots of chicken, horse, camel, burung merak, cute rabbits and etc. it was fun though. :) then we went straight to the bridge to see the sunset. but mr cloud blocked the view, but it was definitely a nice place to chill around. nice breeze. windy and all. and gorgeous gorgeous view. next, is makan time! we had steamboat at restoran ummi's. and seeing how pd has no night life, we went straight back to corus and booked a room for a karaoke session! it was so so so much fun! :))

and ooh, i am so so broke now. :( just bought and external hard disk, AND a ticket to the SUNBURST KL INTERNATIONAL MUSIC FESTIVAL! weeeee! there'll be incubus, john legend, hujan, estranged, meet uncle hussain and much much more. thanks hana! yup, will be going to the concert with hana and probably a friend from shell. :) can't wait for 15 march! :)) happy happy although very broke.

other than that, will be going back to kl for the cny. hopefully will get the opportunity to meet up with friends who are doing practical far far away from kl like EMMA! :) camwhoring session coming up! :) and pls no shopping. like i said, too broke already. :(

anyways, regarding the previous post, i guess i was just being emotional. as usual. :) thanks for your concern fai. :)

all i can think about is: just go with the flow.

back to work tomorrow. pfft.

hey

seems like i have so much to tell.

but i don't have the mood to blog about it.

all i can say is that, i'm sorry.

i seriously didn't mean any of these to happen. but i guess in a way it is a good thing.

i just need to find myself again. whatever that means.

getting a new baby soon.

and its pink. hahahahahahahaha.

what is it? will show it when i get it. :)

why do i feel like i'm losing him?

quick one.

+ i had such a good time with the tmn tun friends. :) dtg lg weih!

+ i miss my family! and the bed. and soya bean jenny hong. and of course, i miss mcdonalds. btw insyallah i'm going back next week. yeay!

p/s seeing all the couples makes me miss syahir even more. sayang balik la cepat.

hello

so its been a while. hehe. sorry about that. but before that, HAPPY NEW YEAR! or secara sopannya Selamat Menyambut Maal Hijrah. i'm on hols today. but have to work tomorrow. urgh. so how's everything so far? there's a LOT to learn. everything seems so different from what you learn in university and in real life, obviously. hehe. but it's all good i guess. i'm just there to absorb as much information and knowledge as i can. though i think 3 1/2 months is a short period of time. but we'll see. :)

first day dah kena masuk the refinery. just to get to know the workers there. and i have yet to memorize their names. :) in my department, which is the technology department, there are 2 other trainees, but one is leaving tomorrow, where i will be taking over her projects. the engineers in my department are definitely not like how i think they should be. hehe. they're all fun fun people. i'm still a little shy. but am being push by the supervisor to be more open and daring. hmm. but i guess it'll take me some time to be friendly to them. haha.

other than that, i'm currently sick! haha, down with flue and sore throat and a bit of fever. yup. i'm not sure whether due to the nervousness or what, but yup, am sick alright. and for those who really knows me, i jarang dapat sakit k. which means it'll last quite a few days. sigh.

what else ey. and know what, surprisingly, i have no intention whatsoever to go back to kl! hehe. which is definitely something new to me. hehe. i guess dah biasa kut, or maybe i kinda like this place already. just the downside of living here is that they don't have mcdonalds, and no cinema. :(

and ooh, the swimming pool here is awesome! haha. so beloved friends do come over okay. the friends from tmn tun will come over this saturday. yeay! and most probably the friends from uitm will come over a few weeks after that. but tak confirm lagi la. but i hope dieorg dtg. wahahahah.

pfft. anyways, till next time i guess. i even have no mood to blog actually. but saja je, i have to read up some stuff about the refinery. tomorrow i'll have a session with one of the engineers there. eeek! bye!

hello!

i'm all alone in the house now. the housemate went out to buy some food. i'm not that hungry, so didn't pesan anything. she's okay. quite gila punya type jugak la. which is good. but knowing me, i'm not that good in being friendly to new people. so it'll take me some time to adapt. but overall she's okay. :)

the house? not as i expected. but it was okay too. just nice i guess. not fond of the toilet tho. you know those bathroom, where the shower and toilet is just too close to one another. not fond of that. hmm. but terpaksa! sigh. 3 months azalia. 3 months.

the room? its okay too. but a bit difficult la takde meja, or rather a small table. and no almari so my stuff is still in the bag. but nvm i guess.

blergh.

tired la. nk baring for a while. tata.