Monday, December 14, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
of resolutions and hopes
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS ROZANNA.
yes, your lousy bestie is missing you heaps. i'm so not liking this long distance thingy. hehe. despite that, please please always remember that i love u so much and if there's anything, and i mean ANYTHING at all. pls do not hesitate to call me. and i shall wait very patiently for next year where we'll have our ritual bitching and gossiping at mosin. and by that time, i'll be your driver. hehe. much love babe!
anyways, since its december and you know how we associate december and resolutions for new year and all. so i thought why not?! but mine is just the list of things i'm thankful for and some of realistic resolutions (haha)
thing's im thankful for no 1:
i'm thankful that i still have my mom with me.
i'm thankful for the job i have which pays me well. and (some) great colleagues and the best project engineer as my boss/ supervisor.
i'm thankful for the friends i have. to the primary school to secondary to matriculation up till uitm. syg bangat!
i'm thankful that finally after so long of procrastinating, i finally got my license. and now waiting for the car to arrive. yeayness!
i'm thankful for having my bro as my bro. we're not that close no doubt, and sometimes we tend to get pretty pissed off with one another but then, i know they love meeeeeee. haha.
i'm thankful for the feelings i feel now. which is content. with life, family, friends and love. :)
and now, for the realistic logical resolutions for next year 2010.
no 1
i hope to drink more plain water. haha. highly impossible bt i MUST try.
i hope to achieve more in work.
i hope to lose weight a bit (okay this is a wajib punya resolution okay thanks)
and i wish to be a better daughter, sister, friend and *ehem* lover.
amin amin.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
time traveler's wife/ phobia 2
i've read the book and loving every bit of it. so i was truly excited to watch the movie. konon high expectations la. but then you know how it is with movie adapted from books right? like ps i love u, totally different.
but this one.
hmm, i don't know why but i'd imagine henry detamble to be someone very emo-ish. sorta like adrian brody emo-ish. eric bana is totally hot la kan. so sometimes macam rase tak sesuai pulak. ;) rachel mcadams as claire abshire is okay i guess.
but other than that its pretty much the same. just that they didnt include the korean woman that's been helping henry's dad. and they didnt show the part where the baby is actually traveling in and out of claire's womb. and oh, the ending pun mcm lain sikit la. i'd prefer if they maintain the ending as in dlm the book. lagi like awwwww.
all in all, its a lovely movie. but i suggest you read the book. lagi sedih!
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phobia 2.
the first one lg menarik. haha. enuff said.
next would be the fourth kind. and also this one movie called phenomenal activity. :)
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
lesson for today
don't you just love moms? :) my mom especially.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
and yeay. finally in good terms with a friend that i oh so miss. after a year of no communication whatsoever, so we finally put things aside and became friends again. bila dua dua dah degil then agak payah di situ. tapi thank god i guess.
and now, missing the bestie di shah alam. babe. one of these days k? xoxo
Thursday, October 22, 2009
hari ini dan semalam adalah hari yg sangat meng"stress"kan.
kadang kadang saya merasakan orang adalah sangat aneh. maka dengan itu, saya agak keberatan untuk berkenalan dengan orang baru kerana bagi saya, kadang kala kawan yang ada sekarang ini adalah yang terbaik. :) (u guys know who you are)
walaupun kadang kadang tu, persahabatan tk kekal lama tapi percayalah saya merindui persahabatan itu. it feels so different not having you around. aneh bukan? tapi sebagai sahabat yang inginkn kebahagiaan kawan kawan maka saya sanggup mengundur diri.
kadang kala juga, ada kawan yang sangat rapat dengan kita, sanggup berkongsi segala suka dan duka. tapi akibat masa dan distance yong jauh persahabatan itu jadi longgar. tapi babe, we'll try to make it work okay? i miss you.
i don't know why i'm like this today. nak kata agak depress tidak juga, i am pretty tired actually. with work. with the people around me. with life. but i am living life the way i want it to be. so no complaint. although ada la here and there. but i'm thankful with what i have now. really!
saya amat merindui sesuatu yang impossible untuk dirindukan and untuk didapatkan kembali.
masa yang lalu.
p/s dear friends. jgn risau. ini adalah akibat kepenatan mengejar vendor untuk quotation and akibat terpaksa bekerjasama dgn seseorg yang bagi pendapat saya adalah amat susah untuk bagi kerjasama. what i've learn is that even though you're a shy person in nature, but in work you still have to be professional. put aside sifat malu itu dan give all your best. tapi hmm, ini orang kan. saya dapati susah untuk bercakap dgnnya. kadang kala saya smpi menggaru kepala akibat sifat anehnya itu. and you ppl thought i am weird?! hehe.
p/p/s and oh. say congrats pls. finally dah dpt license. isk. road users, beware! :D
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
all i want is someone who'll listen.
sometimes
all i want is for people to be less complicated and to give more co-operation to one another. personal thing is one thing, but being professional in your work is another.
sometimes
all i want is someone who can respect other people, despite the age gap.
but then again, i don't think i'm asking too much isn't it?
you get what you give so they say. but what if you've given too much and yet at the end of the day you get nothing.
but why at the end of the day, i found myself to be dissapointed with the people around me?
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
one day at a time. yes i agree.
thank you for being so understanding. :) i wish i could see you guys. :(
and to my best friend, please be strong. whatever it is, i'm always here for you. susah senang bersama. gelak menangis bersama. kutuk memuji bersama. we've gone through so much together ever since the early years of uitm. we gain new friends together, we lost our friends, we shared experience and we shared each other's happiness and sadness. therefore your pain is my pain too.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
ending kena.
byknye kene ganti. hmmm.
3 more days before raya. the only thing i'm looking forward to is of course the long holidays. one wee hokey. well except for saturday. but nemind i still loike very much. ;)
anyways
Sila maafkan saya jika ada salah silap selama 24 tahun saya berada di dunia ini. Be it unintentionally or intentionally. Segala salah silap sesiapa kepada saya telah pun saya maafkan. And i hope vice versa lah ye. :)
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
sigh.
btw got a new book today! the time traveler's wife by audrey niffenegger.
hopefully things will be better tomorrow, but i doubt it. i said things that i guess i shouldn't have... but then again they were asking for it. serves them right. oh well. couldn't be bothered la nk pikir about all these crap.
i can't wait for this saturday. berbuka with the peeps from uitm. :) and of course the usuals on sunday. see u guys! :)
p/s nk buat kerja gile tu cpt. cpt la nov.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
special announcement
we may be not as close as how we used to be.
but i hope you do know that i love you very much. for every single thing, for every advice you gave me, for all the time we spend together. EVERYTHING.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIHA SALLEH!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
am thinking and thinking but i think i need to stay at least for a year before i could you know actually jump to another company. i have a few in mind though. :) currently updating the resume. or maybe i should just stay and see how it goes with k.t.
btw someone semakin rancak altho there's not much update pn. haha. what exactly do you want from me?
Monday, August 17, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
my milk toof.
if you have nothing to do, and bored. please please go check out this website.
mymilktoof.blogspot.com
cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
it's as if i have nothing to tell. although i think there's a loooot. but then again, probably i didn't feel like telling. or maybe i'd prefer to tell straight face to face.
random: i saw my baby nephew just now. soooo freaking cute! and all of a sudden so friendly. but its good la. i miss u baby raif!
anyways, i have yet to get my driving license. been procrastinating for so long already. tapi berangan nk beli kereta already. hahaha.
bought a new book today. :)
the monk who sold his ferrari by robin s sharma. hope it's gooood.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
bitter heart.
Sun rays come down as seen
when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around
till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate
waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me
the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum,
doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum,
da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine,
of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.Saturday, July 25, 2009
s a d n e s s
the one who produced talentime, sepet, muhsin and the unforgettable petronas advert.
al-fatihah yasmin ahmad.
semoga rohnya berada di kalangan org org yg beriman.
innalillah
of man u and new phone
so come 5.30. rush to the komuter, took the putra back to kj, went back and change and with our fingers crosss, headed to bukit jalil to buy the tickets. arrived there just in time, bought the tickets and off we went into the stadium.
it was okaaaaay la. haha. pics from my camera amatlah cipotet and too small. tk puas tgk. was hoping arab yg ada slr could save the day, bt then he brought his slr with wide lens. isssssk. so ambik gmbr sendiri je la. hahaha. but it was funnnnn! thanks beb!
and ooh. i got someeething for me. a very very belated birthday present. i like so much pls! thanks to that certain someone for contributing some kaching. :) wanna know what it looks like? something like this! *points down!*
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Saturday, July 4, 2009
special day today :)
the coolest mom on earth. definitely!
love you more than anything,
your spoiled daughter
azalia xoxo
Saturday, June 27, 2009
penaaaat!
haha. craziness.
but someone was kind/ sweet enough to stay back with me and do his work altho org lain semuaaaa dah balik :))
sweet tk sweet?!
dgn tak bfast and lunch, we went straight to baskin robbins for something light then later off to the curve for dinner at vivo. :))
la la. mintak mintak dapat project tu. amiiiinn!
Monday, June 22, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
sigh
Characteristics of quarter-life crisis may include[citation needed]:
- feeling "not good enough" because one can't find a job that is at one's academic/intellectual level
- frustration with relationships, the working world, and finding a suitable job or career
- confusion of identity
- insecurity regarding the near future
- insecurity concerning long-term plans, life goals
- insecurity regarding present accomplishments
- re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships
- disappointment with one's job
- nostalgia for university, college, high school or elementary school life
- tendency to hold stronger opinions
- boredom with social interactions
- loss of closeness to high school and college friends
- financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unanticipatedly high cost of living, etc.)
- loneliness
- desire to have children
- a sense that everyone is, somehow, doing better than you
A related problem is simply that many college graduates do not achieve a desirable standard of living after graduation. They often end up living in low-income apartments with roommates instead of having an income high enough to support themselves. Substandard living conditions, combined with menial or repetitive work at their jobs create a great amount of frustration, anxiety and anger. Nobody wants to admit to feeling like a 'loser'; this secrecy may intensify the problem.
As the emotional ups-and-downs of adolescence and college life subside, many affected by quarter-life crisis experience a "graying" of emotion. While emotional interactions may be intense in a high school or college environment – where everyone is roughly the same age and hormones are highly active – these interactions become subtler and more private in adult life[citation needed].
Furthermore, a factor contributing to quarter-life crisis may be the difficulty in adapting to a workplace environment. In college, professors' expectations are clearly given and students receive frequent feedback on their performance in their courses. One progresses from year to year in the education system. In contrast, within a workplace environment, one may be, for some time, completely unaware of a boss's displeasure with one's performance, or of one's colleagues' dislike of one's personality. One does not automatically make progress. Office politics require interpersonal skills that are largely unnecessary for success in an educational setting.
so there you go. i think i have few of the symptoms already. this including this very strong tendency of being alone at the moment and also feeling very sensitive and emotional about things/ person that you're attached too.
hmm. weirdness.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
perasaan tak best.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
random i like
Friday, May 1, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Sifat : Amboi! Kamu ini gadis/jejaka misteri rupanya. Tak ramai orang yang dapat mendekati diri kamu kecuali orang yang benar-benar kamu percayai. Walaupun begitu, kamu tak pernah pentingkan diri sendiri dan agak mudah terpengaruh dengan perkara-perkara yang baru bagi kamu. Mood memainkan peranan penting mempengaruhi kehidupan kamu seharian. Jika kamu rasa gembira, sudah tentunya hari itu menjadi hari yang paling ceria bagi diri kamu dan begitu juga sebaliknya. Dalam menjalinkan percintaan, kamu lebih cenderung untuk memilih mereka yang punya kedudukan dan agak stabil kewangan mereka.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
i'm baaaaaack!
Thursday, March 26, 2009
two four
Saturday, March 21, 2009
when boredom strikes.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
i'm yours, always. :D
not that much of a big fan, more like so so. but he was cute alright. altho i would prefer if james morisson yang datang actually. hahaha.
but it was okay. didnt know much of the songs, but i guess myself and hana had fun singing the famous songs; eg lucky, im yours and what not.
pictures pn not that much coz it was so blurry. and it seems like we're so far away altho actually takde la sgt. oh well.
looking forward to mocca! this 18th of march. :)
and i just found out yesterday that next monday cuti. yeay! i love holidays, especially now since i have to work on saturday too. so i appreciate all the holidays yang ada. hehe.
still figuring out where to go, when to go for our next trip. most probably perhentian or redang. yeay! i love island getaway. hopefully jadi. anyone else nak join?
Monday, March 2, 2009
march oh march
Monday, February 23, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
my fave month
1) jason mraz. :D
2) mocca. :DD
3) the 24th of march.
need i say more?
it would be even better if i get to go somewhere. e.g: pulau perhentian, pulau redang. u get what i mean.
*praying hard*
beach sunset sunrise = perfecto!
p/s sorry for the very long silence. :)