SURVIVOR

Haiyoh....

Too many things to settle and too short time...hehe.

I am a mother to be in 4 weeks time (ALHAMDULILLAH), which eactly not in 4 weeks time, sbb tak tahu bila, senang citer tgh tunggu harilah ni. My rutin everyday, minum air zam2, makan ubat, turun tangga, naik tangga. Kerja tgh berhempas pulas siapkan sbb taknak orang kata, i buat kerja cenekeh. Kalau ikutkan my housemate, perut dah turun, tunggu masa, ni kalau aku ikut petua kakak aku, sure beranak terus. heh, dia suh panjat tingkap ke kerusi ke, ceit, hampeh punya kakak, but it works for her lah kan.

Banyak kerja aku nak siapkan, tapi aku bangga gak, kurang-kurangnya ada sasaran aku yang tercapai.

Alhamdulillah. Driving up and down, turun naik ofis, berhempas pulas siapkan markah bebudak but seriously i enjoyed it. I suka give and share with anak bangsa kita cuma bila one phone call from my hubby saying that he cant live alone, he need me. Aduss, bila i dah ok, dia lak. He mentioned being lost. Ya Allah, berikanlah kami kekuatan.

I need him too...soulmate takde tu. Ibarat mandi tak basah, tidur tak lena. I can understand, lagilah dgn keadaan aku macam ni, but my dear baby being a humble baby dgn tak menyusahkan sangat mommy dia. Thank you baby... I love you. i hope my hubby will always be my GLADIATOR, kalau dia goyah, abislah aku...tapi me being a survivor, insya Allah akan bagi dia semangat...Insya Allah...amin...


oklah nak sambung kerja.

What goes around, comes around..

Listen to Alicia Keys song KARMA...hehe, lagu tu best.

I always believe, kita kena selalu buat baik dgn org, nanti pertolongan kemudahan akan dtg tanpa kita sangka2..

My cermin mata PATAH!!! Many thanks to ina n naz...they accompanied me to book and all the way from tangkak hantarkan spek aku.

and now, i macam wonder woman, new face, all this while dgn frame hitam, alih2 tukar ke silver (like my first spek).
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edited on Tuesday 15 April 2008

pagi tadi i gi check up, YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOO!Alhamdulillah, syukur yg tak terhingga. My darah ok, baby ok, semua ok! cuma kena bebel rajin dtg klinik jer..

mgu depan kena datang lagi...takpelah, tak lama je lagi...

tata everyone, nak sambung kerja.

Last week, i went home. Yup, i drove back, hehe. my hubby was quite afraid bcoz i was alone, but alhamdulillah, i managed to reach my house in 2 hours. Home sweet home, kesian laki aku kena bebel sbb umah berabuk...so, sampai umah je, i angkat itu penyapu and menyapu, but since umah aku "luas" sangat, aku tak larat memanjat...i buat yang mana perlu je. i do the laundry and kepenatan.

On saturday, we went to attend kenduri kahwin, and malam tu i belanja my hubby McD, i teringin bubur ayam McD. On Sunday, I cook, and kebetulan pakcik and makcik my hubby bawak makanan gak, so potlucklah tghhari tu. Momentum masak tak macam dulu (slow sikit), but I managed masak kari ayam, sayur campur, papadam and ikan kering. malam tu makcik ada tinggalkan lauk asam pedas, sbb i memang suker giler asam pedas...

on monday we went to skudai to settle our errands, and there goes the day. on Tuesday, i gi beli barang umah, since semua takde stok, and elly tido my house, and malam tu dia kena "ketuk" ngan laki aku, hehe xpasal2 kena belanja.

on wednesday, patutnya i balik pagi konon nak konvoi ngan elly, masalahnya i kena flu, and ngantuk amat sangat, so i tido jap, bila bangun kul 10 tu, boleh i malas nak gi s*g*m*t? huhu, dengan hati yg berat, aku meninggalkan umah aku.

survivor kan aku ni, padanlah...drive balik sengsorang, terus masuk kerja. and percaya atau tak, dalam sebulan je aku nak bersalin dah..kalau boleh nak bersalin awal...tapi bila pikirkan kerja tak settle lagi, the intention tu mati macam tu jer..

lepas ni ntah bila i akan balik my house, since my confinement day will be in KL, huhu....hopefully everything turns up well.

p/s : to all the wishes, tq!! appreciate it.




"....i miss him"