SURVIVOR

Alah, I memang tak suker bile kena tag (macamlah I selalu kena tag). So, here it goes….
FIRST TAG
2008 Wish List

1) My new phase of my career development. Yup, I am planning to move out from this so call “comfort area”. I hope I will getting some gud news. However, Allah knows best!

2) I am so excited and thrilled and scared to wait until May 2008. Insya Allah, my baby will born on 18 May 2008. Mungkin, I am not that excited coz I takut apa2 pun boleh jadi bila kita overjoyed. Hopefully everything went smoothly.

3) My debts..hehe…I wish ada sesiapa nak tolong bayarkan best gak.

4) Start writing!!!

5) Nak rennovate my parents house, nak tukarkan sofa, tambah astro (semuanya kalau ada duit lebih, Amin)

this four wishes ni akan sama dengan sikin, I tak kira, sbb I nak wish yang sama

6) To improve my English

7) New glasses

9) Learn swimming!

10) To be a better and nicer wife/person/hamba Allah than I am now (in all aspects)


SECOND TAG

5 things in my bag
my beg bukan ada 5 things jer, berlambak, meh I tulis
1. wallet duit
2. wallet dokumen
3. wallet ic and license
4. my pills
5. my toothbrush and pencuci muka
6. my pakai buang undies (hehe)
7. my hubby ASB book
8. my lip gloss, perfume, lotion, minyak cap kapak, tiger balm, yoko yoko
9. my hubby and I punya medical book
10. my name card holder (yang ada kad orang bukan kad I,hehe)
11. my E61 HP
12. my mp3
see, I dah cakap bukan 5 jer, berlambak….

-5 things in my MAIN wallet
- some cash, and 1 US dollar note, I philippine note, I Singapore note
- photo of my hubby
- my kad (kredit kad, mph kad, jusco kad)
- resit2lama yg terpaksa simpan.
- bil belum bayar

5 favourite things in my bedroom (err, my bedroom belum siap lagi):
- my King size bed yang belum ader tilam lagik…
- my book store
- my BUBU (kin, u ingat u je ada mon mon ek?)
- my balcony
- Hehe, ni I terpaksa setuju dgn kin, my hubbylah…


5 things I wish to do (for now) (ooo, kin, how my wish can go sama with U) :
- work and live abroad. hehehe
- read the unread books that I've bought ages ago (some ada dengan enab, which I don’t care pun nak read, boleh ker)
- pamper myself with spa and facials and pedicure and manicure (betul betul betul).
- travel all over the world (New Zealand, Japan and Europe will be wonderful!) with no financial constraints
- Perform Umrah n Hajj

5 things I'm doing now :
- Finishing this tag.
- Tgh siapkan kerja
- tgh pikir camne nak cari duit betulkan laptop I yand sudah rosak
- Chatting
- Blog hopping

5 people I'm going to tag (sukernya boleh tag orang)
- Enab
- Susu
- Lijot
- Inot
- Azq

how far u will go when ur fren dalam masalah.

what will u do when ur fren dalam masalah.

sometimes i wish i can turn back time.

for that particular fren (u know who u are) :

i am sorry i cant do much, just be there and listen (even tho i dunno the whole story). I hope u can find ur own solution and ur own peace. kepada hantu, jembalang yang buat kawan aku sedih ni(marah macam that person baca pun), tak kisah, i nak blurt it out gak. i tot u r so gud, so macho, but u pun hampeh gak. penuh dgn janji manis. aku naik geram bila ada masalah nak push back and put burden on my fren. hantu jembalang punya orang. kalau dah macam ni, awal2 dulu kenapa commit. bengong. and please, jembalang, kalau u cakap i tak rasa macam u lalui, silap, coz i dah rasa and i know the pain. one more thing, when u kecikkan hati and downkan my fren, u lupa u step on my toe man!!andai kata after this, kalau jadik ke tak jadik ke...i tak kisah coz u really have done major break down!i hope my fren, will be tough and i pray to Allah for her strength. Amin.

p/s : ini tak de kena mengena yang rekaan, cerita ini benar belaka...

Cerita 1
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I went to S*g*m*t for interview last Monday. Yup, I managed to get thru until 2nd phase, after that i only pray for hope. And my hubby, allllll the way, supporting me and i consider that as a blessing from him for my career development. Its not an easy interview, but alhamdulillah with BIG help from kin, i survived. And for sure, it it much better than the previous interview. Bukan nak condemn, but the recent interview I went was managed professionally. Sakarang ni I berserah jer...dapat, Alhamdulillah, kalau tak dapat, mungkin belum ada rezeki lagi.

Cerita 2
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I memang benci kalau org menyampai thru org lain. And lagi menyampah kalau ni antara ur family gak (to be exact my in laws). Educated people shud know how to behave kan. Susah ke nak cakap terus dgn I, tak yah takut, kalau salah I admit ke dorang ni takut coz dorang buat cerita jer.

Cerita 3
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I dah kat opis baru! YAYYYYYY!!!! i heppy sebab belum banyak kerja, bilik i yg sebenarnya belum clear (so, ada alasan utk tidak start kerja)hehe....and another one, jahat sebenarnya, tapi kesian lak org yg ganti tempat I, banyak kerja dia, but I know she will manage.

Cerita 4
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Sengkek. Me n my hubby tgh sengkek. Big time sengkek...hehe stil can manage, tgh take over business adik my hubby yg dah down..itu yg semput tu...

Cerita 5
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Percaya tak, kalau i cakap i tulis post ni dgn mata separuh tertutup...Ngantuk gilerrrrrr.....

Adios

I am in my office rite now, stil belum start packing up things, aiyoh makcik semputloh..baru breakfast...semalam n kelmarin I MC. Then, my staff datang makan malam kat umah I. They had kari Udang, Ayam Steam Black Pepper, sayur Kobis...Wah, seronok bila tgk diorang tambah. Untuk mengelakkan I muntah2, i prepare dari pagi, potong bawang(barang tumisan) dulu, tutup mulut, rehat (takut muntah...)pastu buang hanyir ayam..(sambil bungkus hidung, hehe).By the time, dishes pun siap.

My staff ni muda2, bebudak remaja, my hubby lak layan bagi ceramah, camne nak hidup, kalau nak berjaya, jangan enjoy dulu...I tgk muka bebudak tu dah stres dah...hehehe..takpe, ada niat,ada kesungguhan, Insya Allah berjaya..Sorang je, tak datang, itupun sbb adik dia kahwin..

ok, my point nak cerita ni. sebenarnya adalah kawan I ni, dia single, alih2 dia cakap, ko untunglah ada suami, bolehlah ke sana ke mari. aku nak gi makan pun sorang.. HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

Sebelum i kahwin (yang mana dah kenal I, cukup tahu), i memang independent. setakat makan sorang tu, i tak heran (in fact sampai sekarang pun I layan makan sorang, best apa makan sorang ni!!!!!), I TENGOK WAYANG PUN SORANG TAU!!!!!!hidup je aku ni..

Sebenarnya, ada boypren, girlpren tak menjamin u tak boleh hidup. I do have my sweet time masa single (sebelum I kenal suami I). I enjoy being single. Ask my frenlah...How you occupied your time tu yang penting. Dulu masa I kerja KL, memang sibuk, balik pun lambat, bila balik mesti i singgah KLCC (mcm2 i buat, gi kedai buku/tgk wayang/window shoping/beli roti buoy), hilangkan boring, sampai rumah, makan dgn my parents, tido. Kalau takpun, ada je my fren dtg lepak minum dgn I.

Pandai-pandailah, seriusly, my experience, I tak pikir nak kahwin alih2 kahwin...surprise giler..kalau boleh turn back time tu, betul2 I nak enjoy sakan. Tapi bila dah kahwin, ingat diri lah...macam2 komitmen my hubby and I, rumah, kedai, kereta...how to get more money..

haiyoh kawan, (i am not sure u tahu pasal blog i, in case)...i cadangkan u gi join scuba diving, i ada kawan yg boleh ajar U!hahahahAHahhahaahahahh

yup...PoLiTiC SuCkS BiG TiMe!

I will be transferred to a new post at a new department. My staff semuanya muka macam poyo jer, sedih kot, takut dgn org baru yang nak amek tempat I. They were shocked, yes so do I..apa nak buat surat dah keluar beb..

My feeling, tak boleh nak cakap apa, sbb yang I tunggu lain, I have been kicked off just like that. So, no comment. This transfer will effective on 28 Nov. They have given ample time for me to finish my task over here..(sbb kes orang lain yang kena tukar dulu dalam masa 2-3hari jer).

so, the anjakan paradigma yang i tunggu nilah kot..

Sigh....

heheh, tajuk jer gempak giler...i have been up and down and guess what, i finish 3 days 2 nites join the PTD course. The result bulan doblas. i dont xpect anything coz semua kat situ pandai pandai. so, my niat gi for fun. Just be myself. Adalah macam macam ragam. Jenis study hard gegiler, jenis tak tidur malam bila diberikan assignment. Jenis nervous yang amat. I pun nervous gak but I treat it COOL. Alhamdulillah....i manage dgn end up dekat ward 3 days 2 nites gak..hahaha...baru discaj kelmarin, masuk isnin malam...why, muntah over, darah kering (darah kering)? Ala tak cukup darah...

Now after 2 weeks MC on and off..i FEEL dont want to work, boleh tak?

after being disappointed and not appreciated, i dont really care any more, in fact I DONT CARE!!!!heheheh..ni biasalah momentum kerja I mmg camni...up and down...

so i need to do something to "anjak" my self. Any ideas? Tolong jangan bagi idea gi bercuti, coz tgh sengkek...lainlah ada org nak bagi offer bercuti free of charge...heheh

aksi sekeluarga
posing lagi
raya pertama punya uniform sedondon wallpaper
raya ketiga gi beraya punya uniform

Once upon a time Raya by all means :

My 1sis dari kampung akan balik KL (terbalik kan, dari NS balik KL, hehe) bersama arwah abang ipar I and segerombolan askar dia either naik kereta sewa or naik komuter.

My 2sis (masa tu belum kahwin lagi), akan bersusah payah siapkan biskut siang dan malam bertin tin. She's really good in making biskut sarang semut, kemas rumah, temph langsir and bawak i beli baju raya.

My bro masa tu kat asrama tak tolong apa-apapun (abihkan boreh jo)..

Malam raya my shophouse will gegak gempita and my arwah abang ipar suka buat surprise. E.g. kata tak jadi baliklah, kereta rosaklah and every year he manage to trick us with his reasons and kitorang pun percaya bulat-bulat.

And bila anak-anak buah I balik, I akan nangis macam kena histeria sbb I dah takde kawan. (my anak buah and I beza 3-4 tahun je).

My bapak will masak nasi minyak macam masak kenduri kahwin (I raya dengan nasi minyak/beriani and the rendang daging and ayam masak merah), ketupat tu ada tapi tak banyak. And ramailah datang..And we all akan makan nasi minyak tu 3 hari berturut-turut (coz bukan senang oo bapak aku nak masak). Sbb tu bila gi kenduri kawin, kitorang tak heran tgk nasi minyak (bapak aku buat lgi sedap!heh)..

Then after some changes of location and event

My first sis and arwah still datang dgn askar yang semakin besar...datang flat. Just imagine my flat house at one time tu can occupied 20 peoples at once.

My second sis dah kahwin and bawak anak2 dia lak.

I dgn my bro lak start taking responsibilities..Dia beli kuih (sbb i belajar masa tu) and I kemas rumah and merangkap gi pasar. I pergi Pasar Pudu sengsorang beli 6 ekor ayam, 2 kilo daging and all sorts of groceries..My bro bagi duit..

Then again after some changes and event

My first sis datang but without arwah. Allah sayangkan dia. Its a really big lost to me coz he was the one who keep me motivated and survived. Al Fatihah. And anak2 my first sispun ada..kecuali sorang kat Jordan.

My second sis dgn anak2 dia datang

My bro dah kahwin but balik umah isteri dia walaupun that was his first raya and 6 days after raya I am getting married.

We all celebrate raya dgn sedih and rasa kecil hati. My mom masa tu lumpuh, and we celebrate at his house but unfortunately he was not there masa first raya. Alhamdulillah I selamat kahwin and raya kali ni dah 3 tahun I tak balik because my husband kerja every 1 and 2 Raya.

Then thats it...MY LAST RAYA CELEBRATION was on Nov 2004.

This year RAYA

My first sis tak balik KL coz bajet constraint (walaupun anak sulung dah kerja!)

My second sis balik Perak (coz dah lama dia sacrifice tak balik umah mertua)

My bro balik Penang ( coz semenjak tu pun dia tak pernah balik Raya)

And me..stranded at Johor..dgn my condition yang cant travel far and my hubby yang tak dibenarkan cuti..and kalau I balik pun, will the situation akan jadi macam dulu?

My parents will sambut raya alone and I know they are tough, akan ramai yg datang ziarah. They misses us a lot then we misses each other.

This is an emotional entry but hey LIFE MUST GOES ON!!! So, untuk LELAKI, please take care your parents walaupun dah kahwin. Ingat bila dah kahwin, ibu bapa still kena jaga. Untuk yang perempuan, memang wajib ikut suami, kalau tak boleh tolong dengan duit, tolong dengan doa. ALLAH tahu...

I pun bukannya baik sangat but I have tried yang termampu utk bahagiakan my parents.

To my beloved sisters (walaupun u all tak tahu) : I will always love you

To my beloved brother : I know you hate me as much as I hate you, but mengaku man, you are wrong! I still love you..

To my arwah brother in law : Semoga berada di kalangan yang beriman and I know last night you were there with me. Thank you!

To my anak2 buah : Hidup ni masih panjang, remember KARMA...

Thats my Raya which means nothing. For me, I lebih suka menyambut Ramadhan.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.

I sincerely mohon maaf kepada sesiapa yang terasa dengan I secara verbal atau non verbal. Semoga ALLAH memudahkan urusan all of you.

Take care.

p/s : Pasal open house rumah I, akan diannouncekan bila sampai waktunya. But kepada sesiapa yang nak datang, tak kisah just sms me earlier. Ok!

My life routine and schedule changed. For e.g., i usually slept at 11 and bangun around 445. Now i will doze off around 830(automatically), bangun kul 11 atau 12 mlm and terus tak tido. My hubby being nice and kind but few days ni dia yang demam and mengidam. Yesterday he bought for HIMSELF sotong kering, choclate mars, susu magnolia, buah epal, lai and plum. I cant eat those foods, bukan taknak cuma tak lalu.

The good news is i am gonna having my first buka puasa at hotel today! Yay, ada org belanja my hubby and I.

I am just happy for today's gonna end...



Happy Friday!

Remember this entry ? Heh, sekarang ni I banyak pastekan link jek ek..sbb cerita semua berkait.

Alhamdulillah,after almost 3 years of marriage, one miscarriage, I am pregnant again.

Again Alhamdulillah, Allah is GREAT! I am still in caution MODE, after hearing so many cases. Some people have gone thru 5 miscarriages, 9...err..quite phobia. Please pray for me and my baby.

p/s : Semalam my internet down, nak comment kat haloscan pun tak leh..ish ish

Remember this and this ? The first one, out. NADA, stil no answer. However, the second one (PTD), i pass the EXAM! I thought i failed, hahaha...Alhamdulillah, sedikit kegembiraan menceriakan hidupku, walaupun belum tentu dapat.

p/s : kepada semua yang memberi komen, sorry my haloscan ada problem. Thank you very much for all of your response. Sometimes ada benda yang susah nak tulis, senang nak cakap and begitulah sebaliknya. Yang paling penting, I do appreciate your support and doa. TQ again.

Day : Friday

Time Depart : 12.30noon

Location of Incident : R & R Pagoh, Shell Station

Time : 2.00 pm

Type of Transportation : Kancil 850 cc

Speed Limit : 100km/h (bawak kancil lagi laju, gegar wei!)

Problem :

1. Park my car beside toilet, so I can refresh myself. Suddenly, the gear loose and I cant reverse. I simply can change the gear without hitting the clutch. In my mind, dont panic! Call my hubby (mula@ tak dapat, solat Jumaat mah). Instead I smsed him.

2. He called right away, he seems cant figure it out at the moment. Then, for half an hour, i gave my car a rest. stil not working. This uncle, park beside me, I asked him to trigger my problem. It seems he said that the clutch plate gone. Dalam hati aku, kalau clutch plate habis, kereta tak leh start mah. Tapi sebab dia baik, biarkan jer.

3. Then, my hubby called again ask the satus. Camne dia nak datang dgn hujan lebat bawak TZM? I need to manage this. I called Ina, since Tangkak dekat, nak tanya pasal kedai mekanik yang terdekat. Then, her beloved said that called PLUS. I did call and lodge a report.

4. At the same time, I said thanks to the Uncle sbb Uncle tu punya bagus bagi aku 4 solution. baik betul dia, tak sempat nak amek phone dia. I nekad, asked the Shell boy to reverse my car (since tak boleh reverse), then masuk Gear 1, boleh kena tekan minyak lebih. Isi minyak full, then the other Shell guy cakap, "kak ni bukan clutch plate, ni pasal gear, akak boleh bawak tapi slow". I asked him "slow camne tu dik?" He answered " Jangan lebih 40km/j atau pakai Gear 5.

6. There she goes..I drove the car at 40km/h from Pagoh to Salak Tinggi (my inlaw). My husband dah call his father to alert the situation. Dalam hati keep praying. I put my emergency light on and I arrived safely at Tol Nilai. Alhamdulillah, selamat tapi kedai kat situ dah tutup. So I have to stay overnite walaupun dalam plan awal straight ke KL, bila balik baru singgah.

7. The next day, Saturday, pergi Kedai Mekanik RR kat Dengkil. I tunggu situ almost one hour. check punya check, cabel gear terputus. That mechanic replace a new one. It costs me RM 15 only!!!!! Alhamdulillah.

I selamat sampai my house, i lepak giler, badan I macam simen rasanya, kematu sekejap. On the Monday, I accompanied my mother to hospital. Sebelum balik Johor, I tergerak nak check tayar sbb rasa lain macam. Sah, tayar depan bocor, and that fella bagitahu tayar sudah bengkak. Since dia kenal I, dia tak push suruh beli tayar, dia cuma nasiht, jangan jalan laju. Again I ask, "Jangan jalan laju tu berapa bos?". I dah risau dah, dia jawab "80km/j". At least ok gaklah, walaupun penat gak.

I singgah Nilai, nak amek barang nak bawak umah baru. Sampai Seremban, I dah start dizzy, loya and ngantuk. I thought nak refresh kat Melaka, tapi my condition dah ngantuk and tersengguk, I amek keputusan berhenti rehat kat Hentian Senawang. I punya letih tu, I offkan engine, bukak tingkap sikit, amek bantal tutup muka and tidur. I keluar Senawang 330 and sampai kat Exit Senai 620 ptg. Penat seh..penat.

Semalam i tak buat apa kat umah, just relaxkan my body and ngorok. Hasilnya malam i tak leh tidor, sempat tengok bola. Harini dah start kerja balik, damn, I hate this environment. Camne ah?

SELAMAT BERPUASA dan MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK.

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.

In my mind :

SURAT PERLETAKAN JAWATAN

but so many "BUTTS".

Shit. Damn. My damn mistake.

Adios.

Alhamdulillah I am getting used with my new home. Home sweet home. Bangun pagi2 je senyum and I can say that I lagi rajin kot..

Btw, I kena uji dengan Allah. I lost my voice. Since last Tuesday up to now, still not recovering. Inilah satu-satunya sakit yang I tak pernah rasa. Hehe. Allah duga kita terima.Itu I kena muhasabah balik.Kesian kat orang yg dengar suara i. Diorang yang seksa dengar. Bayangkan I nak bercakap kena pegang tekak. Cuba bayangkan..

Pengumuman kepada semua yang berada di KL, Jumaat, Sabtu dan Ahad I berada di Ampang untuk training. Minggu depan I balik lagi untuk sambut puasa dgn my family. Raya i tak balik KL.

to be continued

Remember this in one of my comment :

thinkin of that munchkin yang sangat comel tu "mengemas" umah aku yang belum kemas itu..

Hehehe....

For your info, since I started working 2002, I never left my EVENT. I did for the first time ever. Last Friday, I walked out from my event. Its not some "chokia" event. Its a BIG EVENT with my No ONE. I didnt proud with my action but they left me with no choice. My head boiled up and I had my migraine attack. I straight away went to clinic and back home and left them in lurch(quoted from my no ONE when I accidentaly saw him on Saturday).

I am outspoken person and have a BIG mouth, but I always stand on my ground and I will admit if it was my mistake. I cant stand when some people ask me what I have been doing for simple mistake and they accusing "its my show" instead of the event was for "our show"!..

They learned their lesson and i have learnt mine. But as always, KULI tetap KULI. I have been scolded, sindir, jeling because of my drastic action. And now it has been in everyone's (my colleague) mouth. The story sudah bertukar and I remain silence. They accuse me being not professional, emotional. Some of them, "berani kau ek, belum tetap lagi dah buat perangai", "good, teach them a lesson!".

My fellow friends tahu I kerja kat mana, ada yang dah masak sangat dengan what happened. I know it happens in every company. I didnt say that my action was right BUT it was right on that particular time. If not, they will continue bullying me and pressure me.

I learned Stress Management, How to Handle Stress, but I failed this time. I am a HRD person, i always think this is one of the "dugaan" to alert me. Alhamdulillah, I am OK now. I hope after this I will be a BETTER person. AMIN.

Fyi, i dah terima surat panggilan menduduki peperiksaan ni dah 3 kali. Masuk kali ni yang keempat. Alhamdulillah, the examination day jatuh pada hari Sabtu. So, tak perlu amek cuti. The reason I tolak yang first sebab surat panggilan tu hantar kat alamat KL, masa tu belum kahwin. Yang ke dua dan ketiga ni masa dah kahwin and tak dapat lampuau. Yang keempat ni i berkeras, i belum gi test, camne i nak tahu..And i bagi alasan, kontrak i pun belum renewed. Masalahnya tempat ujiannya di :

Dewan Besar Institut Teknologi Perindustrian
Yayasan Pelajaran Johor
Jalan Yahya Al Datar, Bukit Senyum
Johor Bahru.

BERTUAH TUL..alkisah i kena drive sendiri, tu yang jadi havocnya. So i dapatkan panduan jalan dari dua kawan i yang i rasa i boleh percaya. Wawa, KL born, my classmate masa UTM, dah keja kat KL and bila kahwin hubby kena transfer kat Johor (Note : wawa, aku bg intro kat ko ni, nanti belanja aku makan sedap!). Tapi I call dia, tanya how's the direction. dia kata nanti dia call i balik. bila dia call dia bagi panduan selengkap-lengkapnya.

Then to be safe, I Call PEOT (bukan nama sebenar), orang JB kerja kat JB. First, dia bagi direction salah, dia kata Bukit Senyum ni kat Hutan Bandar. Pastu dia mintak maaf baru dia bagi direction lebih kurang macam Wawa bagi, tapi ada satu susur yang Wawa kata masuk kiri, PEOT kata jalan straight. Kalau u jadik I, nak ikut sape? I tak recce tempat tau, I terus jer gamble pepagi tu, nasib baik sebelum susur tu ada board kecik tulis ITP dengan arrow ke kiri. Dalam hati, nanti ko PEOT. Terima kasih utk Wawa krana berjaya dengan jayanya and tak lupa gak untuk PEOT, walaupun fail sikit..

Sampailah i kat tempat periksa. Weh, aku periksa macam hari tu SPM.

9.00-10.00 UJIAN PERSONALITI
*178 Soalan, gila babi banyak

10.15-11.05 Pengetahuan Am dan Alam Sekiling
* GILA SOALAN DALAM NI TANYA PASAL DEB and etc...LEPASTU TANYA PASAL BOLA, and entahlah

11.20-12.05 Kemahiran Menyelesaikan MAsalah
*Soalan Matematik, semuanya kena pikir bagi masa sekejap nak suruh jawap 40 soalan. dekat 15 soalan aku main dadu.

12.20-1.00 Pemahaman Petikan
*20 soalan. Ini jer yg aku confiden boleh jawab

1.00-2.00 rehat n makan
*Kantin tutup, kalau nak gi makan kena gi Stulang yang kalau ikut sesak and Uturn, memang kitorang tak sempat periksa

2.00-3.00 esei Bahasa Melayu
* Tajuk aku buat Faktor Kemalangan Jalan Raya
* Aku bukan prepare pun, memang ah tajuk senang, bayangkan dgn kancil aku yg penuh mop, penyapu lidi and alatan mencuci, aku mana nak baca, tak ada masa..

3.30-4.30 esei Bahasa Inggeris
*Aku pilih tajuk family values and tradtion shud be preserved. Discuss
*Discuss, wak lu..ntah apa aku merapu gaban aku tak tau..

And btw, ada satu pengawas peksa (pengawas Peksa ni pmpuan tua) ni tegur aku punya attire. Aku pakai kemeja, kot and seluar. That kira full suitlah tu, aku pun keja UTM beb, aku tahulah kalau nak pakai kena pakai dgn kot..Ada lain tu pakai blaus, sandal and macam2 lagi..tak kena pun. Ntah apa dia tak puas hati dgn aku, aku tak tahu.

Balik peksa, aku kelaparan..and pukul 9 jer aku dah tidor...

Sekian.

p/s : BTW,pagi ni aku masuk opis, surat renew aku utk 2tahun lagi dah ada..In a way, alhamdulillah...at least keja ada gak..tapi biasalah manusia tak pernah puas kan....

Nak pindah umah, finally we will move in to our new house within this week. We bought a house in Bandar Putra. I will upload some piccies later. After all the hassle, FINALLY. After renovation, now in the process of painting it back, tomorrow kithen cabinet, friday, grill. By Sunday, we will move in. Insya Allah.

One incident on Sunday morning :

Location : New house
Type of transportation : Kancil
Attire : Seluar pendek and selekeh (Hubby), Blouse and jeans, and tudung and SELEKEH (me)

My hubby tgh cuci tiles kat luar and i kat dalam tgh lapkan tiles yang masih basah kat hall. One couple datang tgk show house. (NOTE : My house yang i beli adalah show house juga tapi without furniture, so sebelah je SHOW HOUSE yang full furnish). This guy started asking question to my hubby dengan nada kasar. (NOTE : my assumption mesti dia ingat my hubby pekerja kontraktor). "Lu tahu rumah ini harga berapa" . And my hubby still jawab lagi soalan mamat tu. Alih2 dia nak masuk umah kitorang yang dah siap basuh tu dgn kasut dia. He was shocked to see me inside and I agak dia ingat takde orang.He backed off. Tak jadi masuk. I terus keluar dengan dialogue "Abang, where do you put the penyapu lidi" Laki aku terpinga terus jawab dalam omputih gak "you are the one who use it just now, you ask me lak".

That mamat terus keluar and the lady (I assume wife dia) terus tanya "You beli rumah ni 200++k ke? I punya rumah I beli 290k tau..I tak sukalah rumah type macam ni." By then, the mamat terus masuk kereta and the lady JELING kat I yg tgh sapu air with my hubby kat luar.

My hubby and I tercengang sekejap sebab kitorang tak tanya pun rumah dia beli harga berapa and my hubby tanya I "DID U ON PURPOSE SPEAK IN ENGLISH JUST NOW?" And i jawab "YUP, coz i couldnt stand my husband dilayan macam org takde pape" Hehe, emo aku...That couple naik kereta wira jer (NOTE : NO offense to those yang pakai kereta wira, tapi kalau nak berlagak dgn aku pakai kereta merc ke bmw ok gak...Ni tak..mungkin sbb tgk KANCIL, dorang couldnt stand kot..entah tak tahulah orang KITA ni..

ITS different dgn the chinese family yang nak tgk our house, siap puji, muda2 dah beli rumah, siap nasihat lagi. Entahlah..

That one incident mengingatkan kitorang JALAN NI MASIH JAUH LAGI.

Sesapa rasa nak volunteer nak tolong pindah barang, tolong beritahu yer..

Tenaga anda diperlukan..

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Note (EDITED)

I was on leave for three days. My schedule padat giler.. Jumaat gi survey cat, gi survey grill, gi survey furniture. Saturday, bersihkan umah yang penuh dgn abuk mozek and simen. Ahad, sambung basuh umah. Thanks to Elly. Isnin, gi Tangkak, jumpa Inot. She will help me to sew the curtain. Thanks Ina!!! Sebenarnya, we didnt buy the material kat Tangkak pun, guess what? kitorang beli kat Melaka, kat NAGOYA...murah seh. Selasa, balik JB, gi tgk umah lagi, check kerja.

And kejap lagi I nak balik. Nak sambung kemas umah.5.16pm..

Find out your Harry Potter personality at LiquidGeneration!

Tgh hari tadi, I dapat call dari MPH Jusco Taman U, "Puan, sila datang MPH Jusco Taman U collect RM 15 voucher". I was like "WHAT?". So, I pun gelak jer cam tak caya, and sempat tanya budak tu (obviously he is a boy!) nama dia. And dia jawab nama dia Faizal (bukan Nur Shabrina!fobia kot).

So, I call kin and suruh dia try email gak and she did much more better, dia call. and its so happen, MPH baru start today nak bagi give voucher to those yang beli masa THE day. and yang beli tu sudah semestinya dlm senarai pre book.

Suke? Mestilah makcik suke!

The book 109.90 - The Mug 25.00 - The Voucher 15.00 = RM 69.90!!!!!!

Kan pandai! Cuba pikir dari awal, takde jadi camni. Marketing CEO tak belajar RISK MANAGEMENT!!!

hehe, pandai jer aku cakap, kena kat muka aku baru tahu..

**click the pic to enlarge**

hehe. I dah hantar surat tak puas hati kat MPH. Feel good. Oh,blogspot kena firewall lagik dalam waktu office hour until 8 pm. And pagi ni i datang kul 5.40am kat office, i boleh surf and upload. hehe, mesti sistem firewall auto start at 8am.

Datang awal coz my hubby use the car. One car je mah. lagipun musim hujan, tak sampai hati bagi dia naik motor.

Ngantuk, malas nak start kerja, baik surf internet.

Adios.

MPH acting childish.

BRAVO to CARREFOUR, TESCO and BORDER.

109.90 and 69.90?

what the *&^%?

I am a loyal MPH Member, instead of them being childish and my passion to HP, i already bought the book at MPH Jusco Taman U.

Yup, I manage to get the mug becoz I already booked since last April. Pathetic? No, just being concern if I didnt get the copy.

The review?The book? Harry Potter tak mati and those still reading, ENJOY!

I dah baca 2 kali and seriously JK ROWLING rules!!!

Berdasarkan kajian, saya telah menemui tahap keceriaan yang berada di peringkat yang sama seperti yang ditunjukkan bukti di atas. Berikut adalah hipotesis yang diterima :

1. SUAMI PAKAI SPEK (DITERIMA)
2. ISTERI OVER EXCITED (DITERIMA-jbai sengih lebih)
3. ISTERI BERKENAN TUNJUK HIDUNG (DITERIMA 100%)
4. SUAMI BERLAGAK MACHO (DITERIMA)
5. GAMBAR DITANGKAP OLEH TANGAN YANG TAK BERTAULIAH (DITERIMA - tapi menjadi aper)

Haiyah....not what as i expected duhh..

The climax missing. I dunno, somehow when i read and reread the book, the excitement, the feelings are all there but watching a movie without a climax...ermm.

I am not good at reviewing but somehow i found out, director HP sudah tukar eh?

Now i am reading back the order of phoenix and will continue the next book after that. Somehow i menyampah bila budak2 kecik (napelah i nak menyampah, i pun tak tahu,hehe) yang tak baca buku tapi buat review, then ada yang hanya dengar cerita daripada kawan dia yang baca buku pastu eksen dia lebih pandai.. they come out with this idea in HP 6, Harry Potter MATI?

Betul ker?

Haiyah....

p/s : wawa; apa2pun wish u all the best, kalau nak dating,luangkan masa wei...

SOON to watch...........



HARRY POTTER


Kengkadang nak jer cakap...weiii bacalah buku HARRY POTTER! Then, lagi best tgk wayang..but seems my other half pun tak suka baca buku and i have to be the narrator before I go and watch with him...but I love to do that!!heheh coz we can spend time the precious time together.

WAIT and SEE...

When your boss started not to trust you, it seems the whole world of working environment is not comfy to you.

Then, you realize that, it was not the end but you need to buckle up yourself.

By the way,what the @§" ?

heh, was quite busy. after work on friday, i went to buy tix, i finally dapat naik bas around++ (bus arrive late). Kak Su fetch me around 2 am, after she went to see JOJOE to pick up her cupcakes. Kak Su's sis wed on 070707. Hah, so I dengan sukacitanya menyibukkan diri, hehehe....taklah, sampai umah kak su, we borak borak and sleep at 4 am. Guess what, we woke up at 6 am. The nikah ceremony starts at 9am. Alhamdulillah, ati dah selamat jadi isteri orang. Wah, kenduri ni menyebabkan aku makan giler (lauk dia sedap, mana taknya, rendang daging kobau!)

I managed pujuk lijot to attend the ceremony dgn keadaan dia yang tak tahu dewan kat mana. I seriously can understand her situation but fortunately she managed. At nite, we went to ina's to return back her mom's dulang and alas. Ina's father siap sebut, rindu kat bibi...huhu I miss those time, ke hulu ke hilir dgn abah Ina...and proudly dia cakap dgn kengkawan dia, "ini anak aku"....

After that k.su sent me home. Kak Su is someone that really have good heart and tough cookie..I really adore her passion.

Then, biasalah i sampai umah, my mom n dad BIG GRIN..suker sangat...i bawak balik lauk kenduri dengan pelbagai juadah yang dipackkan oleh k.su and atie...ish, ish meriah dengan makanan. Inilah harinya i woke up at 3 am and went to toilet 3 times. End up, sb taknak nyusahkan mak i, i amek sesudu garam and secawan air, campurkan and minum. IT WORKS!!! Pepagi tu, my mom buatkan teh o pekat..Alhamdulillah, fast recover, i know its not because of salah makan semuanya sebab LEBIH MAKAN..hehe

On Sunday, Ina datang ajak bekpes dan dgn idea nak angkut ikut balik tangkak and amek bas dari tangkak ke JB. Malangnya apabila diconfirmkan dgn panggilan telefon tiket sudah abis..boleh gamble,tapi makcik tak kuasalah...so we went to puduraya and i managed to get tix at 9pm..

Sampai kat skudai 12.45. bas causeway memang laju..Then, my hubby mentioned something, "amboi bila balik KL, energetic sangat, tapi dah sampai johor, penatlah, buat muka sedihlah"..hehe, no further comment. Itu memang habit I.

Monday, working day. I hate monday! But last nite, my hubby belanja i tgk wayang TRANSFORMER (yeah, yeah i memang lambat tgk sbb banyak kerja k!). That movie was awesome!!!!

Go Optimus Prime!

So, now dengan sukacitanya i kena siapkan kertas kerja yang tergendala dua minggu...hahahahah

adios..

GAGAL SEKALI BUKAN BERMAKNA GAGAL SELAMANYA

I was called for an interview or "temubual" session (i dont know how to translate that in English). Tapi kalau ikut pemahaman saya, temubual should be a friendly session to know your passion and to see that are you really into it. I have been asked to prepare a mock teaching presentation for 15mins. I sacrificed my sleep for that, fine.

Since all the panel knew me, so they dropped down the bomb, just like that, questions by questions been asked. And at a time, I was saying it loud (coz I couldnt handle it anymore) : "Perrgghh, Professor please help me to define more?"..heheh, quite funny, but yup..that was what happened. After 20mins of interrogation session, then they asked me to present for 1-2 mins only, hey you asked me for 15mins..ok, fine, I managed to show them one video clip and few points, and the bomb still coming, "thats not your bidang"...Dalam hati, ALLAH jer yang tahu. Mungkin pada yang kenal I, dari dulu memang I am good at presentation but this time I failed. Sebelum I present tu, one of the panel tanya, "What do you know about WPI?"..Being me, yang dah fobia dengan all the terms in HR, I tanya lagi, do you mean WPI as Wilayah Pembangunan ISkandar or some terms in HR?haha...

I supposed to be the third one, i was called first. huh...and thats not the end of my world.

for all the wishes...thank you..

kin..thanks dear for the help, i will call you, tapi tgh extremely busy, tulis ni pun sbb takut i tak sempat update.

kak su, i will try my best!

thats all, to be continued....

huhu..finally the so call "temubual" session is schedule for tomorrow. I till have done nothing. I should prepare presentation in order to show them that I can teach! huhu. Nervous breakdown BIG time...i cant sleep and i have less than 24 hours to prepare the slides.

I have 3 migraines attack since Friday..The worst on Monday. Begitu teruk sekali?

Please pray for me, and wish me luck. This will be the first interview and if its OK, they will call for second interview.

I baru jer baca blog mediha and tak sangka kena gak..

Some thoughts :

1. I maybe tak pakai short skirt or seksi or what (and pleasee..tak semestinya kalau orang KL pakai short skirt, buduh!), i just sempoi..and i bertudung...and tak semestinya org KL semuanya free hair buduh!

2. Bila i huha yang bermakna bukan masa meeting ker ataupun perbualan biasa, i akan pakai bahasa Melayu tapi bila i dalam mesyuart formal, i dah terbiasa guna English, its auto bukan manual,ok...and sukahatilah kalau korang nak ingat aku berlagak..

3. Bila aku cakap omputih, baru tanya awak dari KL ker? kalau cakap omputih jer, dari KL ker? buduh!

4. Naper awak tak dress up mcm org KL? hua hua hua...tak tahan beb! ko tahu tak, aku dok kat KL, gi tgk wayang pun pakai track suit and selipar...pergilah buat kajian, org KL sempoi jer, yang lelebih tu semuanya yang bukan asalnya KL. and aku gi keja bawak bagpack Nike? ada masalah dengan gaya aku? pakai baju kurung dengan bagpack, bagi aku COOL, ko ada masalah ker? kalau ko rasa masalah, ko belikan aku sepuluh handbag...semuanya jenama PRADA, buleh, buduh?

and banyak lagi i nak tulis tapi dah tak larat nak pikir. Well, it doesnt matter pun sebenarnya. Tapi bila dah kerap..i pun bengang ah, walaupun sebenarnya tak ada intention pun nak bezakan...

orang KL ke, Johor ke, Penang ke, apapun be yourself and jaga diri di tempat orang and jangan lupakan akar umbi. Sorry, i dah terserempak a few members yang lupa akar umbinya dan berlagak lebih dari orang KL....

Adios, bloggie...

Tajuk pun dah emo. I manage to ask my hubby to get my flite on 0845 JHB KL on Friday 15 June 2007. My dugaan, the flite was delay and not long after that. it was cancelled, i repeat cancelled not postponed. I will post the entry about that incident soon. Then, alhamdulillah my hubby helped me to get 1550 flite and departed at 1630. Duhh, what a day. I arrived at KLIA around 1720 dan terus ke in law house to take my KANCIL. Driving manual is not easy for me but still i manage. Straight heading to HUKM because my sister selamat bersalinkan anak perempuan. Then, baru terus ke rumah. I sampai dalam pukul 9.00malam (hujan lebat, MRR2 sesak)huh. Nasib baik HUKM and my house tak jauh. My mom memang happy giler tgk i datang, my father dah sengih2. My mom suffered tak boleh jalan, ligamen lutut dia macam tak function, so the last therapy she had was 3 years back. I salute dgn ketabahan dia, she gagahkan untk jalan, and i nampak dia makin kuat bila anak dia ada. my father, biasalah,(my father dah separuh nyanyuk).

Sabtu, Ahad, Isnin and Selasa, I tak jumpa sesiapa and i just stay at house, to be with them and Monday je, i keluar gi Mydin beli keperluan barang. Itupun i keluar kul 12 dan balik kul 2.30 ptg, huh, tak sampai hati, tinggalkan dorang. Selasa, masa i nak tinggalkan my parents, hati ni meraung, but i know kalau i menangis, my parents lagi seksa and sedih, so no tears. I singgah umah sis i, tgk baby, singgah umah in law, bawak KANCIL ke JB (bertolak kul 4 sampai 730), i tak boleh drive malam, silau. Alhamdulillah selamat sampai.

Tetapi, my life tiba-tiba rasa kosong, there is a lot of things i nak tulis but i cant. I rasa hidup kita ni banyak perhentian, cuma perhentian mana yang menyedarkan kita, kita tak tahu. Susulan my entry wise and wisdom, i kena istikharah. Guys, my advise,ingat ur parents is your priority, compulsory bila dah kahwin, utk yg girls. dont stop loving your parents. we never know what gonna happen in life next.

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My MUM sakit..

shikin ask me to submit a paper in HRD Conference . This will make me to think twice and trice..I have only few days more to submit. I need to think fast and speed up my tempo..

Ya Allah, give me courage and strength.

Amin.

dua gambar yang tak berkenaan..i mungkin lupa nak mention dalam blog that my hubby met an accident kat simpang senai airpor 13 April 2007(Friday the 13!)...hehe, alhamdulillah, now i dah accept the situation walaupun masa tu jantung i yang bergegar...My nasihat to ladies driver (termasuk I), please be extra careful masa driving, jangan over confident, bukan i nak puji my husband bawak motor bagus, but the accident occured memang menunjukkan pompuan tu salah, gi buat U-turn tempat yang tak boleh buat, bila buat, over confident tak perasan ada motor kat sebelah nak gi kanan...yang penting bila langgar terus jer buat report..We have learnt our lesson, i tak blamekan my hubby, tapi mungkin dia sejuk hati dgn mak driver tu yang pujuk dia..tapi kalau BABI tu memang BABI, hah, ok i let it out, forgive me for my language, Bloggie..emak dia mungkin baik di tempat kejadian, tapi bila balik, bapak dia buat hal...i ada gambar accident tu tapi i sakit hati i taknak citer lebih so i taknak post it up and gambo atas tu is our beloved TZM.

Lagi satu buku cerita ni best sangat!

memang tersentuh...

ok, got togo..i ciao dulu..

Bila umur meningkat dewasa, seringkali kita terlupa bahawa sebenarnya kita diingatkan secara tak langsung mengenai AMAL IBADAH kita. I think people always think (except those who knew me very well) i am a jovial and fun person and cepat naik hangin kalau buat silap...i suka kacau org. what i mean is i nakal..hehe, something i tak boleh ubah, walaupun ramai dah nasihat i kena act like an officer..duhhh..no fun, man..Tapi bila ke satu saat, i really feel bored. i nak keluar, i nak tinggalkan all this and go one place that can really give me some peace..

Why, i am like this? I dont know, poor my hubby, had to deal with my tantrum..am i LOST? dont know..sedih sebab tak ada baby after almost 3 years marriage, that one pun is a factor but i think the main reason is when i am so far from my family..i MISS them totally.

huh, mungkin that one call from my mom to wish my birthday alert me so much..i rebel dari i kecik lagi, i suka bebas, tak suka dikongkong, BUT when u r(I) getting older than u realize the meaning FAMILY..

again..i have the choice, this coming august, do i need to go back to KL? I have to reflect myself and to be wise and to seek wisdom deep in my self, i need my own time on that..

kalau u all rasa confuse, i lagi confuse...

take care everyone and have a very good weekend!

AND

REDS SUNK BY INZAGHI DOUBLE
Liverpool fell to two Filippo Inzaghi goals as AC Milan claimed Champions League glory in Athens' Olympic Stadium.
The striker deflected Andrea Pirlo's free-kick past Jose Reina for the opener on the stroke of half-time before springing the Reds' offside trap to make the game safe eight minutes from time.

Dirk Kuyt pulled a goal back with a late header after Dan Agger flicked on Jermaine Pennant's corner, but there was to be no repeat of Rafael Benitez's side's heroic comeback in Istanbul two years ago.

Unlike on that delightful Turkish night two years, it had all begun rather promisingly for Liverpool.

Although they were starved of possession for long spells, Benitez’s men largely kept Milan at arm’s length.

Javier Mascherano, who won Olympic gold with Argentina on the same ground in 2004, was a key factor in the Merseysiders' successful smothering operation.

Twice Liverpool’s holding midfielder was left for dead by an initial moment of brilliance from Kaka. On both occasions, rather than dive in, Mascherano stayed on his feet, recovered his position and took the ball back.

As Benitez predicted, Milan got their full-backs forward at regular intervals.

However, not only did Marek Jankulovski and Massimo Oddo continually pick out Pepe Reina with their crosses, their enthusiasm to push down the flanks provided Liverpool’s wide men with the space to attack - and Pennant in particular rose to the challenge.

The speedy former Arsenal man was by far the Reds' most effective performer and visibly rose in confidence after having one early shot parried away by Dida.

Pennant gave the Rossoneri defence a torrid time, providing the cross which Steven Gerrard, asked to provide the main attacking support to lone striker Kuyt, volleyed over.

Gerrard was his usual energetic self but, without direct involvement in the midfield skirmishes, struggled to exert the kind of influence he would have wished.

Instead, Pennant continued to torment Jankulovski, indirectly creating the opportunity Xabi Alonso fizzed wide just before the half hour, then cutting inside to set up John Arne Riise, who drilled over.

The winger linked with Gerrard to set up Kuyt, only for Alessandro Nesta to block.

At that point, with the snarling Gennaro Gattuso booked for one borderline tackle too many on Alonso, Liverpool were by far the more likely scorers.

Unfortunately, just as in Istanbul, a rude shock was awaiting Benitez right on half-time as Inzaghi’s desire to hunt a rebound saw him divert Pirlo’s effort home with his chest, wrong-footing Liverpool's Spanish keeper.

Ripping intended interval team talks up against Milan is nothing new for Benitez and, in the knowledge Liverpool’s position was nowhere near as acute as the one he faced before, he opted not to change things until close to the hour mark.

By that stage two years ago, Benitez’s side had thrillingly drawn level. This time, not only were they still behind, Milan were starting to get on top.

The arrival of Harry Kewell at least gave the Italians something else to think about, although the momentum was with them and had Pirlo curled home a 20-yard free-kick instead of dipping it over the bar, Liverpool would surely have been doomed.

Pirlo’s near-miss ignited Gerrard’s fire and Liverpool’s talisman should have levelled when he sped onto Kuyt’s pass, then flashed past Nesta, only for Dida to save a precise shot aimed at the far post.

It was the Reds' clearest opportunity before Inzaghi raced onto Kaka’s inspired through ball, rounded Reina and tapped home Milan’s second.

A few Italian hearts must have stopped when Kuyt nodded home from close range but instead of the beginning of a comeback, it proved merely to mark the beginning of the end.

yup, my birthday was on 13 Mei last Sunday, so Mothers Day telah menumpang sama wa punya tarikh lahir. The sweetest thing is my mom called me ( my mom is 67 years old and tak reti nak wish2 ni)and she called me almost 1200 clock midnite just to wish me : Tera (now some of u know where terabot comes from) selamat harijadi, mak doakan ko panjang umur, murah rezeki, jaga diri..

I wish she can see me in my tears..and i pun dgn bangganya ucapkan : mak, selamat hari mak! this clash birthday and mom's day is one in a million, i treasure the moment..sbb tu i tulis..

after that, my hubby dgn bangganya memberikan i present mp3 player (wpun i kepingin iPOD itu,hehehe) wah, sangat sukernya i...jeng jeng jeng, gambo kat atas tu...

this birthday dah meningkat setahun umur I, mengingatkan kita pada MATI..banyak sangat belum buat, tak terbuat... i tak ada mood nak muhasabah dalam blog..lemme do that by my own...

for all the wishes and smses thank you!thank you!

semalam dan harini saya sangat boring bekerja...pasal wise and wisdom part 2, will be continued later not now..bubai!

Actually nak sampai ke topik sebenarnya lambat lagi. Memang i dah lama menyepi, bukan salah i kalau blogger kena firewall. I memang tengah tensen keja, sekarang dah ok sikit. I took five days leave to accompany my dear hubby attend training course kat Kelana Jaya. Huhu...bertolak Sunday morning 4.30 am (6 Mei 2007), sampai rumah in law i kul 7.30pagi. refresh diri terus shoot ke Book Fair. (fyi : my office black out and i kena retype...)hehe, i kopak rm300...tapi worth it..

then cut short the story..(stil tok me some times nak tulis balik,huh)me, susu n lijot met up kat KL Sentral after lijot n susu dikerah utk berjumpa dgn i..sian dorang, wpun ada hal masing-masing, masih tidak segan silu berjumpa dengan saya, actually berjumpa untuk raikan besday susu on 5.5.2007 (hahah sudah tua mu).. kalau perasan gambo i black n white yg syok sendiri dicapture oleh lijot, belakang dia ada mamat cina, sejurus selepas mamt cina, tempat itu diamek oleh sekumpulan pemuda dan seorang pemudi...i macam perasan, dok hissing around with susu n lijot..i kenal one of them..malu gak ah nak sapa kan coz ialah i kan pemalu (kuang kuang kuang 10x!!)..so this gentleman yang i kenal sebagai izham telah menyapa i "awak bukan serabut tu ke?"
hello, brother, gua terabot!...heheh, jokinglah tak marah pun, so itulah dia perkenalan tiga bloggers spontaneus di petang yang hening tu. Lagi sorang brother taiko...nerd beb tapi dalam blog ganas giler..kui kui kui. Taiko jangan marah ah!
Nanti kena jual..

Masa i cipta my blog ni tahun 2003 (blog ni dah lama, entry lama dah delete!)mula-mulanya tujuannya utk tujuan my bestest frens dan baru tahun 2006 sahaja i bukakan internationally (hahah)my blog ni utk tatapan umum. Itupun i gi surf blog lain yg i suka baca dan suka tgk hari-hari. Memang i cerewet walaupun hanky panky.. dan i tak prnah terpikir akan jumpa bloggers lain.. i really touched...seriously, cth mcm izham, i boleh je jumpa dia kat johor..but instead terjumpa kat KL...Kuasa Allah..I appreciate that unplanned event. Bloggers : izham, Taiko n azq, chi, madnessinvain(abg MAD), muddy, Jlo, medihah, chics antara blog wajib yang i surf almost everyday. So, to see some of you guys, hahah memang bersejarahlah hidup aku.

so, the rest of the week, on monday i was in KLIA sending off (shuh shuh bunyinyer kan)my nephew to Japan..Lucky him.

Rest of it, balik umah my parents, Enab dtg jupa i kat KJ, (Enab son : Nawaz ada kat gambar tu, aint he cute?)beramah mesra dgn hubby since our life has been upside down dgn keja shift dia and my unfinished task, so i am giving my hubby full attention...hehe.

I belum attachkan gambar konvo, nantilah ek...kin, sorry tak dapat jumpa u!!

to be continued....

hehe, its been awhile,since i last updated almost one month i think...A lot of things happen, guys...

i organize a BIG event in U*M, harvard students in UTM, i really adore the way of their thinking, its shows that they are NO ONE, man!they are the cream of the cream!

ok, my life has not been better, getting worst, once again politic sucks BIG TIME!

i had only four months to stay with my office,i am bond wit a contract;in terms which if i want to stay here, i need to re-APPLY which i WONT do it...i really adore my boss. i know every environment have their own conflicts but mine,#$@%^&&*, i cant tell u, if i tell you, i will be ending up in JAIL!

so u guys must be wandering, i love to do so..heheh, naughty me...just this : U*M either u want me or u lost me...i wont re-APPLY for this post, i want to be in the other line!more peaceful..to be a PEOPLE person in an organisation, u need to be tough, i am not that tough...i had enuf with all those craps!

oh, i already graduated last week, thanks for the wishes...that GRADUATION day, was awesome, i had a BIG applause from all my colleagues (cam nak bye bye ala ala MISS WORLD gitu tapi majlis protokol kan, cant do that) and some of the management didnt know i continued my study. They ask me : "bila masa awak study ek?" "camne awak bahagikan masa" "i think all the time i see you in the office ataupun organizing an event"...

hehe, thanks a lot to mySELF i think, haha....taklah everybody my hubby, enab, kin, kalau nak namakan memang tak cukup list..

insya ALLAH, kalau tak ada aral melintang i am aiming for phD..kin, wait til i join u!

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6. Any reason which will make me pissed of with my developer. The house should be ready with CF by NOW. Still, I am here in my rented house. Damn.

7. Me homesick…huh

8. I need some changes

9. I hate to wait for slow development of Johor…

10. I have to admit these even though I hate it : I WILL SETTLE DOWN IN JOHOR!!!!

Regardless of all the reasons, I have to admit that this is the place I achieved my dreams!

I tak adalah benci macam tue…tapi seketika datang angin kus kus I yang membuat perbandingan amat sangat antara JB dan KL. Kepada orang KL, bersyukurlah dgn pembangunan yang ada. Kepada orang JB, pun bersyukurlah dgn apa yang ada. Kepada orang yang menumpang negeri, hehehe..including me, buat cara menumpang...hahahah,,,


I dah gi tgk GHOST RIDER and QABIL KHUSRY QABIL IGAM....yup..i gi tgk wayang kita...and i brought my hubby along, ada ke dia ingat i bawak dia tgk wayang hindustan...sekali intro tgk tulisan melayu, menyumpah nyeranah...tapi at last dia pun puji gak...not BAD tapi ada hidden mesej cerita tu yang hanya sesetengah orang yang mengalaminya je paham.

10 reasons why i tak boleh hidup kat johor!!!!


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1. panggung wayang unreachable...paham tak...kalau kat KL..kalau i tensen i naik PuTra dah sampai....sini haprak betul, kena drive, pastu panggung wayang yang best parking dia macam sial....

2. tempat lepak waktu malam dia sungguh haru, setakat Safiyah and Ayub n tak seperti NZ....paling koman tak ada tempat macam kampung baru pung!!!!!

3. pompuan keluar malam di kawasan aku, dianggap satu fenomena yang pelik!!!!huh!sebabnya aku berada dalam knowledge or academic area

4. NO LIVE BAND!!!!kalau ader pun jauh!!!!not reachable....

5. tak ada LRT...boleh bersabar dua tahun setengah...nak masuk tahun ketiga.....DAMN!!!!

to be continued....

since the last update, i memang busy sampai tak ingat dunia punya busy...kalau baca surat khabar UTM hantar student ke Harvard, thats my event man...kalau tgk Selamat Pagi Malaysia and Hello on Two,and pelbagai saluran media...one thing for sure, i cam nak mampus buat keja..... #@%$#% .... sekarang dorang kat Harvard, dorang balik mgu depan, and theres come again my nightmare....i uploadkan some piccies....

hello everyone....

i am so busy, damn busy...wei..nak bercuti.....tak tahan keja straight....


oklah...no mood to write tapi cam menyampah tgk blog tak diupdate..so here it is...

kepada sape yang call,kalau i tak boleh nak layan, ampun.....


kepada sape yang perlu and dijanji oleh i utk call, tapi masih tak dicall, maka i mintak maap gak....


and pada sesape yang patut call i and tak call....hehehehe....apa lagi...aleh2 diam je...tak patut!!!


paham2 sendiri jelah...sowi morning glory!!!

hah...amek ko...

my beloved dah balik...and balik dengan selamat...

he is so cruel to leave me alone...but yet for goodwill...

stil, my world go black without him...


:(

sebelum i tak sempat update sampai hujung minggu...so this is the story guys Khamis lepas (4 Jan 2007), my hubby jatuh bilik air, then jumaat petang i baru bawak dia klinik due to my bzness, then doktor kata, kalau tak hilang bengkak gi xray..being macho...dia tak gi..sampailah hari sabtu tangan dia jadi blue black and ader blood spot kat belakang bahu...

cut short story, bawak specialist, confirm tgn kanan dia retak n patah, tulang bahu split...Ya ALLAH..dugaan...ahad masuk ahad gak operation and tadi baru discaj...dia kat umah, i kat opis, i kena siapkan few urgent things sblm i amek cuti esok, nak jaga dia....

lagi bestnyer sebelum i alihkan kereta malam tadi, i terlanggar batu (macam tak biasa langgar batu) but kesannya to our car, bumper jatuh and tangki wiper pecah....ALLAH and he watched his baby being repaired after discaj..soorry bang...i pun tak sangka...and of coz all the event i kena drive jugaklah...tangan dah berbalut....

so guys, again my advise, kalau jatuh, tak hilang sakit jangan pepandai buat assumption...and jangan urut pepandai..u never know...kedegilan my hubby patut dijadikan pengalaman...i love him and i cant bare to see him in pain...betullah gak doktor cakap my hubby will pay to listen to my bebelan selama setahun...hahahahaha ...tulah dogil bebenor...

ok gtg...wish me all the strength....

memandangkan ada yang tak approve dgn citarasa i skang yang mampu tgk cicakman..maka kami telah menonton night museum....hehe.. we watched that movie on friday nite..thanks to both of you...enab and nasrul...

my raya, i raya ngan my hubby..just two of us..sbb dia keja petang...i syok sendiri buat rendang and kuah kacang (first time buat rendang, yay, jadi seh!!!)..sedih bila dgr takbir raya...tapi life goes on...kan...ada gak orang datang and semalam memang penat....ramai sangat nak kena dientertainkan...

arini i keja..and i penat sangat..kul lima i nak cabut..rasanya nak gi basuh rambut..kalau sempat...i basuh kereta kot..sian kereta, dah lama tak basuh due to heavy rain in johor...