After some amount of reflection, I have decided to stop reviewing RPGs.
At least for the foreseeable future.
There are a number of motivators behind this decision but the first and foremost is that I am burned out to the point where the sense of fatigue has begun to filter over into other areas. Having finished the first section of my Call of Cthulhu campaign, my recent series of reviews, and a smaller game that I was running alongside these two things, I have reached the point where I am struggling to find the motivation to come up with another game to run. I sit down to write and nothing comes. I sit down to read a rulebook and I find myself either looking at my phone or drifting back to a novel. It’s a strange kind of exhaustion—like the light’s still on but the room’s empty.

Clearly, I need a break and I am to blame for this… I took on too much, I pushed myself out of my comfort zone, and I allowed my priorities to become inverted: I returned to writing in public as an excuse to engage with stuff that would then filter back down to my game and I allowed myself to get into a position where I was running stuff in order to write about it and no good was ever going to come of that as the tail should never wag the dog.
While I am obviously fatigued and in need of a break, this fatigue has given me reason to pause and re-examine what it is that I am doing with this blog and, in truth, I am no longer sure that reviewing RPG stuff is a good use of my time. For want of a more emotionally nuanced phrase, it is too difficult.
This is a post about those difficulties, how they impacted me and why I suspect they may be impacting other people too.
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