I beg him, please.
I remember exactly where I was on January 1, 2010. Today is October 20, 2010 and so very much has changed since the beginning of the year. If you sit back and really look at time, a few things can really enter the mind. One can view time as long and gruesome or one can view time as short and reckless. I don't want to view time as either. 10 months has passed since the beginning of the year. The seasons have already changed from spring to summer...and now to fall. Fall normally is the time of the year when I am at my highest peak. It is indeed my favorite time of the year and for once in my life...not even fall feels right. I anticipated October more than ever this year... and it's already almost over. November and December are almost here and I'm hoping these last three months can pick me up before the new year rolls around. Some might conclude that I have seasonal depression...and that may in fact be correct...but to me it's just normal. It's how I've always be...