i just want to feel okay

feeling a lot better and a lot more hopeful

still not feeling very good :( i hope i can go to a doctor tomorrow

i just want to stop being sick or whatever this is?? it's been over a week i'm so exhausted

it's not always gonna be this grey

I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!! A GOOD ONE!!!!!! I HAVE EXTRA GOOD VIBES SO IM SENDING EVERYONE SOME!!!!! TAKE IT!!!!!!!!

"everyone here is working so hard that when they get on my nerves i feel like i can't say anything"

it's really cool and exciting to be around creative people but also kind of :/ if you've been on a creative slump for a while

it was real for me

we're all here aren't we! happy new year

merry christmas, life has not forgotten you

there's no place like my room

i already miss my friends' voices

hi everything went alright but my legs are killing me

tired— but i'll be back in a week or so to say if everything went alright

i know something in me will heal then

i just want to skip my life to the moment where i'll be in the same room as the 4 girls i love the most in this world

so tired all the time, i just want to do things...

still hopeful that tomorrow will be kinder to me than today was

i'm so tired of being depressed