i feel really bad... like a third wheel all of a sudden...

very high... eepy time... af soon.. weehhh... dnd tomorrow hhhhh

well whatever... i need to stop venting... nobody fucking gives a shit

ugh...

people are insane andi am high af

partaking in the green after taking meds- oof my joints bro... i eeper soon

anyway... ugh..

I am drawing today, so ping me if you need me if ya know me

so tired.... no art yet gain... only sleep and then dnd tomorrow... ugh..

I'm so damn tired lately.... like holy shit, let me draw and code more

go from happy/excited, to suddenly depressed/paranoid... ugh...

i feel... very weird lately.

i hate looking into the mirror and body checking myself still... like stop stop we are not relapsing. just let me be fat and happy..

i want ice cream... but my brain is calling me a fat pig...

mmmm apples and peanut butter

ugh so light headed and dizzy...

why cant people just be nice about me making mistakes in coding?...

i hate pain i hate pain i hate pain...

cursors piss me off in codes LOL

today's procedure was... less than stellar... owie..