standing in the room in near-dark; only a far light to illuminate me. I am not paying attention to my life, I know, but I swear I want to be

walking thru a parking lot, getting snippets of muffled music playing from parked cars

I just need to walk around a bookstore

oh they’re playing my song! [jo march ‘but I’m - I’m so lonely’ (little women 2019)]

i just need to begin again

delayed onset of emotions

i’m finding that

automated phone tree asked me if I was a human or an automated assistant…that was a new one for me, for sure

love when willow looks up when I walk in a room and says /prrt?/

ginger tea….

feel like a rubber band waiting to snap or fly

willow does not appreciate when I don’t make the bed. tried to wrangle my sheets into a cocoon last night & launched her off the side

my gaming-capable-internet-speed prayers have been answered

need to watch a scary movie w friends

wifi fairy PLEASE

when u r so tired & overwhelmed but ur cat curls up on your stomach & starts purring….life is good

time to brush up on my old stats skills, I think…maybe I should take a free linear regression course

& how, then, can loneliness touch me?

pulled a tarot card for the question, “what is wrong w me?” & I got ix pentacles (reversed). the self-worth card…walked right into that one

sometimes work makes me so frustrated; it feels like everything is 2 steps forward and 5 steps back