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IV (Part 1 - Demo)

by Spectral Lore
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A white veil as far as the eye can see... The breath of the beast rages wild The howling and the snarling And our windows have broken And our walls have fallen The place we lived our quiet, sheltered lives Surrounded by beauty and warmth Knowledge and fantasy Is gone And we're no longer young And we no longer feel the warmth Yet we lie among the ruins For at least it's safer than outside The art that we created is scattered by the wind Torn and opened, revealing mold inside Which era is this? Which year is it? I do not remember The sounds my tongue makes I don't recognize (screams like whispers...) My poetry, soured in mouth Filled with the poison of cowardice Devoid of meaning Enough! Bring down the ruins! I cannot stand the half-light anymore The nature landscape folds upon itself There's nothing here but hot concrete. The omphalos was never cut The noble king still reigns The poets have lied. We live during the dying throes of the old world Hoping for a few last peaceful years Of a futile, narcissistic apex For a cushion fall into oblivion Will we fight at last? Will we finally walk Into the mouth of the beast? The time has come. The axe age, the wolf age is now. The old world is dead. The old world The radiance, the glory and the monsters that it created Begone
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Moiroloi 03:24
3.
Βack in my youth, I built a graven image of my ideal self Grisly and colossal, which I've destroyed Its parts I put together and buried under a creek That went into a river that fed a mighty tree And I was content with myself and satisfied For I thought that brave is the one that rebuilds And that the beauty of the vision will be enough To become one with it I believed its time to turn the gaze outwards To speak, to sing, to never stop That I was full of might and wisdom And yet, after a while, my body hurt each night again like old times past... I must fall back into my dreamworld of lightness and allure In the lands of an infinite dreamscape I must ride again To breathe fresh air, to taste sweet fruit, to see wonders of magnitude... A gentle wave pushes my boat into the icy coast Snow covered mountaints around, embracing me with warmth Our fortress standing tall in the horizon, as it once was I see my ancestors clad in mighty red and gold, awaiting on the shore Yet, my hand goes through them as I approach An eerie silence pervades as I return Sorrowed I leave, heading into my solemn sanctuary To breathe again the sweet air of longing and rememberance Το read tomes of glory old, heroic songs of past deeds To drink from magic waters and see the dance of the nymphs As days, nights and epochs pass... I awake from a procession of people in the night They carry my sword which lights their road ahead They stop outside my door and plead to me And then I hear again the breath of the beast A rumble from afar shakes the ground beneath Cracking our fortress I join them and we march into the horizon's end The earth turns barren, a dark horde appears Engulfing all that the eye can see They charge into us with chilling screams and hateful wrath I wage battle, killing thousands with my sword, they fall Like ashen trees from a soft blow of the wind Yet there, in my greatest hour of triumph, everyone vanishes The cacophony of sound turns into defeaning silence A black dawn rises from the mountains Colors, shapes and forms become inversed Words and meanings in my mind suddently alter An infernal river that flows in my veins awakens I am of the same blood as the dark sun Ι see my anger and my pride mirrored on its radiance A voice deep as time speaks. "For millennia spread ideas created by the plight of the slave Who in great numbers sought to destroy everything excellent in man We let them be as long as they promised salvation in dreams But when they set their eyes on the tangible, they acted They have shed light on our temples and the foundation of our empires They fed the beast from the south, until its breath has cracked our walls The greatest truth we kept close, is that there is no God above But it the destiny of those who are strong to become gods Of those few among us, who shall rise through endless war Who will gain the trust of the masses, so that they offer themselves In the altar of our Becoming" Must I lay fire upon these fields? Must I leave them to waste and wither? So much wild, untethered beauty. Of my dreamland, split open and wailing To which I do not even hold the keys for?
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"Yes, the Spring-times needed you deeply. Many a star must have been there for you so you might feel it. A wave lifted towards you out of the past, or, as you walked past an open window, a violin gave of itself. All this was their mission. But could you handle it? Were you not always, still, distracted by expectation, as if all you experienced, like a Beloved, came near to you? (Where could you contain her, with all the vast strange thoughts in you going in and out, and often staying the night.) But if you are yearning, then sing the lovers: for long their notorious feelings have not been immortal enough" The light caresses the stone this morning I open my eyes and remember The vastness of our legacy The gate is closed, the beast cannot be heard Laughter resounds towards the clearing A graceful sweep of a wind Undecaying beauty, virile power A scent of rebirth brought by the innocent How sublime to hear my heart sing again How glorious desires are, unrestrained by mediocre ideas Flowing effortlessly like a furious torrent And how even mightier when entwined But behind every angel is a terror The moment after the awe Fleeing beauty, purity lost Musn't you embrace it forever? And behind every ecstatic memory there is an object Behind the object there is a person Who did not feel or want the same to you Shouldn't all heavenly bliss be shared? Behold instead an avatar created by your own projections An eternal idol Unburdened by difference and conflict The ultimate self-love "Junctions of light, corridors, stairs, thrones, spaces of being Pollen of flowering godhead, tempests of storm-filled, delighted feeling And, suddenly, solitary mirrors: gathering their own out-streamed beauty Back into their faces again"
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There's a silence that cuts deep into the ancient stone The pulse of the earth's song has dried up The wind carries an echo that so soft to remind me Of the ghosts of things unsaid and missing Life can sustain itself through the winter that never ends The force of denial is stronger than any bonfire It warms the crops and provides plentiful game It draws power from the dark part of the sun And if our once glorious castles have fallen Our gates and walls stand again as high as ever We've rebuilt them stone by stone With the invisible mortar of eternal progress And the striking of the anvil is ever-present It fills our hearts with safety and assurance Mightier than any music of the earth could And drowns the screams of the dying outside A ruinous, rotten smile The burden of complicity Broken memories, inverted self Welcome a silent death, with absent shame Surrounded by opulence spoiled I close my eyes again ~ A breath, a whisper, A note, a melody An utterance, a scream To be loved, to be seen, to be embraced To be more than a phantom Hiding in the alley behind the noise A great future planned The black cloud of every morning My weary steps, cast aside Casting spells in magnetic scrolls An ornate tapestry woven The all devouring monster of failure Dressed in its finest attire, returned I shall be a small king in the kingdom of the eye-eyed A graceful dancer among the savage But eons have passed and the spells have waned A violin left unattended screams in the ugliest voice I've brought you down and still I haven't risen And the dark sun stains our bones the same The voice from the deep speaks again. "Α black emperor like us is what you always yearned to become You remembered your youth, a stricken weakling seeking for revenge And have not dropped your sword in the lands of the subconscious Now hear me, those of us inside the walls are of the same blood Despite your meager quibbles, you serve it with your mere existence Heed the call of the blood, or remain insignificant Submit to the creed of the dominion of superior life Heed now my prophecy, the wolf age has come It shall not be winter, but endless drought and fire Millions of wretched will come from the south, and all men of power Will hold behind our mighty castles The Great White Fortress will never be defeated" A gate is opened, so high it reaches to the skies A wall around it that goes as far the eye can see Multitude of guards in golden shining armor Inside, a procession of thousands can be seen I turn and walk away towards where the sun sets. If that which cannot die, doesn't allow the new one to be born I would prefer to die on its place instead Than to live an eternal lie Let my name be known throughout the ages as the traitor Let every memory of mine erased as if I wasn't born
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Collapsing 05:05
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Τhe ground I step on is burning in scorched heat Vultures fly in the sky above The earth is shaking in a rhythmic chant But the sun above is true I thought I'd die alone outside of the masters' fortress Yet all my friends awaited me outside For they have been braver than I ever was And they have given me another chance We have traveled among imaginary landscapes We have seen our adolescent dreams get crushed In this meaningless world We've been set on a course to submit and let go And yet we still stand together Τhere must be something greater to it all Fear of death has made us turn against life Embittered tyrants devouring the world itself The voice of the conqueror calls for more and more But we have discovered a different kind of light Once we saw ourselves as the universe looking back on itself It's true that we are special, but what do we make of it? So many questions still left unanswered, visions not yet come to pass We won't abandon them in the hands of usurpers Our spirits soar above reaching for the stars For it's not us, but our truth that is eternal and divine When the world comes crashing down Together with its facades and its deceit We realize that there's nothing left But to create our own meaning in the time we have left And all we have is each other To love, to trust and to be inspired by To fight together against the dying of the light To become what we dreamed when we were young

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released December 31, 2024

All music and lyrics by Ayloss, except lyrics in quotations in "Solitary Mirrors" by Rainer Maria Rilke. Recorded and mixed in the Stellar Auditorium, 2014-2024. Artwork by Auguste Étienne François Mayer (1805–1890), digitally altered (not final album cover).

Clean voice in Tracks 1 and 2 by Popi Sem
Clean voice in Track 5 by Shantel Amudsson
Violins and Cello in tracks 1,3,5 by Matthew Dakoutros
Flutes on Track 2 by Stelios Romaliades
Death metal voice in track 3 by Antonis Mougiakakos
Hurdy-gurdy in track 1 by Spider of Pnyx
Glitches and noises in track 6 by Andrea

*this album is free, but if you are able to, please consider donating 3-4 euros if you want me to spend more time making music and less time working on dayjobs.

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