grand mal by bunii

till next time. It's been a day without the light And I feel fine Oh, I'm better than ever, really Stepping outside and now I Feel like my head is spinning off But it's the game I play It's my only way That I can escape this place Every minute of every day As soon as you're in it, it never would change There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane And no one will listen to me Maybe I'm in a mood When I walk away I feel it following me everyday It peels my open by my cuts, my wounds My scars are solid but they're still there and show me in every way And they know it so why don't they say my name? When I opened they bought it and threw away 'Cause you know when it's cloudy; expect the rain They tell me it's nothing but it's never what they show But it's the game I play It's my only way That I can escape this place Every minute of every day As soon as you're in it, it never would change There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane And no one will listen to me Maybe I'm in a mood Every minute of every day As soon as you're in it, it never would change There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane And no one will listen to me Maybe I'm in a mood Now, does no apology make it right? 'Cause it sure might bark at me but won't bite So I'll try to dine with the socialites But they're all so perfect and I'm their vice When they see me I'm sure that they stop and stare Realize I'm being myself somewhere They can judge me honestly; I don't care 'Cause when I'm up, they're down, it's a shame, we all gotta play a role But it's the game I play It's my only way That I can escape this place Every minute of every day As soon as you're in it, it never would change There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane And no one will listen to me Maybe I'm in a mood