Ideology by INf3stxtion

im wishing for a better time, a time where i feel alive, and im not upset at the fact that you have more of a life then i it's really hard to get off of my head and it's really hard to put myself in your shoes but its what i have to do times have changed and im really sad, i was too protective and over-glad, i'll cry my eyes out everytime i saw you with a male friend i wish i could be the man i am, the man that i was set to be, but instead i cry my nights away when i think of you times are hard and i cant play the card, your friends are always being guard, i just want to try and not make my wrist a boneyard it's really hard to give into change, it's really hard to not be strange, all i wanted was the best for you, and i really believe it was true but now the day is done, suns down and it's dead and gone, i just wanted another chance, another chance to be your friend it's sad to say that i always know, i messed up and i cannot go, you're gone but im still in distraught, i wish i can be the man i am (acoustic) here i am still starving for you, i try to get us the perfect glue, but in the end i always knew that im not cut out for you and as the clock ticks by, i stay bright and i still try, and if only if i was more shy, maybe i could've saved my cries but atlast im here now, in the present and at the town, where i try to keep my vows, but it's too late and im a cow and so i make this song, and i know it's pretty long, but it's something i deal with alot, and it's why i cant get a girlfriend

Genre

Alternative Rock