drip drop by E$PER

they say I'm selfless say "she's so generous" and I hate it (I hate it) I feel so used thoughts misconstrued, but for a minute (for a minute) I feel light, I know that I'm needed and I like to be needed but I feel so depleated too much, I care too much for opinions I need them to know I'm worthy drip drop, tank is on E can't even see what's in front of me only feel at peace when I'm catching z's honestly, the only thing that I know is real is me. ah drip drop, bleeding me dry ran out of time, seeing flashes of my life pass me by as I wait for something to change I wish that I could ask for help and not feel like a burden I wish that I could ask for help and not feel like a baby too young, im too young for this stress deep down I am a mess and i will confess... that I, build my walls up too high I don't like to be nice, so I run to my vices, drip drop, tank is on E can't even see what's in front of me only feel at peace when I'm catching z's honestly, the only thing that I know is real is me. ah drip drop, bleeding me dry ran out of time, seeing flashes of my life passing me by as I wait for something to change I have no more to give Im losing reasons to live (everyday) I feel like no one gets it and I’m scared to even tell them (how i feel) drip drop, tank is on E can't even see what's in front of me only feel at peace when I'm catching z's honestly, the only thing that I know is real is me. ah drip drop, bleeding me dry ran out of time, seeing flashes of my life passing me by as I wait for something to change, oh