scaredy cat by teddy in existence

lyrics: is it the passive aggressive static tv in front of me thought i’d already passed the thought but my red knuckles show differently and please, don’t move to fast i’m a scaredy cat and your words feel like knives in my chest or better yet the lack of you tried to give me a puzzle to fix but it’s a ziplock bag full of pocket lint and crushed up chips and buttons too, i was sewn to you i wanted to sleep next to you you’re pulling back, pushing away this is looking like 2016 before i learned i take up space whether i want to or not my stomach rots with all the words i chewed up i tried to swallow but i choked and threw it all up i’m begging for answers again asking you to pay rent cuz you’re still running around in my head and i thought you were so cool but god i wish you fell too cuz i’m nauseated with the thought of you settling down with not enough give me your strings pinocchio I’ll be your man, just let me know i wouldn’t have to feel like such a chore or a show i’ll play it down, i’m nonchalant give me a chance to meet your mom i bet she’d like me if she saw how much i loved her spawn but whether i want to or not my stomach rots with all the words i chewed up i tried to swallow but i choked and threw it all up did you have to play the only prank you knew would hurt me? I bet you’re happy sleeping with anything that can’t say no, just like me I feel sorry for anyone else who has to hold your burdens too and I wish you weren’t so mean this evil face isn’t who I loved anyways whether I want to or not my stomach rots with all the words I chewed up I tried to swallow but I choked You saw me coughing up blood uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (fuckyoufuckyoufuckuyou)((ihateyouihateyouihateyou))(((IWOULDNEVERDOTHATTOYOU,WHYDIDYOUDOTHATTOME?))) (and please just mail me my shit back, you've become such a vile migraine)loll

Genre

alternative/folk