focus by BIG SINISTER (little blade of grass)

Yea fuckin thanks I’ll write a song too then bye You know what that’s probably good advice But even if you fucking right i have never been so numb And thanks for picking up the phone Focus on the words, you say wish that i felt more dismayed But none of these words can really matter or work enough to convey that if i did touch the visceral gut of realization usually trace for recreation to the heart of my creation what i used to love i dont find freeing it would tear me ina million pieces and i dont have time im needed just focus on the words you say but easy for your poetry the chaos is my cypher and all i have is silence you cant predict when life will need you cant predict when life will leave you i cant find tears to when i most need to im all dried up, i dont believe you just focus on the words, you say i wish that i felt more dismayed But none of these lines can really matter or work enough to convey that you cant choose when love will find you you cant choose when love will leave you i wish that you see me how i do im surpised i called you too but what if i just stopped not to die but just give up then maybe id be missed if the heart grows fonder by distance ill fantasize of my absence If the heart grows stronger by distance maybe all i needs to leave just give up and find some peace cuz as of now my hearts too weak terrified and burning inside my chest boiling up my needed rest melting through my ribbed soul nest burning holes inside my skin all i needed was to begin i need the art to be mine again a vessel of strength at 6am the masterpiece god uses us to send again just focus on the words you say but easy for your poetry the chaos is my cypher and all i have is silence you cant predict when life will need you you cant predict when life will leave you i cant find tears to when i most need to all dried up, i dont believe you just focus on the words, you say i wish that i felt more dismayed none of these can really matter or work enough to convey you cant choose when love will find you you cant choose when love will leave you i wish that youd see us how I do im surpised i called you too i havent called my mother since hers died well she hasnt answered and my soul decides this is the time to leave me dry