Vibes by Prospect

Instagram: instagram.com/thatsprospect Twitter: twitter.com/thatsprospect Facebook: facebook.com/thatsprospect YouTube: youtube.com/channel/UCNMuEs_eRAZG9B8MlYXBvJQ LYRICS [Verse] Listen as I deliver, destroying my liver with the liquor Contemplating as I am trying to paint a bigger picture The time is passing too fast and you can't do a thing And by now it got me asking am I a servant or a king I really wish this life would grant All the things I love and every single thing I can't It's hard to cope with pain in this world that God created Only time I'm feeling sane is when I kick it while I'm faded Have I really made it? Will I ever do it? A dollar and a dream, ain't got a choice but to pursue it I wish my mind had an off switch, so I can turn it off, bitch Let go of the problems and the devil I had walks with Others always talk shit, they don't know the struggle It don't matter if I fly or stumble, I'mma keep it humble The problems always text me and the devil rings my phone They love to make me feel alone even if I ain't home I deal with it on my own and with time it gets so hard Some things never go away and that's because the pain is smart At times I unplug my brain and then I let it restart Cause without it I am free to do whatever's in my heart It's easier to not care 'bout the things that put you down Scream "Yo I'm the king" and let 'em all see the crown Tryin' to live to the fullest, I'm hoping that I will make it I hope I fly to the star I wanna reach, I hope I'll take it I hope I'll be that star, praying to go far No matter where we go we must always know who we are Liquor in my brain, I know it ain't good for me But it makes me sane, so I guess it's good for me All I do is chill, all the stress makes me ill When it visits I always push it away, you know the drill I got these demons sittin' on my back, ready to attack I shake 'em off and before you know it they all come back They got smokin' Ls, let me take another shot While I'm telling you this tales, this is really all I got Am I on the right track, will I hit or will I miss Stuck in the struggle praying that I reach the days of bliss And it feels like an abyss, this shit really got me thinking I am not an alcoholic, but this shit done got me drinking Canvas in my mind and I am ready to paint it But the colors keep spilling all the time, bruh I'm faded Hope my time will come, who knows, maybe it's belated I hope God understands how much I fought, how long I waited I don't understand, have I been blessed or damned I know heaven is on Earth, tell me what does it demand? I don't understand, have I been blessed or damned I know heaven is on Earth, tell me what does it demand Yeah, trying to find peace of mind, where you at How much time does it take to find where you at If I ever lost direction, I'mma get it back Stay on track, all the goods I've lost, yeah I'mma get 'em back It got me sane, all the Ls and liquor in the game I'm not the same, but we must evolve and that's okay I can really feel the pain, I wanna take it away All of this is just a game and everybody gotta play They wonder what's in my head, what's lingering in my mind I tell 'em ain't nothing wrong, I tell 'em I'm doing fine There is so much in my brain, tryna figure out this game All the pressure on my chest, it is difficult to feel sane I got questions deep down, I'm going to get the answers Everywhere I look in my eyes I'm seeing chances To get out of this hell, add a chapter to the tale Yeah, leave the pain stifled in the smoke as I exhale