it wouldnt make a single difference. nobody cares about me. no one cares, no one reaches out, no one notices even when i try so hard to make it obvious im not okay. nobody even talks to me anymore. i know its my own fault, im bad at being social, i cant hold up conversations, i cant keep people close, but fucking hell it hurts so bad. im so tired of being alone, of waiting for nothing. #whisper #vent