Maud No Longer Gonne

The noise in my had won't quiet. My mom opened up a wound, as she does, and the pain is gushing out Im not staying present Im not here im in hypothetical situations about lies she might be telling the self satisfied grin on her face when she thought she was cosplaying fox and friends in my neighborhood coffee shop and while I tried my best to...ignorantly tried to approach the lies she absorbed and flung out with the expectation I exert all my mental and emotional energy the satisfa...

I think I've finally hit the sweet spot with my epilepsy meds The fog has lifted and Im aware of the world around me and painfully aware of myself Im ready for the temper-tantrums of the narcissists who have been happily feeding on undiagnosed untreated past-self They're emotions aren't my responsibility or my fault They can cry it out like a toddler My boundaries are set THIS is why I stayed away from romantic relationships from new friendships anyone who would have wanted to bring me ...