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(detoxing, if I post in July I’ve relapsed…)

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Joined 3 years ago
Cake day: June 11th, 2023
  • sylveonto196@lemmy.blahaj.zone•my rule is different
    5·
    3 years ago

    thanks, just read the entire thing :)

    silly rant about my silly problems

    I really feel like I should get checked for ADHD but it’s hard for me to make an appointment for that in the first place.

    I’m also scared that I would just tell them what they want to hear without having any “real” condition. I feel like I can’t trust a psychotherapist’s judgement because our current understanding of adult ADHD feels limited and they would either be too eager to diagnose you or not be willing to diagnose you in the first place.

    Another problem is that my public health care system is complicated to navigate but I don’t feel like I could trust private care psychotherapists since they have a financial interest in diagnosing me (like I’m just paying them to prescribe me drugs…).

  • sylveonto196•RuleEnglish
    122·
    3 years ago

    the fact that these kinds of posts seem to always portray the hated guy as a bottom doesn’t really sit well with me… feels like that’s supposed to be part of the humiliation :/

  • sylveonOPto196@lemmy.ml•Deciding on a 196 instance
    2·
    3 years ago

    At least for me the site seems very unresponsive right now, new posts aren’t loading correctly and I’m getting timeouts (probably just overloaded).

    As far as I’ve read lemmy.blahaj.zone was originally just a personal testing site for its owner so that’s why I’m concerned that the server load would be too much, no idea how high the costs would be if they kept up with the demand.

    The lemmy.world owner already has experience with hosting https://mastodon.world so I would expect this instance to continue to be able to keep up.

    ig crossposting is the best approach for now until things settle…

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