Oh yeah, kinda ruled actually ngl. Some of the better bearsite chats honestly, thank you.

Why, but also a duel I will surely lose

I am still mildly proud of bullying Whipping Girl, it’s not exactly the 5D chess of theory but given the lack of spoons I managed to put words in the computer. Sometimes my posting is pretty sick.

However I’m utterly unconvinced that nobody else in the community holds this negative and hateful perspective on me. Hexbear is too polite a place for it, but it’s out there, I am certain. I do know people have liked my postings (thank you) because every now and then I go over my comment sections and whatever, but being embarrassingly bad to the point of offense at talking to people wears on a person. What actually happened is that I realised I have this little brain-voice that tells me I am dogshit, and I was posting loudly and constantly. Mostly this was born from a genuine commitment to unmasking and posting honestly, but secretly also the positive replies and stuff were staving off the brain-voice. I didn’t feel like this was a healthy relationship to socialising, even online, so I just stopped, and that basically crushed out the “fuck it we ball” energy I’d built up. That’s how I got here.

I know that there is no coordinated “big joke” because that would be goofy, but it only takes someone thinking shitty things about me and not outwardly saying for it to become at least a little joke. And since the space is too nice to tolerate outwardly saying shitty things to people…

Thank you for saying though, I have been cooking up posts to make everyone regret ever saying anything nice in this thread !

How do I make sure?

True, and I do still have what feels like a responsibility to take this longass hair to a hairdresser before that. Figure out how to treat it 100% right…

What if I just cut my hair really stupid short? Like chin length, (which is short for me because it currently goes past my butt) and then it becomes a curly mess? What if I did it myself, even? What then?

Really pleased to see getting shit on here finally. Well deserved!

c/badposting is that way nerd

It was, and tbh I wish monthly manga magazines were more of a thing. Also I was 12

A collectable is a better way to view it I think…

Time to start being really fucking annoying.

Used to be I felt this way with Monthly Shonen Jump, where you’d get a chapter or two of each of the four-to-eight-series they were serialising for like $2 an issue, instead of spending $17 or whatever for a single volume (with smaller pages) of ten-odd chapters.

I have actually bought digital manga before but :yea: I tend to read it online more often

Uh Idk just cuz, but Certified Zoomer reporting in There’s a decent amount of zoomers around here I am certain tbh.

Certain times of day, hexbear runs smooth as butter on account the amerikkkans aren’t awake and causing 502 errors

Me actually, which might not be that helpful

I will forever side eye Dead or Alive players

Half the characters in Automata are just bi/lesbian disasters and it dabbles in some real gender fuckery.

You are legally required to tell me about this so that I can play it.

I am playing II right now!! I have some mixed opinions about how the game has expanded but it is a thicc step up from the first one.