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Moss [they/them]

Who up sauling they Goodman. Is that anything

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Cake day: June 18th, 2023

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  • hexbears, i feel truly lost. i do not know what to do with my life. i am 23 years old, i have a degree in social sciences and i work in a fast food truck. i have no career plan and no dream job. i simply do not want my life to be defined by a job. i have some creative interests, in writing and drawing and making youtube videos, but i lack the passion to really dedicate myself to them and try to make them my job. it seems like the world is imploding every day and all i can do is work for minimum wage. the social contract does not exist. i will never own a house.

    i often think about leaving work behind and just saying fuck it, i do what i want only from now on. im privileged enough to live with my parents and have stable housing, and the idea of setting off travelling for a while tempts me. this would burn through all my savings and leave me at square one career-wise, but i dont want to sacrifice my 20s working minimum wage and missing out on opportunities to live.

    i do have depression, although for the past while it hasn’t been so bad. im on antidepressants, i basically function, i can leave the house and seek fun things. but i lack any kind of drive. i just dont really care enough to try to make something of myself. my ambitions are long forgotten.

    so like. does anyone want to weigh in. any ideas of what i should do?