Maybe I’m craving the sunlight Maybe I’m fearing the cold Maybe I’m saying I’m alright Maybe I’ll do what I’m told Maybe I’m starting to break down Maybe I’ve been burning out Maybe I’m starting to hate how Maybe I’m hurting without Thinking maybe I’m starting to lose it, I concluded Maybe I already have Thinking of thinking of thinking of thinking I’m useless, Maybe I am We could conquer the world, Maybe We could talk when we’re sure, Maybe, Feel like I know what I’ve heard, Maybe, When I’m hearing the birds, They say maybe, maybe So lately, I’m catching up with the pain, It’s crazy, so different I’m feeling the same, Say these thoughts, or maybe not today, I guess I’m wavering, Maybe I’m craving the sunlight Maybe I’m fearing the cold Maybe I’m saying I’m alright Maybe I’ll do what I’m told Maybe I’m starting to break down Maybe I’ve been burning out Maybe I’m starting to hate how Maybe I’m hurting without another

Already this sounds a bit familiar Something I've been used to lately Let me back off oh would it kill ya Situations escalated, it’s crazy And we share a glance in passing, Is it too much to be asking, questions Is a flare about to last if, It’s past it’s magic days? Another sugar pill, Another fix will have to do I don’t know what’s missing But No I’m not missing you But I got nothing else to do i told you You'd know if i've Been Thinking of you But if i’m free tonight, Give me something to do So don’t ask how I’ve Been thinking of you But if I’m free tonight, I Guess I got time for you. Tell me I haven’t been around much, felt like a loner when I’d rather not, My silent habit with a sound touch Hell froze over but it feels so hot Am I the right pill Or another fix you’re running through? I don’t know what’s missing But I know I’m missing you, And I don’t know what to do about you My time speedin’ by, Thinking of you But if you’re free tonight, Give me something to do I’m so bad at hiding I’m thinking of you So if you’re free tonight, I’ll make time for you. I got free time to kill Another night to ruin I’m out of these sugar pills I make free time for you, yeah you, (I got free time to kill And all these nights to ruin I’m out of these sugar pills) I'll make free time for you again

I got day back and my time chewed up Made plans but then you came up Way off track and can’t say what I should be doing. Serotonin, Dopamine on a come up I ain’t complaining, Guess i’m gonna Waste away another summer With you, With you, (You, you, you) Guess I’ll waste away another summer (You, you, you) Guess I’ll waste away another summer Been dug deep in some seasonal depression Forget ‘til it comes around, never even learn a lesson Birds calling at horizons Words got me thinking thoughts Nocturnal lives in hiding Obsessed with the things gone wrong (i’m so, I’m so) Meticulous, planning too ridiculous To get anywhere But been missing this, Same old flame we’re mixing with I got day back and my time chewed up, Made plans but then you came up Way off track and can’t say what I should be doing Serotonin, Dopamine on a come up I ain’t complaining, Guess i’m gonna Waste away another summer With you, With you, (You, you, you) Guess I’ll waste away another summer (You, you, you) Guess I’ll waste away another summer When you’re awake, I’m up early And when it’s late, it’s no hurry Hell’s hot, you tell me “don’t worry” Haven’t said a lot, but I’m sure you heard me (i’m so, I’m so) Ridiculous, planning too meticulous To get anywhere But been missing this, Same old flame we’re mixing with I got day back and my time chewed up, Made plans but then you came up Way off track and can’t say what I’d rather be doing Serotonin, Dopamine on a come up I ain’t complaining, Guess i’m gonna Waste away another summer With you, With you, (You, you, you) Guess I’ll waste away another summer (You, you, you) Guess I’ll waste away another summer With you’ll I’ll (You, you, you) Waste away another summer (You, you, you) With you Waste away another summer.

i had shit end in a friend zone stuck in a fuck zone thought we had a good thing going... but timezones. Words stop rolling, I don't know why though I tried, though It don't align tho Some want more or need less or suffer from unlucky fucking timed life stress, but I tried though, I tried though Another one on a near-miss million one held my thoughts then lost it one knew the words but the wrong opinions one talked the talk but can't quit talking one of em ran out of a reason to pick up a conversation one worked but turned worse, and one was impatient one shattered my expectations Feelings are abstract no story past that i'm looking back, I saw the cracks I've had shit end in a friend zone stuck in a fuck zone thought we had a good thing going... but timezones. Words stop rolling, I don't know why though You tried, though It don't align tho Some want more or need less or suffer from unlucky fucking timed life stress, but You tried though, You tried though Maybe if I met you sooner Maybe if I stayed up later A beggar when we needed choosers, Bad in practice, great on paper We could have had another reason To pick up a conversation, Far off or right here, i can’t even. Unstable, no expectations Feelings are abstract, No story past that And looking back I saw the cracks I've had shit end in a friend zone stuck in a fuck zone thought we had a good thing going... but timezones. Words stop rolling, I don't know why though We tried, though It don't align tho Some want more or need less or suffer from unlucky fucking timed life stress, but We tried though, We tried though You were right by me, but the way I see it, that's how it goes You were right by me, but it feels like we were misaligned though And when you're right by me, it feels like we're in different timzeones I tried though you tried though we tried though But you, might be with it, maybe Or make me another phase You, feel different lately, But at the end of the day, I’ve had shit End in a friend zone, Stuck in a fuck zone Thought we had a good thing going, But timezones. Words stop rollin, I don’t know why though, I tried though, It don’t align though Some wanted more Or needed less Or suffer from unlucky fucking timed life stress but, I tried though, I tried though You were right by me, but the way I see it that’s how it goes, You were right by me, but it feels like we were misaligned though, And When you’re right by me, it feels like we’re in different timezones. I tried though, You tried though, We tried though. We tried, though.

It's been a while but today i didn't see the time yesterday it's been a while i'll say what i needed to yesterday i'm journaling there's a gap in this i know that i've lapsed on this i don't know what a habit is it's something i'm lacking, it's so hard to keep in line when you slip then grip my mind you aint hiding, you've been patient am i trying to keep you waiting reasons fall out of rhyme seasons fall out of time are promises only lies i don't want to think of mine it's been a while but today i didn't see the time yesterday it's been a while i'll say that i needed you yesterday but i'll forget you tomorrow i'll leave you somewhere tomorrow i'll find you somewhere tomorrow and then forget you again yeah, i'll forget you tomorrow i'll leave you somewhere tomorrow i'll find you somewhere tomorrow and then forget you again oh, but i'm journaling there's days i can't keep up you're incomplete and i'm not enough when i bring myself to care, don't know what to share, no guess i have too much bad news and i can't do that to you so reasons fall out of rhyme seasons fall out of time are promises only lies i don't wanna think of mine it's been a while but today i didn't see the time yesterday it's been a while i'll say that i needed you yesterday but i'll forget you tomorrow i'll leave you somewhere tomorrow i'll find you somewhere tomorrow and then forget you again yeah, i'll forget you tomorrow i'll leave you somewhere tomorrow i'll find another tomorrow and then forget you again i guess i'm done journaling

Distance may close But the space it grows Oh where’d we go Where’d we go Resistance shown Guess we’re shifting poles, Poetry and prose, We got different goals, Oh, you know, you know I’m going through a change Now nothing hits the same Thinking bout the time we wasted all away Spinning through my mind, lead my demons all astray I dont know what you’re saying I don’t know what you’re playing, I take another day in day out We fall, another cave in Way down, I’m landing in a mess I never could have guessed Your rays never gave me, a way out All you see is your projection of me Guess don’t know me well enough Yet And I need Something better for me It's just I’m done getting stuck Send a breeze Set me loose From what we Had held me to I did everything just to pull through And all for me, Not for you A universe apart, Experience of ours, Done being afraid when the fear is growing sharp Caught up in a maze, When decision making’s hard, Everything’s got an end But I never got a start There’s writing in the stars so high up, Tell me I’m a spark so, why run, I’m glad you got a heart You lead me through the dark Now the light’s too harsh But I’m done, I’m done, I’m done You see, Your reflection in me, Too bad you hate yourself You got a blatant tell. And I need, Something you can’t conceive of well, But I don’t need your help. (No, you can't help) Can you see Set me loose From what we Had held me to I did everything just to pull through (No, you can't help me) And all for me, Not for you (No, I can't help you) When we keep coming loose (No, you can't help me) Push me back into What I pulled through (No, I can't help you) When I reap What's coming due (No, you can't help me) It’s all for me And none for you (No, I can't help you) It's all for me (I’ll change for me but not for you) And none for you It's all for me (I’m changing things you’d hate me to) And not for you When I reap (I’ll change for me but not for you) What's coming due It’s all for me (you) And none for you

I’m numb, time sunk, mind sleeping So please could you hold me til I feel it Isolated cause thats how I like to be but oxytocin’s on a downswing I never can relieve it, so Hold me until I can feel it I know I don’t want it but I need it Hold me until I can feel it Mark leaving, Heart bleeding, maybe just breathing With you I can’t do this alone I can’t do this without another

I spill from grayscale hands I bring what the dirt demands The sun should return To burn what it’s worth Until I’m beckoned back I push against your friction I meet you level with your heart and all your fiction Sparks ignite, In darkened far away heights Soak all this in, you’ll miss it You Meet me after the storm (after the storm) I’ll leave the earth scattered on your doorstep (i'll leave) You’ve felt me before (i am) The sky when it roars Petrichor Drag your mists You grab to this You’ll find your way to ground Spore, vein, seed And more crave needs All beg another drown Meet me after the storm (after the storm) I’ll leave the earth scattered on your doorstep (i'll leave) You’ve felt me before (i am) The sky when it roars Petrichor Petrichor The gap in our faces The crack in our sky The shade we created Where rot gives to life Our temperaments shifting Our forces oppose Our elements lifting We draw ever close Expecting a conflict Exempt from the score Expelling the dawn mist We drift, we soar The lofty expanding Collect at your core The threat of our dancing When our fronts go to war I am the sky when it roars I’ll leave the earth scattered on your doorstep You beckon for more Like never before Meet me after the storm (after the storm) I’ll leave the earth scattered on your doorstep (i'll leave) You’ve felt me before (i am) The sky when it roars Petrichor, Petrichor, Petrichor, Petrichor, Petrichor, Petrichor, Petrichor

You’re unconfounded You thought you found it, What are you looking for Another round and, I’m never grounded in what I took you for Your routes are scenic, I’m point A-to-B-ish You say you mean it, Why keep a keeping secrets, My clouds are dark, We crack our static charge, I’m short on fuse to start, and You’re all made of sparks, I’m glad you got no standards Cuz I got no manners Leave me behind you like we’re going somewhere Your hearts a hazard, I’m a disaster, Leave me behind unless we’re going somewhere cause we’re going nowhere faster Don’t bring your hearts with Hoping you’ll lose 'em I drew my cards but I never use 'em You’re what I’m after, I’m what you caught, You’re what I asked for I’m what you got, You got low standards I got no manners Leave me behind you like we’re going somewhere Your heart's a hazard, I’m a disaster, Leave me behind unless we’re going somewhere Because we’re going nowhere faster Your routes are scenic, I’m point A-to-B-ish You say you mean it, Why keep keeping secrets, The clouds are dark, We clash our static charge, I can’t quit cracking sparks, like that, give back my heart You got low standards Cuz I got no manners Leave me behind until you lead me somewhere Your hearts a hazard, I’m a disaster, Got me fucked up enough, that’s what I’m after I got low standards You got no manners I’m on your mind same way you seem beyond me Hot hearted hazard, We wrought disaster Cant call you mine when you can’t be somebody’s Now we’re going nowhere faster

I don't know how to let go of you, though My time back, my cards used up We had plans but my heart's chewed up Are we gonna last the season? Is it up to me to see it through? Thinking we pushed too much When we're opposite warring fronts The sky ain't done storming either Warning me the truth I don't know how to let go of you It never feels right holding you I don't know what I'm supposed to do It's lose-lose Don't know what I'm asking for I think twice then I'm back for more And my soul is cracked and sore It's lose-lose If I lose you It seems impossible To overcome the fear My dreams all up in smoke What am I doing here, still All my boxes full No need to keep 'em near Scared of letting go Of what was never clear I'm running out of will I'm getting tired I tried a couple pills But I got Different wires I guess It's this feeling I get When I regret That i'm not there yet Where I can try to let go of you It never feels right holding you I don't know what I'm supposed to do It's lose-lose Don't know what I'm asking for I think twice then I'm back for more And my soul is cracked and sore It's lose-lose I'm gonna lose you I wish that I was normal I wish that I was boring I need a reason to believe that there's a meaning to getting up in the morning I wish I had it right I wish I got it right I wish I slept tight at night and liked conforming I'd like a re-do But only if i'd meet you I don't know how to let go of you It never feels right holding you I don't know what I'm supposed to do It's lose-lose Don't know what I'm asking for I think twice then I'm back for more And my soul is cracked and sore It's lose-lose I'm gonna lose you Another cold shoulder burnt red hands Supposed to get over this mess we had I can't choose It's lose-lose to lose you I don't need to feel better Just need to feel something More than whatever I used to It's lose-lose to lose you

Weak, I know what im missing, still Weak, I know that im giving in, Oh I will, Cause its too loud for me to sleep, You found me incomplete Forgotten how see you Eye to eye, But I’m trying, And i might say, things I don’t mean, and act in ways That aren’t like me This sinking weight I’ve trapped inside, deep The fact is why I keep Relapsing Weak, I’m weak. So weak. No I can’t even speak Without a white lie, Out of my right mind when I’m pleading, to set me right, oh no, When I just hide, oh the withdrawal so tight oh why keep trying? when I’m weak You won’t always get it right Life goes on You still have time So live it long You’re trying, So try again. And i might say, Things I don’t mean, And act in ways That aren’t like me This sinking weight I’ve trapped inside, deep The fact is why I keep Relapsing, weak, I’m Weak, I’m weak Cant be someone stronger Week, by week, by week Cant go one week longer Week, by week, by week I let you pull me under, Weak, I’m weak, for you You won’t always get it right Life goes on You still have time So live it long Believe me, I’m trying, But I’m weak, I’m Weak, I’m weak Make me someone stronger Week, by week, by week Feed each other’s hunger week, by week, by week (Oh, I know I’m so weak) I can’t last another week I’ll be weak, For you I’m weak, so weak, I’m Weak, I’m weak (Oh, I know I’m so weak) (I, Can I count on you?)
(Oh, won’t you help me?) I’ll be someone stronger Week, by week, by week (I know I’m so weak) (Why can't I count on you?)
(Why won’t you fix me?) I’ll go one week longer week, by week, by week (I know I’m so weak) (I, Can I count on you?)
(Oh, won’t you help me?) I still hear the thunder Weak, I’m weak, For you (I know I’m so weak) (Why can't I count on you?)
(Why won’t you fix me?) I’m weak, I’m weak.

Tell me it’s hell leaping blind I can’t read with your print so fine You move in an out of sight But you like to take your time when you say goodbye Like there’s no rumble when lightning strikes An excuse for another lie

I found my way around without asking (who) Distracting (you) Reacting Intoxicating thoughts leave me gasping (who) Withstanding (you) Demanding And I try to see it through, But something made you lose it, Like you need to prove it What I made you do Another storm we grew, yeah Could have sworn you knew What I’d do to you Turn the lights out It’s quiet Let the truth out Why keep lying In the silence We’re gliding But sparks echo out We’re lightning Did they hear right, What they all said Do they have to know What the storm did Is there hope now To keep trying Kept the echoes down We caught lightning Whispers in a cloud kept to private (dark) Colliding (hard) In hiding Made the shade falling down while we’re rising (up) Combining (us) Denying Lights out, You crawl in The sky’s moving We’re stalling Were we lying Were we honest We were floating Now the rain’s falling Turn the lights out It’s quiet When the truth’s out Why keep lying In the silence Coinciding But sparks echo out We’re lightning Did it rain loud Like they all said Did have to sound like they all did In the stormcloud We quit trying We let the echoes out We’re lightning You couldn’t miss the sound We made lightming You couldn’t miss the sound We’re lightning

I’m nothing major You’re luxe bliss What in you made you wanna Treat me like royalty Now I’m no peasant But ain’t too noble either We got done being hesitant And got down to heavy breathing Binary system cyclical And you rhyme without a reason You speak Elysian tones. Wind no longer breezing, no You had little to prove, but It’s that regal how you move, I Can’t try to like fetch a high price But you crashed right into my life No I’m nothing major You’re luxe bliss Oh, what in you made you So coy with me Far from in my nature, did Not expect this, no What in you made you Treat me like Royalty You treat me like royalty Unrighteous throne, They hail the way we’re leading When it’s just us alone This scales are never even No, you had nothing to prove its that regal how you move I can’t see myself like I’m high priced but you crashed right into my life No, I’m nothing major You're a short trip What in you made you Make me worth your tricks? No, i’m nothing major you’re luxe, bliss Oh, what in you made you Wanna toy with me Target you can aim for, Not expecting this What in you made you Treat me like royalty

Your mystery, quit hiding it You're lyrics I can't rhyme you with Your silence, it's replying with A side of me, inside of it The light is dim, but try I will Dead end again, keep lying still Misreading you misreading me Going quiet, are you hearing me Am I asking for another Am I searching for a self Events or a discovery Or are you something else My voice is turning gravely My concepts aren't concrete Avoiding all the happenings My Logic's on repeat I'm cycling, I'm spiraling I'm living it, I'm dying in The fire and the ice again I'm finding how to climb again But i've been over this I need another thought Can't get a hold of this I can't stop I guess I don't know who you are (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know) Wasn't 'til now I tried to (I don't know) Stuck on a rhyme to write to (I don't know, I don't) No, I won't go down too far (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know) I'll ride it out again, Until I find you out again I'll write another song about you Maybe I'm obsessed, Or maybe I'm upset There's something coming loose (you) I'm searching through a mess Hoping you never kept Hiding another you (you) Do I try to find another, Do I ask you for the truth, Hoping I uncover Something bright I never used My thoughts are all too similar I don't know what it means The problems all familiar It's become a theme I'm cycling, I'm spiraling I'm living it, I'm dying in The fire and the ice again Too high too many times again But I've been over this I need another thought Can't get a hold of this I can't stop I don't know who you are (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know) Wasn't 'til now I tried to (I don't know) Stuck on a rhyme to write to (I don't know, I don't) No, I won't go down too far (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know) I'll ride it out again, Until I find you out again (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know) I don't know what you mean, but I feel how it's true (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, oh) I think I'll write another song about you (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, oh) Do they want another song about you? (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, oh) Do I need another song about you? (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, oh) You asked if I had another song about you? (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, oh) I guess I'll write another song about you.

You see me in your dreams Beneath ethereal sheets Haven’t you seen? I’m twisted in the seams Subconcious hears my voice narrating the scene It’s me I’m a cosmic constant Objective reality I throw your premonitions out of whack You thought you saw me coming, But you didn’t know the fact We’re cracked In a shape, one of few, made to be Cause I know you And you know me. You know I’m Unfuckingreal I’m Unfuckingbelievable I’m bending light, time, and your psyche Have no fear at all. I’m nothing new A routine that you run in loops In line of sight but to your mind’s eye I’m unreal. I am a fantasy Everything you asked, Unreal. I am a fantasy Everything you asked for Despite your eyes, You’re wide awake These earthly ties You and I can’t escape. We know nothing, no somebodies, no something, no one to see, You know I know you Well, now you know me I’m Unfuckingreal I’m Unfuckingbelievable I’m bending light, time, and your psyche Have no fear at all. I’m nothing new Placebo still affecting you In line of sight but to your mind’s eye I’m unreal. I am a fantasy Everything you asked, Unreal. I am a fantasy Everything you asked for (everything you asked for) Come see the light now, Try keeping quiet I’ll let your truth out No way to hide it Deafen your silence Then compromise it Yeah, I’m just like this Can you believe your eyes? Unfuckingreal I’m Unfuckingbelievable I’m bending light, time, and your psyche Have no fear at all. I’m nothing new A routine that you run in loops In line of sight but to your mind’s eye I’m so Unfuckingreal I’m Unfuckingbelievable I’m bending light, time, and your psyche Have no fear at all. I’m nothing new Placebo still affecting you In line of sight but to your mind’s eye I’m unreal. I am a fantasy Everything you asked, Unreal. I am a fantasy Everything you asked for

I’m running out of stars to count I’ve worked these details out We’re waiting for the sky to fall I won’t catch it all but i’ll catch you Oh sky catcher, what would I do? Oh sky catcher, Can you see it through? Oh sky catcher, When the clouds come loose, Sky catcher, I’ll catch you. I need to understand, crush it, sift it through. Because I can’t feel a damn thing when I’m confused. I need your schema to use. How can I know me, if i don’t know you? Is screwing up the patterns what you do? Redraw your charts, and scrap all that you knew? Stardust congregating something new, orbiting you. I’m running out of stars to count. I’ve worked these details out. We’re waiting for the sky to fall. And I won’t catch it all, but i’ll catch you. Oh sky catcher, What would I do, Oh sky catcher, What’s your world coming to? Oh sky catcher, When the clouds come loose, Sky catcher, i’ll catch you Oh sky catcher, Oh sky catcher. Oh sky catcher. When the stars fall through, Sky catcher, I’ll catch you.

 Case Hey Case, what's going on? Case Hey, Chris. Okay, so I'm working on a new album, right? Chris Okay. Case I'm doing a song in every key. Chris Oh, wow. Case And so the, the song I have in C is called "Free Tonight." And, uh, there's two ways I'm thinking of doing this. It's like two completely different directions, but I want- I want to get your opinion on which is better. So I'm thinking like, "If I'm free tonight", or "if I'm free tonight", what do you think? Chris. Uh, that's a tough one. Okay. Um, well that's, that's, dude, they're competing. Like, like the tonight in the first one just hits, but the free in the second one, it's almost like it's, it's this dark and uh, that second one got this soul and energy into it. Case Yeah. Chris But you know, that's just my opinion. Case Yeah, no, I feel like I agree. I feel like I was like, Leaning that way anyway, but um, thanks for that cuz I just needed another.

I’ve been with no way to climb Illuminate without the overexposure You don’t know who gave up on me, And how, and why You don’t know really tried, Who’s lying, Who died You ain’t heard the conversations that took up the night You don’t know nothing yet So I’m starting over I never knew it at first, oh no, But now, I know what you’ve heard, I know we could conquer the world, We’ll talk when we’re sure. And start over (I've never been so sure about you) Starting over (I can talk when I’m sure about you) I feel like I’m starting over (I've never been so sure about you) I guess I’m starting over with you (I can talk when I’m sure about you) With you Knew I was missing the sunlight, Left in the dark and the cold, Pretending that everything’s alright, Though I never did what I’m told You’re there whenever I break down, You’re there when I’m burning out, No reason to wait, lemme say how Much ive been hurting without You. Short small talking Blank slate Sorting all the topics Where we cross our fates Idealize another idea of me Realize the final product underneath New prospects, with No context I’m pouring thoughts out, Choked through the bottleneck Lately you been saying that I’m safe and you can help But maybe I’m afraid to make you overwhelmed I’m made of mysteries, That fight inside I got a history The strife, The highs You ain’t felt the depths i been with no way to climb Illuminate without the overexposure You don’t know who gave up on me, And how, and why You don’t know really tried, Who’s lying, Who died You ain’t heard the conversations that took up the night You don’t know nothing yet So I’m starting over I got some screws loose I know you won’t repair Craquelure in my windows Cloud me up from out there Tactful pulls at curtains If I get a sense you care I’m pretty open I just got too much to share so I don’t need the speil from you that nothin’s fair at all Just tell me now that I won’t scare you off I’m made of mysteries, That fight inside I got a history The strife, The highs You ain’t felt the depths Illuminate without the overexposure You don’t know who gave up on me, And how, and why You don’t know really tried, Who’s lying, Who died You ain’t heard the conversations that took up the night You don’t know nothing yet So I’m starting over I never knew it at first, Oh no, but now I know what you’ve heard I know we could conquer the world We’ll talk when we’re sure And start over (i’ve never been so sure about you) Starting over (We can talk when i’m sure about you) Starting over (i’ve never been so sure about you) Feel like i’m starting over with you, With you Knew I was missing the sunlight Left in the dark and the cold Pretending that everything’s alright Though I never did what I’m told You’re there whenever I break down There when I’m burning out No reason to wait let me say How much I’ve been hurting without You. … Another…