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temporary escape from dread

by Hadd_
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Chris Hay
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Chris Hay Making music as therapy to cope with existential dread - relatable content. Dark stuff, but there is time for a little dream <3 Also, love the Winnipeg Transit sample. Favorite track: no time to dream.
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How should you start an EP? Is there a proper way? Do you just jump right in? Do you have a grand opening or pensive ambience? Poetry? goofy synths? I just want this to be meaningful, and cool, and expressive, and i just don't know where to start. I just need to do this, I just need to start.
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I wonder what it's like for people without an inner monologue. Do they feel a sense of peace? quiet? Am I drinking too much coffee? Should I cut back? Perhaps, I'm the problem. I haven't worked on that album for weeks, but I'll get to it, eventually. I gotta prep some stuff for class and then go to work but maybe I can fit in some time to relax after. When do I tell my friends that I'm... That I'm a... I feel overwhelmed, but I shouldn't. I've dealt with more stuff than this before just fine. And yet, I feel tired, I feel exhausted, I can't think. Perhaps, I'm the problem. I haven't worked on that album still, I forget what it sounds like. Did I like that post on the right account? That's embarrassing. How does embalming fluid work? If I died who would come to my funeral? If I don't work on that album it will never be released, it will never come out. If I died who would care? If it doesn't come out, I will be a failure, I will have failed. If i died, alone in an apartment, how long would will it be before someone notices? checks in on me? finds my body? Who would care? If I'm a failure, then I might as well be dead. I just, need to make something, anything. Perhaps, I'm the problem. If I die, will anyone still care about what I made? I just, need to make something, anything. If I died, would my art matter? I just need to make something. I just need to... I just need to... I just need to... Lie down.
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I just want to make something, anything to use this energy, to escape these thoughts. But, there's no time for that, there's never time for that. I just want to make something for me, something small. A dream, a creation. Something that means something. For me. There's time for a little dream, there's time for me. There's time for me. There's time for me. There's time for me. There's time for me.

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Little dreams fill the void, make the insurmountable everyday livable.

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released November 18, 2022

Thanks to M-222 for the drum samples used on track 5
(m-222.bandcamp.com/album/aftermath)

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Hadd_ Winnipeg, Manitoba

Producer and composer of electronic music for dogs.

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