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welcome to the ep
04:03
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How should you start an EP? Is there a proper way?
Do you just jump right in?
Do you have a grand opening or pensive ambience?
Poetry? goofy synths?
I just want this to be meaningful, and cool, and expressive, and i just don't know where to start.
I just need to do this, I just need to start.
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[ interlude - thoughts ]
02:20
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I wonder what it's like for people without an inner monologue.
Do they feel a sense of peace? quiet?
Am I drinking too much coffee? Should I cut back?
Perhaps, I'm the problem.
I haven't worked on that album for weeks, but I'll get to it, eventually.
I gotta prep some stuff for class and then go to work but maybe I can fit in some time to relax after.
When do I tell my friends that I'm... That I'm a...
I feel overwhelmed, but I shouldn't. I've dealt with more stuff than this before just fine. And yet, I feel tired, I feel exhausted, I can't think.
Perhaps, I'm the problem.
I haven't worked on that album still, I forget what it sounds like.
Did I like that post on the right account? That's embarrassing.
How does embalming fluid work?
If I died who would come to my funeral?
If I don't work on that album it will never be released, it will never come out.
If I died who would care?
If it doesn't come out, I will be a failure, I will have failed.
If i died, alone in an apartment, how long would will it be before someone notices? checks in on me? finds my body?
Who would care?
If I'm a failure, then I might as well be dead.
I just, need to make something, anything.
Perhaps, I'm the problem.
If I die, will anyone still care about what I made?
I just, need to make something, anything.
If I died, would my art matter?
I just need to make something.
I just need to...
I just need to...
I just need to...
Lie down.
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i am become sleepy
03:03
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no time to dream
04:16
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I just want to make something, anything to use this energy, to escape these thoughts.
But, there's no time for that, there's never time for that.
I just want to make something for me, something small.
A dream, a creation.
Something that means something.
For me.
There's time for a little dream, there's time for me.
There's time for me.
There's time for me.
There's time for me.
There's time for me.
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Hadd_ Winnipeg, Manitoba
Producer and composer of electronic music for dogs.
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