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ALYXCAT'S PAWSOME PLAYLIST

by elliestation
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i wanna 02:55
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even when our time has come to an end we will surely meet again and even when we are on our own we'll never be alone. overwhelming kisses felines push away there is no space yet we still hold on to one day you'll be there giving me a bite i'll be working while you'll be checkin in you are more than i could've wish for even when you're feeling down we can do anything lets go somewhere far away i cant wait to spend time with you i'll see you next time overwhelming kisses felines push away there is no space yet we still hold on to one day you'll be there giving me a bite i'll be working while you'll be checkin in you are more than i could've wish for even when you're feeling down we can do anything lets go somewhere far away even when our time has come to an end we will surely meet again and even when we are on our own we'll never be alone.
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secrets out; the thing thats inside is the piece we miss on the outside what we see gives us fleeting hope gotta keep pushing on and on and on but i don't know where to go "its a stroke of luck" am i missing a footnote or two my vision is skewed i see bits and pieces of the truth take a step back. why couldn't i see the answer was love only way i can live the answer was love just trust in the process we're moving forward for oh so long i was afraid of every uncharted path i didn't know where to go but what i needed was already there the answer was love only way i can live the answer was love just trust in the process we're moving forward uh, get away from me bitch saying i'm not who i was, you've been gone for a bit i've changed now, polly on her hot girl shit spent my christmas money on some nice clothes, type shit with a cool hat, new ears, stars on the sides cause i'm famous with my friends, but with my peers i'm just alright yeah that's ok, i make this for myself, i feel alive making beats on the weekends, with some art on the side i've got shit to work out, but it doesn't kill my vibe cause its the best i've ever felt in my goddamn life i've got all hits resting on my hips, bitch you tried and i've got bullshit excuses full of lies, but yet you fall for it getting out of issues so fast, you feel like starting shit but yet you still listen, like bunnymouth was cupid you wanna go back, but it's so different since you heard it swerve, swerve, got you bout to crash, this music's dangerous you turn right into dust the moment that you try to step to us 3 years in, and I feel like i'm a genius 1 album in and the fans start to appear looking so damn feminine, when i ain't even estrogened tryna get that figured out, but i don't even need that shit and all you stupid bitches try to tell me that i'm different only thing that's changed is that the plan is now succeeding i could switch careers, but at the moment not immediate i've got alot of dreams but this is what i've been investing in uh, and i feel like debbie harry bleach blonde bitch, i'm at my peak and never changing i don't have a city, gone from durham back to jersey give me just a year or two and i'll be out in fuckin' cali me and twin ellie penning stories with our lungs ultraviolet bringing all the vibes and having fun polly got the eyebags, but she loves the soft sun not too long til' i drop that album try to stop the rain, but that shit stops for no one fuck, i'm having too much fun shoutout alyxcat for real, polyana 2025
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headspace 03:37
i've got this thought my mind the visions of success, they cloud my head i dont think i can live up to that i dont think i can live up to that in my head im planning my next attack. praying to everygod, that it'll land. before started i feel everythings gone wrong guess that im not feeling okay. affter all. guess that im not feeling okay, after all. guess that im not feeling okay, after all. my heads gone foggy from what you've said im drifting off to a place thats way back in my head im being dragged out like im barely human my head is ringing with all of your thoughts i know that i shouldn't feel this way. i know that i shouldn't feel this way. i know that i shouldn't feel this way. i know that i shouldn't feel this way. i know that i shouldn't feel this way. i know that i shouldn't feel this way.
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recharged 01:03
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hold me 03:27
take a look have a seat stare directly at who we used to be can you see how far you've come we've been through hell and back in our heads we've got our backs through all the times we'll run and hide from who we see in the water she'll swim back up in no time at all don't worry about drowning pull me from the depths of despair be careful; watch the time cant be here for too long when the sky starts to fall handle me with care the life that's in your hands it'll be okay in the end. it'll be okay in the end. i can't see more than 5 feet in front of me swimming through the dark hope i'll make it in time the light is always there looming above waiting for you when for you're ready we're out of breath yet we try and fight our body starts to kick in knives in our chest collapsing inward to our self-made paradise but its not paradise is this living? can i have more? hold me as we drive to the store careful for the speedbumps see yourself gently when the sky starts to fall handle me with care the life that's in your hands it'll be okay in the end. it'll be okay in the end.
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i cant seem to ever let myself let you go the rope is burning all my skin and bones i can't let you know my hands only get red onto red i know this is out of reach but i keep thinkin about you imaginary needles pierce and yet i cant stop listening to you sing those songs to me you bounce around in my head though im begging to you to stop you overstay your welcome and its driving me insane i would rather drive a knife through my head if it finally meant that i could let you go i thought that i would never ever get over you but good for me i've learned to look ahead to look through you instead but i know that im cursed to always look to the past i still thought of you i cant just unopen that box i cant fix the past its too bad crash and heart attack closing our contact now you're my throwback you bounce around in my head though im begging to you to stop you overstay your welcome and its driving me insane i would rather drive a knife through my head if it finally meant that i could let you go you do so much bad for me, and yet i want you daily it's kind of hard to let go of someone so lovely but yet i know my memories are made to haunt me tainted little picture frame you bounce around in my head though im begging to you to stop you overstay your welcome and its driving me insane i would rather drive a knife through my head if it finally meant that i could let you go you're finally outta my head and now im moving on im over all the hurting i was driving me insane i hope that you are safe and sound cause i, finally learned how to sing on my own
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[kros] memories, on a screen feel so analog to me if you persuade me to recount them ill share more than what ive seen things i heard, what i smelt, the bitter taste and how i felt its like the only nerve attached is from my head down to my heart now my heartbeat sounds like the footsteps tensions arise, when i saw it they dropped dead now all i got is an exported project how can i make this feel more alive, cause feeling only goes so far look me dead in the eyes, and tell me if im veering off the edge the present's getting greyer might as well look for a rosy tint if looking back was a crime, a sentimental alibi is all i need to free myself if life was on the line [alyx] "oh, better days are behind me," im barely looking forward a flash of light, a spark in the night its only for a moment the future is a fog, reaching out is a threat to life so i fall back to what i think i need sentenced for life, its for my own good get what i deserved, the past was understood did my time, it all falls in place memories can't haunt me for what i've learned i know that i shouldn't feel this way but i know that i gotta find my way [kros and elkie alyx] father time, will i be fine, if i decline, the present life, im blind, til i rewind, i just need to counter the clockwise if looking back was a crime, a sentimental alibi is all i need to free myself if life was on the line
9.
take a step 03:07
going against the grain internals pierce my chest i push as far as i can before im nothing but a mess when the dreams are out of reach its time to let go the only thing is your next footprint in the snow take a step take a step take a step for my own sake take a step take a step take a step its my own take

about

a deep dive into Alyxcat's (Alyx for short) feelings that emerge from past experiences with people, self-love, and a slow overcoming of the struggle to love the creative process.


my favorite parts of my album: www.tumblr.com/elliestation/765932250815741952/alyxcats-pawsome-playlist-my-favorite-parts-of

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released November 1, 2024

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Polyana
Kros

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