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i wanna
02:55
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even when our time has come to an end
we will surely meet again
and even when we are on our own
we'll never be alone.
overwhelming kisses
felines push away
there is no space yet
we still hold on to
one day you'll be there
giving me a bite
i'll be working while
you'll be checkin in
you are more than i could've wish for
even when you're feeling down
we can do anything
lets go somewhere far away
i cant wait to spend time with you
i'll see you next time
overwhelming kisses
felines push away
there is no space yet
we still hold on to
one day you'll be there
giving me a bite
i'll be working while
you'll be checkin in
you are more than i could've wish for
even when you're feeling down
we can do anything
lets go somewhere far away
even when our time has come to an end
we will surely meet again
and even when we are on our own
we'll never be alone.
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secrets out;
the thing thats inside is the piece we miss
on the outside
what we see gives us fleeting hope
gotta keep pushing on and on and on
but i don't know where to go
"its a stroke of luck"
am i missing a footnote or two
my vision is skewed
i see bits and pieces of the truth
take a step back.
why couldn't i see
the answer was love
only way i can live
the answer was love
just trust in the process
we're moving forward
for oh so long
i was afraid of every uncharted path
i didn't know where to go
but what i needed was already there
the answer was love
only way i can live
the answer was love
just trust in the process
we're moving forward
uh, get away from me bitch
saying i'm not who i was, you've been gone for a bit
i've changed now, polly on her hot girl shit
spent my christmas money on some nice clothes, type shit
with a cool hat, new ears, stars on the sides
cause i'm famous with my friends, but with my peers i'm just alright
yeah that's ok, i make this for myself, i feel alive
making beats on the weekends, with some art on the side
i've got shit to work out, but it doesn't kill my vibe
cause its the best i've ever felt in my goddamn life
i've got all hits resting on my hips, bitch you tried
and i've got bullshit excuses full of lies, but yet you fall for it
getting out of issues so fast, you feel like starting shit
but yet you still listen, like bunnymouth was cupid
you wanna go back, but it's so different since you heard it
swerve, swerve, got you bout to crash, this music's dangerous
you turn right into dust the moment that you try to step to us
3 years in, and I feel like i'm a genius
1 album in and the fans start to appear
looking so damn feminine, when i ain't even estrogened
tryna get that figured out, but i don't even need that shit
and all you stupid bitches try to tell me that i'm different
only thing that's changed is that the plan is now succeeding
i could switch careers, but at the moment not immediate
i've got alot of dreams but this is what i've been investing in
uh, and i feel like debbie harry
bleach blonde bitch, i'm at my peak and never changing
i don't have a city, gone from durham back to jersey
give me just a year or two and i'll be out in fuckin' cali
me and twin ellie penning stories with our lungs
ultraviolet bringing all the vibes and having fun
polly got the eyebags, but she loves the soft sun
not too long til' i drop that album
try to stop the rain, but that shit stops for no one
fuck, i'm having too much fun
shoutout alyxcat for real, polyana 2025
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4. |
headspace
03:37
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i've got this thought my mind
the visions of success, they cloud my head
i dont think i can live up to that
i dont think i can live up to that
in my head im planning my next attack.
praying to everygod, that it'll land.
before started i feel everythings gone wrong
guess that im not feeling okay. affter all.
guess that im not feeling okay, after all.
guess that im not feeling okay, after all.
my heads gone foggy from what you've said
im drifting off to a place thats way back in my head
im being dragged out like im barely human
my head is ringing with all of your thoughts
i know that i shouldn't feel this way.
i know that i shouldn't feel this way.
i know that i shouldn't feel this way.
i know that i shouldn't feel this way.
i know that i shouldn't feel this way.
i know that i shouldn't feel this way.
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recharged
01:03
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hold me
03:27
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take a look
have a seat
stare directly at who we used to be
can you see
how far you've come
we've been through hell and back
in our heads
we've got our backs
through all the times
we'll run and hide
from who we see in the water
she'll swim back up
in no time at all
don't worry about drowning
pull me from the depths of despair
be careful; watch the time
cant be here for too long
when the sky starts to fall
handle me with care
the life that's in your hands
it'll be okay in the end.
it'll be okay in the end.
i can't see
more than 5 feet in front of me
swimming through the dark
hope i'll make it in time
the light is always there
looming above
waiting for you when for you're ready
we're out of breath
yet we try and fight
our body starts to kick in
knives in our chest
collapsing inward
to our self-made paradise
but its not paradise
is this living?
can i have more?
hold me as we drive to the store
careful for the speedbumps
see yourself gently
when the sky starts to fall
handle me with care
the life that's in your hands
it'll be okay in the end.
it'll be okay in the end.
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i cant seem to ever
let myself let you go
the rope is burning
all my skin and bones
i can't let you know
my hands only get
red onto red
i know this is out of reach
but i keep thinkin about you
imaginary needles pierce
and yet i cant stop listening to you
sing those songs to me
you bounce around in my head
though im begging to you to stop
you overstay your welcome
and its driving me insane
i would rather drive a
knife through my head
if it finally meant that i could
let you go
i thought that i would
never ever get over you
but good for me
i've learned to look ahead
to look through you instead
but i know that im cursed to always
look to the past
i still thought of you
i cant just unopen that box
i cant fix the past
its too bad
crash and heart attack
closing our contact
now you're my throwback
you bounce around in my head
though im begging to you to stop
you overstay your welcome
and its driving me insane
i would rather drive a
knife through my head
if it finally meant that i could
let you go
you do so much bad for me, and yet i want you daily
it's kind of hard to let go of someone so lovely
but yet i know my memories are made to haunt me
tainted little picture frame
you bounce around in my head
though im begging to you to stop
you overstay your welcome
and its driving me insane
i would rather drive a
knife through my head
if it finally meant that i could
let you go
you're finally outta my head
and now im moving on
im over all the hurting
i was driving me insane
i hope that you are safe and sound
cause i, finally learned how to
sing on my own
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[kros]
memories, on a screen
feel so analog to me
if you persuade me to recount them ill share more than what ive seen
things i heard, what i smelt, the bitter taste and how i felt
its like the only nerve attached is from my head down to my heart
now my heartbeat sounds like the footsteps
tensions arise, when i saw it they dropped dead
now all i got is an exported project
how can i make this feel more alive, cause feeling only goes so far
look me dead in the eyes, and tell me if im veering off the edge
the present's getting greyer might as well look for a rosy tint
if looking back was a crime, a sentimental alibi
is all i need to free myself if life was on the line
[alyx]
"oh, better days are behind me," im barely looking forward
a flash of light, a spark in the night
its only for a moment
the future is a fog, reaching out is a threat to life
so i fall back to what i think i need
sentenced for life, its for my own good
get what i deserved, the past was understood
did my time, it all falls in place
memories can't haunt me for what i've learned
i know that i shouldn't feel this way
but i know that i gotta find my way
[kros and elkie alyx]
father time, will i be fine, if i decline, the present life,
im blind, til i rewind, i just need to counter the clockwise
if looking back was a crime, a sentimental alibi
is all i need to free myself if life was on the line
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9. |
take a step
03:07
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going against the grain
internals pierce my chest
i push as far as i can
before im nothing but a mess
when the dreams are out of reach
its time to let go
the only thing
is your next footprint in the snow
take a step
take a step
take a step
for my own sake
take a step
take a step
take a step
its my own take
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