The first book I've read by her.
In hindsight, I made the mistake of getting way too hyped based on everything I had read about Lispector on Reddit and Instagram/BookTok. I went into this collection hoping to have my mind blown (a bad and mistaken approach for any work) and instead ended up just kinda liking it.
There are two poles of short stories that I love: at one end, Borges (brief, incredibly mystical and philosophical, powered by a truly one in a billion imagination) and at the other, Munro (longer, patient, opaque domestic scenes that seem mundane but somehow tear your heart out or leave you with an indescribable sense of longing).
Lispector's stories fell in a weird in-between area for me. The domestic scenes are there, but as a stage setting for philosophical musings on interiority that mostly weren't super potent for me. I feel like I was out of sync with many of the stories; by the time I was getting into the groove and starting to get interested, the story was ending. I kept thinking that everything needed just a bit more space to breathe.
Perhaps this collection can be used to calibrate my expectations before I jump into her novels, because I DO want to read more of her.
Thoughts and notes:
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The complex nature of human love and benevolence is a recurring theme throughout nearly all of the stories in this collection.
How close clemency and benevolence are to condescension. How love can be nurturing and beneficial, but also smothering and detrimental. How it can give life as easily as it can kill. How love can be selfish — how it can harm or even maim the recipient, but because it feels so good to love, the giver of the love is completely unaware of the harm they're causing.
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The unbelievable power present in each human being, even children. How each of us, like minor gods, wields the power of life and death over smaller, "lesser" creatures (like chickens, or cockroaches, or monkeys, or even the homeless) in ways we barely notice. How realizing that power and tempering it is a vital though frightening part of becoming an adult. How we all have the potential for violence, for causing death, and how circumstance is the only thing that separates those who utilize that power from those who don't.
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How the perception of an interior life of a thing is correlated (often unconsciously) with its worth.
Animals and the elderly, among other beings, are assumed to be incapable of (or in possession of a deteriorated level of) interior complexity, and they are infantilized or disregarded accordingly.
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At least a couple stories in this collection basically show that the contradiction between being an intellectually complex, contemplative, reflective human being and living as a housewife will make you go crazy.
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At times, I feel the stories were directly confronting what it means to have value as a woman in society. Is a woman valuable as long as she can reproduce? As long as she can work and care for children? When she can no longer have children, and when she is too old to work, what is to be done with her then? How do we treat those women?
Happy Birthday and Journey to Petrópolis were especially poignant to me in this regard.