new algernon cadwallader is SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!

things are looking up in my mind palace

anybody out there?

learned some new opeth on guitar last night!!

fear of intimacy + avoidant attachment is a LETHALLLLLLLL COMBO

forced myself to feel positve today and it kinda worked :D i also got a haircut and look aweusuuuumm

hm i just had a very alright non stressful phone call

cant everybody just shut the fuck up, im clearly uncomfortable

i dont want to be a part of society. i want to disappear

hmmmmmmm the modern web sucks a LOT

its so cold today, usually that makes me happy, but not this time TOT im so jaded

i had fun yesterday

my head hurts from worry, my body feels so heavy

1pm - wake up; 2pm - watch tv; 4pm - finish watching tv, do dishes; 5pm - get on laptop and start day

i alr want to redo my homepage

went to the beach today, dived and saw a lot of cool fish. i am EXHAUSTED though

went to a hc show for the first time in a hot minute 10/10 MOST FUN PIT EVER!

music is like a hug. and i really like watching tv

ive never had my own bedroom. i sleep on the living room couch D: i feel especially sad about it today, i deserve my own space and privacy

today was bad but then it was good but then it was bad but then it was worse