Rich I can't help it. Ifeel for my kids n if its not you its them ,if its not them its you. Kenny i think about and wish that our communication face to face were better, but his actions speak louder,and hes ready to let me go it seems and yet its all out of control, hes still legally married to me, but choooses someone else, my kids can have the best of two worlds, but thinking of it overwhelmed me n still does, im exhausted now trying to deal with so much feeling that it scares me n rest i...