Fan Girl

It was my fault that I didn't really understand a couple of reviews I read about the movie. I should've. I bought a ticket because I was expecting it to be a really good one because I've watched her previous films and it was good. But this one wasn't. The storyline could've been clearer and the storytelling could've had more finesse to it. The editing could've used more work as well. Also, it made me wonder if the actors stuck to the script or if there was a lot of improvisations in it. This is one of those films that try too hard to seem to be too dark for people to think it's too deep so it can be talked about after. But, really, it's not because it was sloppily made. It could've been made a lot better. The writer and director should've stuck to the original idea for the movie. I read an article that it was supposed to be a romcom.

I was dubious at the first two acts. I was constantly wondering about all the fuss on the leads' acting when all I could get is excessive cursing, beers, and cigarettes, and even drug use. I mean nothing spectacular is happening, just the fan girl's yearning and delusions.

But then the third act came, and it's like all the message it has were unpacked all of a sudden. When her eyes got opened on the situation she found herself in, so were the viewers. You could clearly feel her emotions. Charlie Dizon's acting is superb! She better win best actress for this!

In the end, this is a film about one's realization of self-worth, of transformation and empowerment. You'd feel weirded out about some scenes, it even went to some extent that you'd feel uncomfortable watching it, but this is the kind of film we need. It's daring yet beautiful.

The first few parts of the movie is kind of weird, with all the maladaptive daydreaming of Jane and the excessive use of beers, cigs and profane words, but past that is what make Fan Girl a great movie. It's a metaphor of how a person escapes her reality with her fantasy but realizing that you can't escape the real world. It also shows how blind fanaticism and passionate support to a personality can affect a person's judgment. The acting is superb. We all know that Paulo Avelino is great, but Charlie Dizon is something else. She portrays Jane perfectly and her acting is on the same level as her co-star.

The scenes together with the acting was perfectly amazing, the concept of the story was actually good as well, it's just that in the later part of the movie on my perspective, though I understand the ending it still lacks in execution.

It's more of an indie kind of movie. Great movie to watch if you wanted something serious and unconventional. Both of the main leads did really well! They are very natural when it comes to acting that I might find it hard to separate their movie role from their true selves. This movie deserves the awards they got from the MMFF. I thought this is something that is light and very typical but it isn't.