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Please someone tell me how to watch this series in English or english subtitles?

To me the end is bolum13 . The plot gets super weird in the end.

I swear the entire series is non sense. How is this even based on a true story? There is not even one explanation to what happened! First, it is completely irrational that Cihan had a best friend that she considers to be her sister ( Hande ) but actually she never tells her that she is sick and that she is in love with her crush. Second, they made it seem that Hande is the bad character at the end but actually Cihan was treating her so bad. But then Cihan is a good character how come this stupid mistake happened?

For the next part, why did the mother die? Are they kidding me? whats the purpose of that, it just did not add up to me.

AND LAST, THE MOST SHOCKING PART. The end!!!! What? How? Why? Two episodes 14,15 were as if from another series. Cihan had to die because her sickness is the main focus in this series NOT THE MOTHER and also how in the world did Mahir lose his memory and he couldn't remember and then she reminds him! STUPID I swear I could've written a better script than this! Terrible no one watch please!

Why? what went wrong? Did the producers of this series did not watch the Japanese series? I just have so many questions.. this series had a huge potential, I mean you have two great talents Miray and Mert why did you have to ruin everything? I guess even fame of actors won't save the awfulness of the entire thing. Final episode was shocking I couldn't believe my eyes. The main character supposed to be ill but they rarely mentioned her illness which was confusing to begin with I wish she died instead of the embarrassment of the finale

However, there are few things which I liked during the episodes before the ugly finale, I loved the romantic scenes between Mahir and Cihan, the father daughter relationship was heartwarming too I loved it, and that's it really.

I searched the entire internet looking for additional subtitles but there isnt. Please need access to english subtitles.