Kuku: mina jään ellu

This film is a documentary about Arvo Kukumägi, one of Estonia's most talented film actors. Directed by Andres Maimik and Kaidi Kaasik, the film shows the raw and honest truth of Kukumägi's fight with alcoholism. It is not a movie full of glamour or fiction-it is real life, and at times it's very hard to watch.

The film follows Kuku as he tries to rebuild his life. He wants to stop drinking, regain his self-respect, and fix his relationships, especially with his wife, Marit. At moments, it looks like he will succeed. He gets new acting offers and spends time with his friends and dogs. But again and again, alcohol pulls him back down.

The camera captures everything: Kukumägi's strength, his weakness, his tears, and even his worst moments. He goes from chopping wood with determination to lying drunk in the mud. It is shocking, but also deeply moving. We also see the people around him-his loyal wife, disabled friend, and others-who love him but suffer because of his addiction.

This film is not just about an actor. It's about addiction, pain, love, and hope. Marit, his wife, is a quiet hero, standing by him even when things fall apart. The filmmakers have shown great courage by sharing these real and heart-breaking scenes.

Kuku: Mina jään ellu is more than a biography. It's a human story. Sad, honest, and unforgettable. It shows that even the most broken people can still have moments of beauty, love, and truth.