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Who We Used to Be
What if the person you trust the most did something you can’t forgive?
Dana Blair has spent her life letting others take the wheel, from her relationship with her husband to her business. Now, with her marriage unraveling, her son in crisis and her career on the verge of collapse, Dana is left wondering whether she ever really had control of anything at all.
Padma Paulsen is the a brilliant, fiercely driven ER doctor who’s given her all to her career. Her friendship with Dana has been the one constant in her high-pressure life.
But then a tragedy on Padma’s watch leaves Dana’s daughter in critical condition and their bond in tatters.
As Dana fights for justice for her daughter, grief turns to blame. Soon she’s forced to make a decision that could either save her family or destroy the most important friendship of her life.
Who We Used to Be is a powerful story about the ties that hold us together, the pain that can pull us apart, and the courage it takes to find your way back—to yourself and the people who matter most. Perfect for fans of Sally Hepworth, Laura Dave and Liane Moriarty.
What readers are saying about Who We Used to Be:
‘Oh WOW!! THIS. BOOK. … a beautifully written, poignant story that will tug at your emotions… Your heartstrings will get a workout for sure… If you’re looking for an emotional and powerful story, this book is a MUST.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Caitlin Weaver is an immediate must read for me… this is emotionally charged from beginning to end. You won’t be able to put it down, and will constantly be asking yourself — whose side are you on? …heartwarming, heartbreaking and satisfying all in one.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Wow. This book blew me away. I am beyond impressed… compelling as hell, the tension is high… it’s real family drama.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Takes you on a journey that will leave you questioning how much you love your best friend and what you would do for your children. I loved this book so much… I found myself thinking about the characters and what they were going through even when I wasn’t reading.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Man what a great book. I couldn’t stop reading it all night long. Stayed up because I had to know how it ended.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘WOW what a page turner. I loved this story.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘I couldn’t get enough of this book, it had me gasping and I was on the edge of my seat the entire time! I couldn’t stop reading, this book deserves 5 stars for the amount of jaw drops and twists! It was so addictive I devoured it in one day.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘A beautiful but heartbreaking story. The emotions are raw and brought tears to my eyes. Beautiful, intense… an absolutely stunning story.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘One of the best books I have read in a LONG time. Highly recommend this for a book club.
Dana Blair has spent her life letting others take the wheel, from her relationship with her husband to her business. Now, with her marriage unraveling, her son in crisis and her career on the verge of collapse, Dana is left wondering whether she ever really had control of anything at all.
Padma Paulsen is the a brilliant, fiercely driven ER doctor who’s given her all to her career. Her friendship with Dana has been the one constant in her high-pressure life.
But then a tragedy on Padma’s watch leaves Dana’s daughter in critical condition and their bond in tatters.
As Dana fights for justice for her daughter, grief turns to blame. Soon she’s forced to make a decision that could either save her family or destroy the most important friendship of her life.
Who We Used to Be is a powerful story about the ties that hold us together, the pain that can pull us apart, and the courage it takes to find your way back—to yourself and the people who matter most. Perfect for fans of Sally Hepworth, Laura Dave and Liane Moriarty.
What readers are saying about Who We Used to Be:
‘Oh WOW!! THIS. BOOK. … a beautifully written, poignant story that will tug at your emotions… Your heartstrings will get a workout for sure… If you’re looking for an emotional and powerful story, this book is a MUST.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Caitlin Weaver is an immediate must read for me… this is emotionally charged from beginning to end. You won’t be able to put it down, and will constantly be asking yourself — whose side are you on? …heartwarming, heartbreaking and satisfying all in one.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Wow. This book blew me away. I am beyond impressed… compelling as hell, the tension is high… it’s real family drama.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Takes you on a journey that will leave you questioning how much you love your best friend and what you would do for your children. I loved this book so much… I found myself thinking about the characters and what they were going through even when I wasn’t reading.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘Man what a great book. I couldn’t stop reading it all night long. Stayed up because I had to know how it ended.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘WOW what a page turner. I loved this story.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘I couldn’t get enough of this book, it had me gasping and I was on the edge of my seat the entire time! I couldn’t stop reading, this book deserves 5 stars for the amount of jaw drops and twists! It was so addictive I devoured it in one day.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘A beautiful but heartbreaking story. The emotions are raw and brought tears to my eyes. Beautiful, intense… an absolutely stunning story.’ Reader review, ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘One of the best books I have read in a LONG time. Highly recommend this for a book club.
382 pages, Kindle Edition
Published July 29, 2025
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About the author
Caitlin Weaver
4 books41 followersCaitlin Weaver is the bestselling author of suspenseful, emotionally layered domestic dramas that are perfect for book clubs.
Her writing has been featured in Well+Good, Business Insider, Huff Post, Scary Mommy, and more.
Caitlin lives in Atlanta with her husband and children.
Her writing has been featured in Well+Good, Business Insider, Huff Post, Scary Mommy, and more.
Caitlin lives in Atlanta with her husband and children.
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September 15, 2025
2 stars! ⭐️⭐️
OUTLIER ALERT! 🏝️
I usually love Caitlin Weaver books, so it pains me to write a two star review for this one.
Dana and Padma are best friends and neighbors. Their daughters are best friends. Dana’s life is in shambles due to the dwindling sales in her gift shop and her marital stress. Padma is a successful ER doctor. When a tragic accident happens to Dana’s daughter while in the care of Padma, their strong bond is tested. Can Dana forgive Padma for a serious mistake that puts her daughter’s life on the line?
I was not a fan of this one. Nothing really happened except a lot of repetition and mostly whiny characters. Dana’s husband was particularly annoying. No twists, no surprises. The ending was extremely lackluster as well.
Maybe I was expecting too much because I’m normally a fan of her books. Despite the low rating for this one, I eagerly await her next and will happily pick it up!
Thank you to NetGalley and Stone Publishing for my advanced copy to read and review.
OUTLIER ALERT! 🏝️
I usually love Caitlin Weaver books, so it pains me to write a two star review for this one.
Dana and Padma are best friends and neighbors. Their daughters are best friends. Dana’s life is in shambles due to the dwindling sales in her gift shop and her marital stress. Padma is a successful ER doctor. When a tragic accident happens to Dana’s daughter while in the care of Padma, their strong bond is tested. Can Dana forgive Padma for a serious mistake that puts her daughter’s life on the line?
I was not a fan of this one. Nothing really happened except a lot of repetition and mostly whiny characters. Dana’s husband was particularly annoying. No twists, no surprises. The ending was extremely lackluster as well.
Maybe I was expecting too much because I’m normally a fan of her books. Despite the low rating for this one, I eagerly await her next and will happily pick it up!
Thank you to NetGalley and Stone Publishing for my advanced copy to read and review.
August 11, 2025
MY GOODNESS WHAT A CONUNDRUM!!!
Ms Weaver is back again with another tale that is going to have you throughout thinking “what would I do?”. In Who We Used to be we are following best friends Dana and Padma who have an unbreakable friendship but when tragedy strikes on Dana’s daughter under Padma’s watch, can the unfortunate event still hold these two’s friendship together.
So usually with Caitlyn’s book I am engrossed from the get-go, but this one was a little different and I didn’t become attached until about 20% in. I’m not sure if it was the characters or their backstory but it took me a while to warm up to the story. When the tragedy took place it really perked up my interest and I spent the rest of the book shouting adlibs and being so completely frustrated with just about everyone.
There are two characters in particular I could not stand and just wanted to backhand. I understand the complications and the severity of the situation, but I feel like more grace could have been given.
There is a romance and addiction subplot that takes place, and I enjoyed reading about that and thought those issues were tackled nicely.
The author does such a great job with her moral dilemma books, and this read will really tug on your emotions and gives you space to put yourself in both Dana and Padma’s shoes. The ending was understandable, but I would have liked a bit more oomph!
3.5 ⭐
Ms Weaver is back again with another tale that is going to have you throughout thinking “what would I do?”. In Who We Used to be we are following best friends Dana and Padma who have an unbreakable friendship but when tragedy strikes on Dana’s daughter under Padma’s watch, can the unfortunate event still hold these two’s friendship together.
So usually with Caitlyn’s book I am engrossed from the get-go, but this one was a little different and I didn’t become attached until about 20% in. I’m not sure if it was the characters or their backstory but it took me a while to warm up to the story. When the tragedy took place it really perked up my interest and I spent the rest of the book shouting adlibs and being so completely frustrated with just about everyone.
There are two characters in particular I could not stand and just wanted to backhand. I understand the complications and the severity of the situation, but I feel like more grace could have been given.
There is a romance and addiction subplot that takes place, and I enjoyed reading about that and thought those issues were tackled nicely.
The author does such a great job with her moral dilemma books, and this read will really tug on your emotions and gives you space to put yourself in both Dana and Padma’s shoes. The ending was understandable, but I would have liked a bit more oomph!
3.5 ⭐
August 7, 2025
Some mistakes are unforgivable!
Best friends and next-door neighbours, Dana Blair and Padma Paulsen have shared and supported one another in everything, and have the quiet comfort of knowing someone is always there. And to their delight their daughters, Izzy and Maeve, have grown up more like sisters than friends. For years, and through thick and thin, Dana and Padma’s bond has been unshakeable. But when a sudden medical emergency turns Dana’s world upside down, the trust she has always placed in Padma – both as a friend and a doctor, is tested, their once seemingly unbreakable bond teetering on the edge.
Four books in, and Caitlin Weaver hasn’t missed – Who We Used to Be was another solid 4.5 star read that finally broke my mini reading slump. She’s my go-to author who can always be relied upon to capture the emotional complexities of suburban families.
Listed below are the main themes to heighten your anticipation. No spoilers as all are mentioned or hinted at in the first few chapters:
1. A friendship torn apart by tragedy, betrayal, guilt, broken trust, blame and moral conflict. A conflict that also affects other relationships within the two families. Where once personal secrets are used as ammunition in a legal battle.
2. Addiction.
3. The burden of poor financial decisions, and the emotional cost of trying to conceal the truth.
4. The strain of a troubled marriage and the emotional distance that grows between partners.
5. New romance.
6. The pressure for academic success parents place on their children.
7. One sibling being favoured at the expense of another.
POV’s alternated between four distinct perspectives – Dana, Padma, Maeve, and Dana’s son/Izzy’s twin brother, Ian. Not limited to the above, but there were two characters in this novel that I disliked immensely, and my opinion hadn’t changed by the close of the novel. One was an utter douchebag, and the other left me feeling unsympathetic due to their emotional immaturity, selfishness, and lack of accountability and integrity. Not that this affected my reading experience though because these characters flaws and tangled relationships definitely created a messy and irresistibly dramatic story.
Who We Used to Be was an engrossing read that I’d confidently suggest to fans of character-driven stories.
Best friends and next-door neighbours, Dana Blair and Padma Paulsen have shared and supported one another in everything, and have the quiet comfort of knowing someone is always there. And to their delight their daughters, Izzy and Maeve, have grown up more like sisters than friends. For years, and through thick and thin, Dana and Padma’s bond has been unshakeable. But when a sudden medical emergency turns Dana’s world upside down, the trust she has always placed in Padma – both as a friend and a doctor, is tested, their once seemingly unbreakable bond teetering on the edge.
Four books in, and Caitlin Weaver hasn’t missed – Who We Used to Be was another solid 4.5 star read that finally broke my mini reading slump. She’s my go-to author who can always be relied upon to capture the emotional complexities of suburban families.
Listed below are the main themes to heighten your anticipation. No spoilers as all are mentioned or hinted at in the first few chapters:
1. A friendship torn apart by tragedy, betrayal, guilt, broken trust, blame and moral conflict. A conflict that also affects other relationships within the two families. Where once personal secrets are used as ammunition in a legal battle.
2. Addiction.
3. The burden of poor financial decisions, and the emotional cost of trying to conceal the truth.
4. The strain of a troubled marriage and the emotional distance that grows between partners.
5. New romance.
6. The pressure for academic success parents place on their children.
7. One sibling being favoured at the expense of another.
POV’s alternated between four distinct perspectives – Dana, Padma, Maeve, and Dana’s son/Izzy’s twin brother, Ian. Not limited to the above, but there were two characters in this novel that I disliked immensely, and my opinion hadn’t changed by the close of the novel. One was an utter douchebag, and the other left me feeling unsympathetic due to their emotional immaturity, selfishness, and lack of accountability and integrity. Not that this affected my reading experience though because these characters flaws and tangled relationships definitely created a messy and irresistibly dramatic story.
Who We Used to Be was an engrossing read that I’d confidently suggest to fans of character-driven stories.
August 22, 2025
Having read all of Caitlin Weaver’s work, I can confidently say her writing feels like a warm blanket on a cold day, comforting yet thought-provoking. In this novel, she skillfully explores relationships, family dynamics, the challenges of balancing work and personal life, teenagers experiencing their “firsts,” as well as themes of addiction, mistakes, ethical dilemmas, medical struggles, and self-discovery.
I found myself challenged to reflect on my perspectives while also fully immersed in the story; I couldn’t put it down. Weaver has a rare ability to evoke emotion and gently push readers to examine their belief systems. Even if the endings are not what you might expect or personally choose, the journey is consistently rewarding.
I highly recommend this book, as well as her previous titles, with complete confidence. Her stories linger long after the final page and always spark meaningful conversations.
I found myself challenged to reflect on my perspectives while also fully immersed in the story; I couldn’t put it down. Weaver has a rare ability to evoke emotion and gently push readers to examine their belief systems. Even if the endings are not what you might expect or personally choose, the journey is consistently rewarding.
I highly recommend this book, as well as her previous titles, with complete confidence. Her stories linger long after the final page and always spark meaningful conversations.
July 26, 2025
I absolutely inhaled this book. This is the second Caitlin Weaver novel I’ve read and I’m officially a fan. She writes such multifaceted ,nuanced, and complicated stories of motherhood and adulthood. Her books are layered in the most delicious ways- and at the heart lies the question “what if this happened to you?” - she has a genuine talent of making you see both sides.
I really appreciate that her books make you put down your defenses and consider angles you might have previously dismissed. I love stories that make you really examine gray areas- and Who We Used to be definitely fits the bill.
Excellent.
I really appreciate that her books make you put down your defenses and consider angles you might have previously dismissed. I love stories that make you really examine gray areas- and Who We Used to be definitely fits the bill.
Excellent.
January 9, 2026
Really enjoyed this thought provoking, powerful read that delves into family, sense of self and moral dilemmas. Definitely looking for more books like this… if anyone has suggestions?
I realize I’m tired of reading about long buried secrets and defintely DO NOT want to read about past or present child abuse, domestic abuse, gaslighting or sexual abuse.
More thoughts on the actual book to come.
I realize I’m tired of reading about long buried secrets and defintely DO NOT want to read about past or present child abuse, domestic abuse, gaslighting or sexual abuse.
More thoughts on the actual book to come.
July 28, 2025
4.5 ⭐️ Some books just grab you and don't let go. Who We Used to Be by Caitlin Weaver is absolutely one of them.
This story of Padma and Dana, two friends whose daughters are inseparable, delves deep into the complexities of motherhood, friendship, and the unimaginable choices we face when life throws a curveball. An event involving their girls shatters their world, forcing them to navigate their personal demons while their bond is tested to its limits. I found myself constantly questioning: "What would I do?"
Prepare for an emotionally charged, utterly compelling read. If you're looking for a gripping, thought-provoking read that will stay with you long after you've turned the last page, ADD THIS TO YOUR TBR! You won't regret picking this one up!
Grateful for the e-ARC from NetGalley, Storm Publishing, and the brilliant Caitlin Weaver!
This story of Padma and Dana, two friends whose daughters are inseparable, delves deep into the complexities of motherhood, friendship, and the unimaginable choices we face when life throws a curveball. An event involving their girls shatters their world, forcing them to navigate their personal demons while their bond is tested to its limits. I found myself constantly questioning: "What would I do?"
Prepare for an emotionally charged, utterly compelling read. If you're looking for a gripping, thought-provoking read that will stay with you long after you've turned the last page, ADD THIS TO YOUR TBR! You won't regret picking this one up!
Grateful for the e-ARC from NetGalley, Storm Publishing, and the brilliant Caitlin Weaver!
July 21, 2025
4.5 stars!
These books have a knack for hitting you right in the feels, and I can honestly say I’ve never been disappointed.
Dana Blair struggles with control in her life as her marriage crumbles, her son faces a crisis, and her career falters. Her longtime friend, Padma Paulsen, is a dedicated ER doctor whose bond with Dana is tested when a tragedy occurs, leaving Dana’s daughter critically injured. As Dana seeks justice, grief transforms into blame, leading her to a pivotal decision that could either save her family or destroy her friendship with Padma.
With multiple perspectives from Dana, Padma, Ian, and Maeve, we embark on a journey that unfolds both before and after a pivotal incident. As we delve deeper into their lives, each character becomes fully realized, leaving us with a profound understanding of their struggles and triumphs. We all know that appearances can be deceiving; what’s happening behind closed doors often tells a different story. Each character is not only relatable but also likable, depending on where you find yourself in life or the challenges you’re currently facing. This is one of those books that lingers in your mind, prompting you to reflect on your own choices. Imagine walking in their shoes—what would you do? How far would you go to find happiness? One of the key messages here is the importance of speaking up, especially concerning Ian’s struggles.
The drama is heightened by vivid descriptions that make you feel as if you’re right there in the hospital room, witnessing the unfolding events firsthand. It was a page-turner that I found hard to put down, and I’m so grateful I stumbled upon it.
If you enjoy emotional and suspenseful relationship dramas that explore the pain of betrayal and the courage it takes to apologize and seek a second chance, then this is the perfect quick read for you. I found myself strategizing about the ending—what would be acceptable, and what was I secretly hoping for? I was pleasantly surprised, though a bit disappointed by the lack of support from Dana’s husband, Eric. But hey, sometimes characters should figure things out on their own.
I absolutely loved this read, and I hope you carve out some time to dive into it! Trust me, you won’t regret it!
Thank you, Storm Publishing, for the digital ARC copy. I am leaving this review voluntarily.
These books have a knack for hitting you right in the feels, and I can honestly say I’ve never been disappointed.
Dana Blair struggles with control in her life as her marriage crumbles, her son faces a crisis, and her career falters. Her longtime friend, Padma Paulsen, is a dedicated ER doctor whose bond with Dana is tested when a tragedy occurs, leaving Dana’s daughter critically injured. As Dana seeks justice, grief transforms into blame, leading her to a pivotal decision that could either save her family or destroy her friendship with Padma.
With multiple perspectives from Dana, Padma, Ian, and Maeve, we embark on a journey that unfolds both before and after a pivotal incident. As we delve deeper into their lives, each character becomes fully realized, leaving us with a profound understanding of their struggles and triumphs. We all know that appearances can be deceiving; what’s happening behind closed doors often tells a different story. Each character is not only relatable but also likable, depending on where you find yourself in life or the challenges you’re currently facing. This is one of those books that lingers in your mind, prompting you to reflect on your own choices. Imagine walking in their shoes—what would you do? How far would you go to find happiness? One of the key messages here is the importance of speaking up, especially concerning Ian’s struggles.
The drama is heightened by vivid descriptions that make you feel as if you’re right there in the hospital room, witnessing the unfolding events firsthand. It was a page-turner that I found hard to put down, and I’m so grateful I stumbled upon it.
If you enjoy emotional and suspenseful relationship dramas that explore the pain of betrayal and the courage it takes to apologize and seek a second chance, then this is the perfect quick read for you. I found myself strategizing about the ending—what would be acceptable, and what was I secretly hoping for? I was pleasantly surprised, though a bit disappointed by the lack of support from Dana’s husband, Eric. But hey, sometimes characters should figure things out on their own.
I absolutely loved this read, and I hope you carve out some time to dive into it! Trust me, you won’t regret it!
Thank you, Storm Publishing, for the digital ARC copy. I am leaving this review voluntarily.
July 22, 2025
This is a story of family drama; two neighbouring families who used to be very close, affected by a presumed misstep by a member of one of the families. And, there are dramas within each family.
Rereading my paragraph above, it might sound like it’s over the top. But, I have witnessed families in crisis….truth can be stranger than fiction. Once one crisis is progressing, others seem to show up. Trouble follows trouble. Clichés exist because they are usually true.
This book has a medical issue, drug use, marital problems, parenting issues, estrangement and a failing business. It's easy to see how all these issues can be interrelated. I can empathize with the members of each family.
The ending was satisfying, perhaps a bit too tidy. But, I’ve concluded that if there wasn't a tidy ending, a book could go on and on.
Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the Advance Readers Copy.
January 1, 2026
An emotionally gripping rollercoaster read, told through multiple perspectives.
This story follows the long-term friendship of Padma and Dana, who live in the same neighborhood and have daughters who are best friends. Dana is managing her own personal struggles, until an unexpected event involving Padma and Dana's daughter, which deeply impacts all of their lives.
I enjoyed how Caitlin Weaver wrote frighteningly realistic situations that we hope we do not have to experience. This story packs an emotional punch, with plenty of relationship drama and exploration of the characters struggles and personal dilemmas.
This story follows the long-term friendship of Padma and Dana, who live in the same neighborhood and have daughters who are best friends. Dana is managing her own personal struggles, until an unexpected event involving Padma and Dana's daughter, which deeply impacts all of their lives.
I enjoyed how Caitlin Weaver wrote frighteningly realistic situations that we hope we do not have to experience. This story packs an emotional punch, with plenty of relationship drama and exploration of the characters struggles and personal dilemmas.
June 30, 2025
3.75 ⭐️
Caitlin Weaver delivered another emotionally moving novel! I enjoyed following Dana and Padma, life long best friends and neighbors, and their contrasting paths have always complimented each other until everything changed in a heartbeat.
Prior to reading “Who We Used To Be”, I read Caitlin Weaver’s “Things We Never Say” and thought it was an emotionally charged and compelling story. So it goes without saying that I was ecstatic to get an advance copy of her newest publication.
Weaver’s writing style is emotionally resonant, introspective, and delicately layered. I mostly appreciate how she focused in on the dynamics of complex relationships and is thoughtful and reflective with gracefully tense undertones.
Weaver assembled richly woven characters. Among them was Dana, the central emotional voice. She was an empathetic but emotionally overwhelmed woman. She was fiercely loyal to her best friend, Padma, whose decisions led the central crisis. Padma was a confident, private and composed doctor. I relished in their journeys, both unique in their respective ways and vastly moving.
In addition to the intricately fabricated female characters, Weaver comprised powerful and emotionally layered themes. The most notable themes were the fragility of female friendship, grief, motherhood, identity and forgiveness. She brought these themes to life through the raw and intimate characterization, shifting points of views, and subtle, tension filled prose. Weaver also captured the family and friendship dynamics with restraint and empathy. These themes in combination with Weavers thoughtful approach made this story feel real and meaningful.
Collectively, “Who We Used To Be” was an eloquent story. I love how Caitlin Weaver writes with her heart. Her stories are emotionally rich, character centered, and explore what happens when ordinary lives are shaken by extraordinary events. I recommend this novel for those interested in stories centered around female friendships, motherhood, loss, and identity, and those that relish in Liane Moriarty and Sally Hepworth.
Thank you to Net Galley and Storm Publishing for an advance copy in exchange for my honest review.
Caitlin Weaver delivered another emotionally moving novel! I enjoyed following Dana and Padma, life long best friends and neighbors, and their contrasting paths have always complimented each other until everything changed in a heartbeat.
Prior to reading “Who We Used To Be”, I read Caitlin Weaver’s “Things We Never Say” and thought it was an emotionally charged and compelling story. So it goes without saying that I was ecstatic to get an advance copy of her newest publication.
Weaver’s writing style is emotionally resonant, introspective, and delicately layered. I mostly appreciate how she focused in on the dynamics of complex relationships and is thoughtful and reflective with gracefully tense undertones.
Weaver assembled richly woven characters. Among them was Dana, the central emotional voice. She was an empathetic but emotionally overwhelmed woman. She was fiercely loyal to her best friend, Padma, whose decisions led the central crisis. Padma was a confident, private and composed doctor. I relished in their journeys, both unique in their respective ways and vastly moving.
In addition to the intricately fabricated female characters, Weaver comprised powerful and emotionally layered themes. The most notable themes were the fragility of female friendship, grief, motherhood, identity and forgiveness. She brought these themes to life through the raw and intimate characterization, shifting points of views, and subtle, tension filled prose. Weaver also captured the family and friendship dynamics with restraint and empathy. These themes in combination with Weavers thoughtful approach made this story feel real and meaningful.
Collectively, “Who We Used To Be” was an eloquent story. I love how Caitlin Weaver writes with her heart. Her stories are emotionally rich, character centered, and explore what happens when ordinary lives are shaken by extraordinary events. I recommend this novel for those interested in stories centered around female friendships, motherhood, loss, and identity, and those that relish in Liane Moriarty and Sally Hepworth.
Thank you to Net Galley and Storm Publishing for an advance copy in exchange for my honest review.
July 29, 2025
Who We Used To Be by Caitlin Weaver is a book you'll be thinking about long after you finish it. The book is beautifully written, thought-provoking, and packs a powerful punch. Dana Blair is a woman who has given everything to everyone else and her tank is running low. Her marriage is on the rocks, her son is struggling, and the career she has is about to go under. Her daughter is doing very well in high school and will have her pick of colleges. Dana is lucky to have a best friend who also happens to live next door with her family. Padma Paulsen is the best friend and ER doctor at the local hospital. She's married and has one daughter, Maeve, who is best friends with Dana's daughter, Izzy. Life is very busy for her, but good. Dana and Padma have told each other things that no one else knows. They have a very close friendship that keeps them both grounded.
One night there's an incident in the ER and Padma makes a decision for treatment of Izzy, Dana's daughter. The treatment leaves Izzy in critical condition and the bond between Dana and Padma begins to come undone. As close as sisters until this incident. Will Izzy be okay? Will Padma find out what went wrong? Will Dana blame Padma? Will their friendship survive this incident? How will both families react? Life is fragile and you have to hang on tightly to your family and friends. You also have to find time for yourself to balance out everything else. Who We Used To Be is an incredible story of the fragile lives we lead and the friendships and relationships that seem like they will last forever. I just finished the book and can't stop thinking about it. Don't wait to read this magnificent book. It is out on July 29 and should not be missed! I rate Who We Used To Be 5 stars and warn you that once you start this book you won't be able to put it down! I'd like to thank NetGalley and Storm Publishing for an advanced copy of Who We Used To Be in exchange for a fair review. #WhoWeUsedToBe
One night there's an incident in the ER and Padma makes a decision for treatment of Izzy, Dana's daughter. The treatment leaves Izzy in critical condition and the bond between Dana and Padma begins to come undone. As close as sisters until this incident. Will Izzy be okay? Will Padma find out what went wrong? Will Dana blame Padma? Will their friendship survive this incident? How will both families react? Life is fragile and you have to hang on tightly to your family and friends. You also have to find time for yourself to balance out everything else. Who We Used To Be is an incredible story of the fragile lives we lead and the friendships and relationships that seem like they will last forever. I just finished the book and can't stop thinking about it. Don't wait to read this magnificent book. It is out on July 29 and should not be missed! I rate Who We Used To Be 5 stars and warn you that once you start this book you won't be able to put it down! I'd like to thank NetGalley and Storm Publishing for an advanced copy of Who We Used To Be in exchange for a fair review. #WhoWeUsedToBe
December 23, 2025
Thank you to NetGalley and Storm Publishing for the eARC.
3.75 🌟 rounded up
Who We Used to Be is a well-paced domestic suspense/drama novel centered around two families - Dana’s and Padma’s. I enjoyed both Dana and Padma, and their personal growth throughout the story. Caitlin Weaver’s writing is excellent and pulled me into the drama of the story. The characters all felt well thought-out and realistic. The book really makes you wonder what you would do in a similar, seemingly impossible situation. I look forward to checking out other novels from Weaver.
Recommended for fans of family suspense novels.
3.75 🌟 rounded up
Who We Used to Be is a well-paced domestic suspense/drama novel centered around two families - Dana’s and Padma’s. I enjoyed both Dana and Padma, and their personal growth throughout the story. Caitlin Weaver’s writing is excellent and pulled me into the drama of the story. The characters all felt well thought-out and realistic. The book really makes you wonder what you would do in a similar, seemingly impossible situation. I look forward to checking out other novels from Weaver.
Recommended for fans of family suspense novels.
July 4, 2025
Caitlin Weaver does it again, book friends! WHO WE USED TO BE is the fourth book that I’ve read from the author, and I’m truly impressed every single time. It’s hard to stop reading her novels once I start, and I usually end up bingeing them in just a few days. They’re a women’s fiction lover’s dream—motherhood, marriage, female friendship—she’s got it all. Her forthcoming release follows two best friends, Padma and Dana, their careers, husbands, teenage children, and a surprising health crisis that derails both of their family’s lives.
Complex female friendship is explored greatly in this novel. It’s the strongest theme, with motherhood and marriage being the supporting ones. At times, I felt like I needed to take a side—and my stance flip-flopped like crazy. Weaver does a great job showcasing each woman’s perspective and how the crisis affects their lives individually.
READ THIS IF YOU ENJOY:
- Reflections on motherhood
- Marriage issues
- Insight on parenting teens
- Multiple POVs
- Female friendship
- Family drama and dynamics
- Secrets, lies, and betrayal
- Addiction storylines
Prepare to be shocked, entertained, and consumed by this addictive read. You won’t be able to put it down. WHO WE USED TO BE releases on July 29th! 4/5 juicy stars!
Complex female friendship is explored greatly in this novel. It’s the strongest theme, with motherhood and marriage being the supporting ones. At times, I felt like I needed to take a side—and my stance flip-flopped like crazy. Weaver does a great job showcasing each woman’s perspective and how the crisis affects their lives individually.
READ THIS IF YOU ENJOY:
- Reflections on motherhood
- Marriage issues
- Insight on parenting teens
- Multiple POVs
- Female friendship
- Family drama and dynamics
- Secrets, lies, and betrayal
- Addiction storylines
Prepare to be shocked, entertained, and consumed by this addictive read. You won’t be able to put it down. WHO WE USED TO BE releases on July 29th! 4/5 juicy stars!
October 2, 2025
(rounded up from 2.5)
This was just fine, honestly. I expected some more meat to the characters, but it was really just not very likeable characters being terrible or being doormats, and it got old fairly quickly. It's fairly predictable fare: two families live next door to each other, and the women are besties, the kids are besties, and everyone is happy, for the most part. A potential mistake by one of the women, an ER doctor, means the other's daughter is in a coma, and the mother is lashing out in her grief. The families are falling apart but not in a particularly interesting way and the struggles with substance addition and comas and grief are not particularly novel so while this was a quick read, it was fairly shallow and not terribly interesting.
This was just fine, honestly. I expected some more meat to the characters, but it was really just not very likeable characters being terrible or being doormats, and it got old fairly quickly. It's fairly predictable fare: two families live next door to each other, and the women are besties, the kids are besties, and everyone is happy, for the most part. A potential mistake by one of the women, an ER doctor, means the other's daughter is in a coma, and the mother is lashing out in her grief. The families are falling apart but not in a particularly interesting way and the struggles with substance addition and comas and grief are not particularly novel so while this was a quick read, it was fairly shallow and not terribly interesting.
August 1, 2025
4.5*
This is a novel exploring grief, friendship, and learning to take back control of your life. Dana’s journey, from letting others lead to finding her own strength, is honest and compelling. Her friendship with Padma is the heart of the story: deep, messy, and deeply human. Watching it crack under pressure was heartbreaking but so believable and real.
Ian and Meave’s paths to self-discovery added another interesting layer to the story. The pacing is just right, and the writing style drew me in from the very first page. A thoughtful, emotional read that stays with you.
Thank you to Storm Publishing via netgalley for the eARC of this book in exchange for my honest review.
This is a novel exploring grief, friendship, and learning to take back control of your life. Dana’s journey, from letting others lead to finding her own strength, is honest and compelling. Her friendship with Padma is the heart of the story: deep, messy, and deeply human. Watching it crack under pressure was heartbreaking but so believable and real.
Ian and Meave’s paths to self-discovery added another interesting layer to the story. The pacing is just right, and the writing style drew me in from the very first page. A thoughtful, emotional read that stays with you.
Thank you to Storm Publishing via netgalley for the eARC of this book in exchange for my honest review.
December 29, 2025
First time reading this author and I loved it. She does have a similar style to Jodi picoult. I really enjoyed how Dana finally took control of her life and decided she didn’t want Eric back. I would have liked for Ian to take over the store and finally shine but the her losing the store was actually more
Realistic.
Realistic.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
August 17, 2025
Beautifully written. Love this author and this book is just wow! Wonderful. I absolutely adored this one. Do read it. You will not be disappointed.
August 27, 2025
I did not care for any of the characters or the story at all.
September 23, 2025
Good reads really needs to give half star ratings I give it a 3.5
July 9, 2025
This is only the second book I had read by this author, and in complete transparency, I didn’t actually really like the previous book, The Perfect Plan (personal opinion) but I'm always happy to try authors again, purely because as us readers all know, sometimes a book just isn't for us!
And my god, I am so pleased this one landed in my TBR pile! This was a total binge worthy read, and I devoured it in a couple of evenings. It was brilliantly unputdownable.
This is an emotional family drama exploring that complex topic of female friendships, and for once, it's not about husbands being unfaithful. It's about love, loss, fresh beginnings, and forgiveness.
Two friends, Padma and Dana, best friends, and neighbours have shared so much over the past years. Telling each other and discussing everything, their marriages, their careers, their children, their deepest darkest secrets, and fears, knowing that their friendship is solid and those secrets are kept.
That's until a medical emergency derails their whole lives in a split second. Padma, an ER doctor, should have known better. Shouldn't she? *NO SPOILERS*
Dana not only has to navigate her way around the fact her daughter Izzy may never wake up, her husband has dropped in her lap, that he no longer loves her, and their marriage is over. In a matter of what feels like seconds, Dana's life is crumbling around her.
Alongside the main theme stands Dana's son and Izzy's twin Ian. He's always felt like the lesser twin, unheard, unseen, and unwanted. The only one who's ever made him feel wanted is Izzy, so when she's no longer there to hold him up, his life spirals.
This was an emotionally charged plot that had me constantly choosing sides, and I honestly think any mothers out there reading this book will feel exactly the same. How do you support your child with every breath in your body whilst losing your best friend?
The characterisation was beautifully and intricately written, with real empathy that ran through every scenario, and the whole storyline felt engaging.
Huge thanks to Netgalley and Storm Publishing for the ARC.
And my god, I am so pleased this one landed in my TBR pile! This was a total binge worthy read, and I devoured it in a couple of evenings. It was brilliantly unputdownable.
This is an emotional family drama exploring that complex topic of female friendships, and for once, it's not about husbands being unfaithful. It's about love, loss, fresh beginnings, and forgiveness.
Two friends, Padma and Dana, best friends, and neighbours have shared so much over the past years. Telling each other and discussing everything, their marriages, their careers, their children, their deepest darkest secrets, and fears, knowing that their friendship is solid and those secrets are kept.
That's until a medical emergency derails their whole lives in a split second. Padma, an ER doctor, should have known better. Shouldn't she? *NO SPOILERS*
Dana not only has to navigate her way around the fact her daughter Izzy may never wake up, her husband has dropped in her lap, that he no longer loves her, and their marriage is over. In a matter of what feels like seconds, Dana's life is crumbling around her.
Alongside the main theme stands Dana's son and Izzy's twin Ian. He's always felt like the lesser twin, unheard, unseen, and unwanted. The only one who's ever made him feel wanted is Izzy, so when she's no longer there to hold him up, his life spirals.
This was an emotionally charged plot that had me constantly choosing sides, and I honestly think any mothers out there reading this book will feel exactly the same. How do you support your child with every breath in your body whilst losing your best friend?
The characterisation was beautifully and intricately written, with real empathy that ran through every scenario, and the whole storyline felt engaging.
Huge thanks to Netgalley and Storm Publishing for the ARC.
June 17, 2025
read if you like:
📖 books by Jodi Picoult
👯 female best friends
🩺 medical crises
summary:
Caitlin Weaver is an immediate must read for me, and when I saw she had a new book, I rushed to find it on NetGalley. And wow, her books just get better and better. This one follows Dana Blair and Padma Paulsen, two best friends who live outside of Atlanta. Dana has twin teenagers, Izzy and Ian, with her husband, Eric, and runs a luxury boutique she inherited from her mom. Padma has one daughter, Maeve, who is also Izzy’s best friend, and works as an ER doctor at the local hospital.
When Izzy collapses and is brought into the ER, Padma immediately steps in and tells her nothing is wrong. But when she returns to the hospital, Padma realizes she might have made a grave mistake — one that put her best friend’s daughter in danger, and their friendship even more at risk.
Like with all of Weaver’s books, this is emotionally charged from beginning to end. You won’t be able to put it down, and will constantly be asking yourself — whose side are you on? The book explores themes of friendship and trauma, and alternates between POV’s, making it even harder to know how to feel as you empathize with both women’s pain. It also explores the fragility of life and of friendship, and how even the strongest bonds can be broken when a crisis arises. It’s heartwarming, heartbreaking and satisfying all in one, and perfect if you like books focused around moral ambiguity.
Thank you to Storm Publishing and NetGalley for the advanced copy, and make sure you check this out when it releases on July 29!
📖 books by Jodi Picoult
👯 female best friends
🩺 medical crises
summary:
Caitlin Weaver is an immediate must read for me, and when I saw she had a new book, I rushed to find it on NetGalley. And wow, her books just get better and better. This one follows Dana Blair and Padma Paulsen, two best friends who live outside of Atlanta. Dana has twin teenagers, Izzy and Ian, with her husband, Eric, and runs a luxury boutique she inherited from her mom. Padma has one daughter, Maeve, who is also Izzy’s best friend, and works as an ER doctor at the local hospital.
When Izzy collapses and is brought into the ER, Padma immediately steps in and tells her nothing is wrong. But when she returns to the hospital, Padma realizes she might have made a grave mistake — one that put her best friend’s daughter in danger, and their friendship even more at risk.
Like with all of Weaver’s books, this is emotionally charged from beginning to end. You won’t be able to put it down, and will constantly be asking yourself — whose side are you on? The book explores themes of friendship and trauma, and alternates between POV’s, making it even harder to know how to feel as you empathize with both women’s pain. It also explores the fragility of life and of friendship, and how even the strongest bonds can be broken when a crisis arises. It’s heartwarming, heartbreaking and satisfying all in one, and perfect if you like books focused around moral ambiguity.
Thank you to Storm Publishing and NetGalley for the advanced copy, and make sure you check this out when it releases on July 29!
July 29, 2025
An emotional family drama about love and loss, forgiveness and new beginnings. This book had me putting myself in both mfc shoes and questioning what choices I would make. Weaver tied it all up seamlessly and it ended beautifully
July 31, 2025
With thanks to Storm Publishing for the digital ARC.
"What if the person you trust the most did something you can’t forgive?
Dana Blair has spent her life letting others take the wheel, from her relationship with her husband to her business. Now, with her marriage unraveling, her son in crisis, and her career on the verge of collapse, Dana is left wondering whether she ever really had control of anything at all.
Padma Paulsen is the opposite: a brilliant, fiercely driven ER doctor who’s given her all to her career. Her friendship with Dana has been the one constant in her high-pressure life.
But then a tragedy on Padma’s watch leaves Dana’s daughter in critical condition and their bond in tatters. As Dana fights for justice for her daughter, grief turns to blame. Soon she’s forced to make a decision that could either save her family or destroy the most important friendship of her life. "
I think this is my favourite Caitlin Weaver book yet!
Multiple POV (but easy to follow)? Check.
Friendships tested? Check.
Families torn apart? Check.
Suspense? Check.
Compelling story? Check.
Page turner? Check.
An ending you won't believe? Check.
Loved it!
"What if the person you trust the most did something you can’t forgive?
Dana Blair has spent her life letting others take the wheel, from her relationship with her husband to her business. Now, with her marriage unraveling, her son in crisis, and her career on the verge of collapse, Dana is left wondering whether she ever really had control of anything at all.
Padma Paulsen is the opposite: a brilliant, fiercely driven ER doctor who’s given her all to her career. Her friendship with Dana has been the one constant in her high-pressure life.
But then a tragedy on Padma’s watch leaves Dana’s daughter in critical condition and their bond in tatters. As Dana fights for justice for her daughter, grief turns to blame. Soon she’s forced to make a decision that could either save her family or destroy the most important friendship of her life. "
I think this is my favourite Caitlin Weaver book yet!
Multiple POV (but easy to follow)? Check.
Friendships tested? Check.
Families torn apart? Check.
Suspense? Check.
Compelling story? Check.
Page turner? Check.
An ending you won't believe? Check.
Loved it!
October 31, 2025
This was my first book I've read by this author, I got an ARC after she reached out to me online.
I loved this book. It did start a little bit slow for me, but by the end I really enjoyed the entire book.
This follows the story of two families who are torn apart by a terrible mistake, It takes you on a journey of life. love. self discovery. and so much more.
Thank you for this Arc!
I loved this book. It did start a little bit slow for me, but by the end I really enjoyed the entire book.
This follows the story of two families who are torn apart by a terrible mistake, It takes you on a journey of life. love. self discovery. and so much more.
Thank you for this Arc!
August 13, 2025
I liked this book. It was a fast, easy book. It was entertaining, and I looked forward to reading it. I will read more books by this author.
August 30, 2025
Book: Who We Used To Be
By: Caitlin Weaver
Chapter: Forty-Eight, Page 267
Ian
Fifty-nine days after
🌟🌟🌟🌟
°•. “Mom,” he said, exasperation softening into reassurance.
“No one here is going to give me drugs. I'm just going to sit with Izzy and try not to fall even further behind in school.”
He held up his backpack, as if it might help convince her. Dr Garcia had agreed that he should take a few days off while his body adjusted to being clean, so long as his parents kept a close eye on him. What Ian couldn't explain to his mom was how much easier it felt to be here - with the hum of the machines and the nurses’ chatter in the hall- than at home in his room, where the silence only made his shame echo louder.
“OK,” she said finally, stepping forward to smooth his hair with her hand.
“I'll be back in a little while.”
Ian nodded, waiting until her footsteps faded down the hall. He had barely sunk into the chair by Izzy's bed when the soft sound of movement behind him made him turn. °•.
▪︎Review ▪︎
|:: What would you do if someone hurt your child? No, actually, what would you do if someone's actions hurt your child? And what if the person who hurt them was your friend?
Dana Blair and Padma Paulson have been best friends for over a decade. Their daughters are also best friends, and they spend almost all their time together, sharing holidays, celebrations, and heartache. So when Dana receives some life-changing news, it is Padma she goes to first.
But then, the unthinkable happens. Her child has an accident, and since Padma is an ER doctor, she is the very person Dana needs to treat her daughter, Izzy. Padma does so, cutting out waiting time and expense. Izzy is back home in record time and resting.
However, little did Dana know that this recent trip to the hospital would have devastating consequences for both Dana's family and Padma's. Not only are both women pushed to the breaking point and beyond, but they must also face the reality of life after their families are torn apart and stripped to the very essence of what and who they used to be.
Now... what is left of them?
▪︎My Thoughts▪︎
This was an amazing and very thought-provoking book. It had me horrified and truly torn between the two sides. Although my own opinion dominated half of the book, I have to admit I didn't spend a lot of time hating on Dana. Of course, my sympathy blossomed with her rising challenges, but it was hard to watch her decisions without reflecting on what I would have done if put in both ladies' positions.
I was a little sad at the end, with how it seemed both Maeve and Izzy had cooled off. It was also a little heartbreaking to hear about the sale. You expect a happy ending to be just that -happy- but life doesn't always end up like that. I must give the author credit for the stark realism that shone through her entire book. It was both daunting and a nuisance.
I couldn't put the book down because I needed to read what happened next. I must say I loved Ian from the start. He and Maeve with their Romeo and Juliet theme going on was beautiful. I also had a real soft spot for Lars. The way he loved Padma despite her choices and actions really hit home. We all need a Lars in our lives!
It's so refreshing to see a story unfold that really could be taken from today's society, like you're reading about it in a newspaper. As humans, we can be greedy and self-centred and look out for our own best interests. It made me realise that you need people in your life to call you out on your BS, and when they are easily taken away, our decisions become vengeful and easily swayed.
Eric was a douche, to be fair, and I'm glad that Dana decided to follow her head with the decision she chose in the end. He came across as cruel and almost as if he thought he was better than everyone. He is not someone I would miss! Toby, however, was such a good friend. In hindsight, even though the things Padma went through were totally unfair and world-crashing, she had the best network around her she could have asked for.
Despite everything, Dana never had anyone, and from the start, I think she knew that, which is why she clung on to Eric as much as she could. She lost the one person who would have done anything and everything for her, all for money, fear, blame-quenching, and manipulation by a man who was only interested in his retainer fee and a work-fee bonus for another win under his belt. ::|
Title: Who We Used To Be
Author: Caitlin Weaver
Publish Date: 29/7/25
Publisher: Storm Publishing
Review Score: 4/5
A huge thank you to Caitlin Weaver, Storm Publishing, and NetGalley for the opportunity to read and relay my honest feedback
By: Caitlin Weaver
Chapter: Forty-Eight, Page 267
Ian
Fifty-nine days after
🌟🌟🌟🌟
°•. “Mom,” he said, exasperation softening into reassurance.
“No one here is going to give me drugs. I'm just going to sit with Izzy and try not to fall even further behind in school.”
He held up his backpack, as if it might help convince her. Dr Garcia had agreed that he should take a few days off while his body adjusted to being clean, so long as his parents kept a close eye on him. What Ian couldn't explain to his mom was how much easier it felt to be here - with the hum of the machines and the nurses’ chatter in the hall- than at home in his room, where the silence only made his shame echo louder.
“OK,” she said finally, stepping forward to smooth his hair with her hand.
“I'll be back in a little while.”
Ian nodded, waiting until her footsteps faded down the hall. He had barely sunk into the chair by Izzy's bed when the soft sound of movement behind him made him turn. °•.
▪︎Review ▪︎
|:: What would you do if someone hurt your child? No, actually, what would you do if someone's actions hurt your child? And what if the person who hurt them was your friend?
Dana Blair and Padma Paulson have been best friends for over a decade. Their daughters are also best friends, and they spend almost all their time together, sharing holidays, celebrations, and heartache. So when Dana receives some life-changing news, it is Padma she goes to first.
But then, the unthinkable happens. Her child has an accident, and since Padma is an ER doctor, she is the very person Dana needs to treat her daughter, Izzy. Padma does so, cutting out waiting time and expense. Izzy is back home in record time and resting.
However, little did Dana know that this recent trip to the hospital would have devastating consequences for both Dana's family and Padma's. Not only are both women pushed to the breaking point and beyond, but they must also face the reality of life after their families are torn apart and stripped to the very essence of what and who they used to be.
Now... what is left of them?
▪︎My Thoughts▪︎
This was an amazing and very thought-provoking book. It had me horrified and truly torn between the two sides. Although my own opinion dominated half of the book, I have to admit I didn't spend a lot of time hating on Dana. Of course, my sympathy blossomed with her rising challenges, but it was hard to watch her decisions without reflecting on what I would have done if put in both ladies' positions.
I was a little sad at the end, with how it seemed both Maeve and Izzy had cooled off. It was also a little heartbreaking to hear about the sale. You expect a happy ending to be just that -happy- but life doesn't always end up like that. I must give the author credit for the stark realism that shone through her entire book. It was both daunting and a nuisance.
I couldn't put the book down because I needed to read what happened next. I must say I loved Ian from the start. He and Maeve with their Romeo and Juliet theme going on was beautiful. I also had a real soft spot for Lars. The way he loved Padma despite her choices and actions really hit home. We all need a Lars in our lives!
It's so refreshing to see a story unfold that really could be taken from today's society, like you're reading about it in a newspaper. As humans, we can be greedy and self-centred and look out for our own best interests. It made me realise that you need people in your life to call you out on your BS, and when they are easily taken away, our decisions become vengeful and easily swayed.
Eric was a douche, to be fair, and I'm glad that Dana decided to follow her head with the decision she chose in the end. He came across as cruel and almost as if he thought he was better than everyone. He is not someone I would miss! Toby, however, was such a good friend. In hindsight, even though the things Padma went through were totally unfair and world-crashing, she had the best network around her she could have asked for.
Despite everything, Dana never had anyone, and from the start, I think she knew that, which is why she clung on to Eric as much as she could. She lost the one person who would have done anything and everything for her, all for money, fear, blame-quenching, and manipulation by a man who was only interested in his retainer fee and a work-fee bonus for another win under his belt. ::|
Title: Who We Used To Be
Author: Caitlin Weaver
Publish Date: 29/7/25
Publisher: Storm Publishing
Review Score: 4/5
A huge thank you to Caitlin Weaver, Storm Publishing, and NetGalley for the opportunity to read and relay my honest feedback
September 1, 2025
Who We Used To Be by Caitlin Weaver is a deeply compelling and emotionally resonant domestic drama that delves into the complexities of family, friendship, and trust. From the very first pages, Weaver draws you into the intertwined lives of Dana Blair and Padma Paulsen, two women whose bond has been steadfast for over a decade. Dana, who has spent her life accommodating the expectations of others—her husband, her children, and her community—is suddenly faced with a series of events that force her to question everything she has relied upon. Padma, a fiercely independent and dedicated ER doctor, has always been the one person Dana could depend on, but when tragedy strikes, their friendship is put to an unimaginable test.
The story is anchored by the unthinkable: Dana’s daughter, Izzy, suffers a severe injury that leaves her fighting for her life. Padma, who is responsible for her care at the time, becomes the center of Dana’s grief, fear, and anger. Weaver does a masterful job of presenting both perspectives, allowing the reader to empathize with the emotional and moral complexities of each character. Dana’s anguish, protective instincts, and growing mistrust feel raw and authentic, while Padma’s professional dedication, guilt, and internal struggle are equally compelling.
Weaver excels at portraying the ripple effects of trauma on family dynamics. Dana’s marriage to Eric is strained, revealing long-standing cracks and unmet expectations. Her son Ian, struggling with his own challenges, adds another layer of tension, making the family’s turmoil feel realistic and relatable. Each character is carefully drawn, flawed, and human, which makes their decisions, mistakes, and moments of courage all the more impactful.
The pacing of the novel is deliberate and thoughtful, reflecting the emotional weight of the events while maintaining suspense. The author builds tension not through action alone but through the moral and emotional dilemmas the characters face, making the stakes feel incredibly personal. The reader is constantly questioning: how would I respond in Dana’s shoes? Could Padma have acted differently? And can their friendship survive such a catastrophic event?
What sets Who We Used To Be apart is Weaver’s ability to weave social realism with a powerful exploration of human relationships. The story does not shy away from the uncomfortable truths about family, friendship, and accountability, and it captures the emotional fragility of people pushed to their limits. Moments of tenderness and support are interspersed with conflict, making the narrative feel balanced and true to life.
While the story is undeniably intense, it is also thought-provoking. It challenges the reader to consider the impact of secrets, the boundaries of loyalty, and the courage it takes to face harsh realities. The ending is both poignant and reflective, leaving readers contemplating the nature of forgiveness, resilience, and the ties that bind us together.
Overall, Who We Used To Be is an unputdownable, heart-wrenching, and emotionally rich novel. Caitlin Weaver has delivered a story that is not only engaging but also resonates long after the final page. It is a perfect choice for readers who appreciate character-driven drama, complex moral dilemmas, and stories about the enduring power—and fragility—of human connections.
The story is anchored by the unthinkable: Dana’s daughter, Izzy, suffers a severe injury that leaves her fighting for her life. Padma, who is responsible for her care at the time, becomes the center of Dana’s grief, fear, and anger. Weaver does a masterful job of presenting both perspectives, allowing the reader to empathize with the emotional and moral complexities of each character. Dana’s anguish, protective instincts, and growing mistrust feel raw and authentic, while Padma’s professional dedication, guilt, and internal struggle are equally compelling.
Weaver excels at portraying the ripple effects of trauma on family dynamics. Dana’s marriage to Eric is strained, revealing long-standing cracks and unmet expectations. Her son Ian, struggling with his own challenges, adds another layer of tension, making the family’s turmoil feel realistic and relatable. Each character is carefully drawn, flawed, and human, which makes their decisions, mistakes, and moments of courage all the more impactful.
The pacing of the novel is deliberate and thoughtful, reflecting the emotional weight of the events while maintaining suspense. The author builds tension not through action alone but through the moral and emotional dilemmas the characters face, making the stakes feel incredibly personal. The reader is constantly questioning: how would I respond in Dana’s shoes? Could Padma have acted differently? And can their friendship survive such a catastrophic event?
What sets Who We Used To Be apart is Weaver’s ability to weave social realism with a powerful exploration of human relationships. The story does not shy away from the uncomfortable truths about family, friendship, and accountability, and it captures the emotional fragility of people pushed to their limits. Moments of tenderness and support are interspersed with conflict, making the narrative feel balanced and true to life.
While the story is undeniably intense, it is also thought-provoking. It challenges the reader to consider the impact of secrets, the boundaries of loyalty, and the courage it takes to face harsh realities. The ending is both poignant and reflective, leaving readers contemplating the nature of forgiveness, resilience, and the ties that bind us together.
Overall, Who We Used To Be is an unputdownable, heart-wrenching, and emotionally rich novel. Caitlin Weaver has delivered a story that is not only engaging but also resonates long after the final page. It is a perfect choice for readers who appreciate character-driven drama, complex moral dilemmas, and stories about the enduring power—and fragility—of human connections.
August 13, 2025
3.5 stars rounded down to 3 stars.
If you're a fan of Kate Hewitt's books, then I think you will really enjoy this book.
Dana and Padma live next door to each other and over the years they have become best friends, sharing all their ups and downs and secrets with each other, finding sounding boards, support and friendship when they need it most. Padma is an ER dr and when she gets a call from Dana that something happened to Izzy, Dana's teen daughter, during a cross country meeting, Padma rushes to be the dr to take care of Izzy. After x-rays and scans, Padma determines that it must be muscle or ligament/tendon pain from overworking/overusing her legs. She knows how much Izzy pushes herself to be the best in all that she does.
However, several hours later, Izzy collapses and ends up in critical condition, having been rushed back to the hospital.
Dana and her husband Eric are devastated, wanting answers, hoping they'll receive good news soon, that Izzy will be alright. Meanwhile, Padma is scouring the medical records and she and Izzy's new dr try to find answers and determine best course of action. And Izzy's twin brother, Ian, is scared but also dealing with his own mini-crisis of his own doing.
The two families have been so intertwined since their kids were young but now this tragedy may tear them apart. They're angry, scared, looking for answers where there are none, and dealing with other significant issues, like a failing business with bills to pay.
The reactions felt real and the descriptions of how this kind of tragedy can break families apart rather than bring them together is also very realistic.
I do recommend this book and this author.
If you're a fan of Kate Hewitt's books, then I think you will really enjoy this book.
Dana and Padma live next door to each other and over the years they have become best friends, sharing all their ups and downs and secrets with each other, finding sounding boards, support and friendship when they need it most. Padma is an ER dr and when she gets a call from Dana that something happened to Izzy, Dana's teen daughter, during a cross country meeting, Padma rushes to be the dr to take care of Izzy. After x-rays and scans, Padma determines that it must be muscle or ligament/tendon pain from overworking/overusing her legs. She knows how much Izzy pushes herself to be the best in all that she does.
However, several hours later, Izzy collapses and ends up in critical condition, having been rushed back to the hospital.
Dana and her husband Eric are devastated, wanting answers, hoping they'll receive good news soon, that Izzy will be alright. Meanwhile, Padma is scouring the medical records and she and Izzy's new dr try to find answers and determine best course of action. And Izzy's twin brother, Ian, is scared but also dealing with his own mini-crisis of his own doing.
The two families have been so intertwined since their kids were young but now this tragedy may tear them apart. They're angry, scared, looking for answers where there are none, and dealing with other significant issues, like a failing business with bills to pay.
The reactions felt real and the descriptions of how this kind of tragedy can break families apart rather than bring them together is also very realistic.
I do recommend this book and this author.
July 24, 2025
BOOK: WHO WE USED TO BE
AUTHOR: CAITLIN WEAVER
PUB DATE: 29TH JULY, 2025
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Thanks to Netgalley and the publisher for this ARC. I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
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I read this book in a couple of hours! Once I fell into Dana and Padma's lives, I didn't want to leave until I finished the book. We have best friends of over twenty years, Dana and Padma, whose friendship came to a standstill after Izzy, Dana's daughter, got into a coma. Dana had issues with her marriage and her business and was barely keeping it all together. While Padma's personal life was okay, she subsequently had issues with her professional life as a doctor and her addiction, too.
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I don't want to be judgemental or insensitive, but I was on Padma's side throughout the book. She didn't even go lower when Dana did. I understand that Dana was heartbroken and going through a lot with her daughter's condition, and I also admit that Padma made a huge mistake, but she admitted it and apologised. There was no need for a lawsuit considering their past and their long friendship. She went over the top. I felt sorry for her, but Padma didn't deserve all that. However, as this was going on, they both had personal issues with their lives, careers, and children. I could feel the stress, the positive and negative changes they were making in their lives, and how they were both re- discovering themselves. It was nice to see.
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Then we have Ian, Izzy's twin, and Dana's son and Maeve, Padma's daughter. They were Izzy's besties, and I could see them unravelling from their own lives and coping with Izzy's coma. I liked where the book ended with them, especially with Ian. The husbands, Eric (Dana's) and Lars (Padma's), were at the periphery of the book, but Lars was such an amazing guy. He was P's rock throughout the book. I didn't really like Eric.
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I liked this book. It was emotional and deep and will make you question some things in life. What would you have done if you were in Dana's position? It ended in a kind of HEA considering the situation, and I liked the ambiguity of Dana and Padma's friendship. If it were me, I don't think I'll make an effort for the friendship anymore.
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AUTHOR: CAITLIN WEAVER
PUB DATE: 29TH JULY, 2025
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Thanks to Netgalley and the publisher for this ARC. I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced copy of this book. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
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I read this book in a couple of hours! Once I fell into Dana and Padma's lives, I didn't want to leave until I finished the book. We have best friends of over twenty years, Dana and Padma, whose friendship came to a standstill after Izzy, Dana's daughter, got into a coma. Dana had issues with her marriage and her business and was barely keeping it all together. While Padma's personal life was okay, she subsequently had issues with her professional life as a doctor and her addiction, too.
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I don't want to be judgemental or insensitive, but I was on Padma's side throughout the book. She didn't even go lower when Dana did. I understand that Dana was heartbroken and going through a lot with her daughter's condition, and I also admit that Padma made a huge mistake, but she admitted it and apologised. There was no need for a lawsuit considering their past and their long friendship. She went over the top. I felt sorry for her, but Padma didn't deserve all that. However, as this was going on, they both had personal issues with their lives, careers, and children. I could feel the stress, the positive and negative changes they were making in their lives, and how they were both re- discovering themselves. It was nice to see.
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Then we have Ian, Izzy's twin, and Dana's son and Maeve, Padma's daughter. They were Izzy's besties, and I could see them unravelling from their own lives and coping with Izzy's coma. I liked where the book ended with them, especially with Ian. The husbands, Eric (Dana's) and Lars (Padma's), were at the periphery of the book, but Lars was such an amazing guy. He was P's rock throughout the book. I didn't really like Eric.
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I liked this book. It was emotional and deep and will make you question some things in life. What would you have done if you were in Dana's position? It ended in a kind of HEA considering the situation, and I liked the ambiguity of Dana and Padma's friendship. If it were me, I don't think I'll make an effort for the friendship anymore.
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