3.5 stars: If only the first half matched the second half
I rounded up (for now) because the audiobook book is fiiiiire 😮💨.
5 stars for the beginning, 2 stars for the ending 😑.
Books like these should NOT be rushed! And I’m so annoyed because I couldn’t stop reading 😭
And I’m talking about sneaking in pages while:
Working
Grading
Mommying
Talking to family (🤣 I swear I was listening 🫣🤣)
Cooking/cleaning/driving/showering (my norm)
Shoot even while I was coaching 🤣🤡
And then it just ended 😒
Sigh 😐
Maven Blackthorn (29) comes into town for her grandmother’s funeral, the same town she escaped 12 years ago when she found out she was pregnant 😬. Unfortunately, she keeps bumping into her nemesis 😅, her first love, but she just wants to get out of town as soon as they bury her grandmother. But the unthinkable happens – her grandmother’s body goes missing 😬, and no one can explain why, not even technology 😅.
She has her suspicions as to who did this; at the top of her list is her enemy, Ronan Croft (29), and his family 😑. She’s gonna get some answers and get the heck out of there. But Ronan has his own secrets and has his own set of questions that he wants answers to 😬.
Something she didn’t count on? The intense chemistry and tension between them 😅.
There’s definitely a thin line between love and hate 👀, and Ronan‘s ready to cross that line 😉.
What I liked/loved: SPOILERS SPOILERS
—THE F’ING BAAAANTER 🤣. I was 💀💀💀💀💀, cackling like a luantic 🤣 and smiling like it’s nobody’s business 👏🏻. This amount of snark should be illegal. 🤡, but I was here for it all 👏🏻
—the teeeension 👀. I rarely read second chance romance anymore because of what happens during separations and the reasons why they were separated in the first place 🙄 (I’ll comment on this down below), but one thing I miss about them is the tension related to their history 👀, and it was here in SPAAAADES 😮💨. The enemies to lovers vibe? Check 🔥check 🔥check. It made the banter even better because of it 😉
—the 🔥. First kiss happens about 1/3 of the way in (thank goodness Ronan takes the lead in it 😅), and then at 40% Ronan uses his mouth for other things besides volleying back and forth with Maven 😉🥵. I’m sure this is illegal in some countries in the world🤣👀👏🏻, and the way he bites? Uffff 😮💨🫠🔥💦. Muscle memory is a thing and he remembers what Maven loves 😉
—monster F’ing 🔥. It definitely wasn’t on my bingo card for 2025 from JT 🤣. OK JT, I see you 😮💨
—ending of curses 👏🏻. It needed to get done 🤷🏻♀️
—MINEMINEMINE 🔥. Yep, I love me a possessive hero 👏🏻 and Ronan has competition 💅
—OMD 😈. Watch out Ronan, because Maven has options 🤷🏻♀️. You snooze you lose my friend.
—no third act breakup 👏🏻. This is always a plus for me
—how petty Ronan can be 🤣. Look, when the “love of your life“ is trying to leave town again, you best believe you need to do whatever to ensure she stays put 🤣. You have all this money, right? Use it to your advantage 🤡😈😈😈
—the mystery and dark Gothic vibes 😉
—did I mention the banter? I luuuuuurved it 🤣🤣🤣
What I didn’t like/needed more of: SPOILERS
—the “reason” Ronan wasn’t ready to be a father 🙄. And actually, we don’t even find out until the very end of the book, yet Maven forgives him before that 🙄. His “I was 17” excuse isn’t good enough, because so was Maven 🤷🏻♀️. We end up finding out another reason why at the end, but still 😑
—“it’s always been you” 😐. Suuuuure…. But were you celibate? You could’ve done more Ronan 😑😐. You’re telling me you have all this money and you didn’t try harder?
Please 🙄 lol (yes. I’m bitter 🤣)
—how quickly Maven forgives Ronan 🤬. I’m sorry. Not only was he an a hole to you (and kind of a bully ish), BUT when you told him you were pregnant, he basically said “get rid of it“, and you literally became a single mom with no help from anyone 😑. Why the F are you not making him work harder? Where are his bloody knees? 😒 maybe some bloody scars? 😐 ANYTHING!! Make his ASSSSSS WORK! you’re in town for 2.5 seconds and you’re already folding like a wet paper napkin 🙄. Sure, it takes about 40% of the book to finally 🔥 him, but come on 🤦🏻♀️. It’s been 12 years 😑; he👏🏻needs👏🏻to👏🏻suffer 🤬.
Sigh 😒
— second chance? Where 👀? Part of the reason why second chance works is because of the history, and I want to see it 🤷🏻♀️. It would’ve been nice to maybe get some flashback chapters or even scenes where we see Ronan and Maven in past; sure, this would’ve made this angstier, but I was twiddling my thumbs waiting for something 😒
—the reveal at about 90% 😐. I get it, we’re being left in suspense, but don’t have all the questions answered with less than 10% left in the book. It just makes it seem like it’s lazy writing 🤦🏻♀️😐.
—Ezra, the OM, didn’t need to die 😒. This was so sad to see. I wish we had found out he was maybe a bad guy? This entire scene was 🥴😵💫. Why did Maven’s aunt need to f him and then sacrifice him the way the aunts (both of them) did? It’s obviously ritualistic, but we needed actual answers 😐, and the baby boy bodies? Whose babies were they? Who was Q? Who put the fire, or should I say, the conflagration? 🤷🏻♀️ you’re telling me that no one was able to escape?
—the “owd” scene 🙄. So Ronan shows up with another woman to basically show Maven that they can’t be together (even though he was the one that initiated everything) after his dad implies that she and Ronan are half siblings, and nothing comes from this 🤷🏻♀️. Maven throws it in his face, but then there’s no clarification, nothing 🙄. She implies that she knows he did it on purpose, to make her jealous, but then what? What happened to this other woman?
—the “incest” plotline 🙄. Do you know how many times I’ve read or seen shows with this 🤦🏻♀️. Sigh. Even with Ronan thinking that they’re related, he still 🔥her. So annoying, especially because it happens later in the book.
—no true epilogue 😐😑😒. Instead of seeing the epilogue in either Ronan’s or Maven’s POV, we get a side character that barely had any screen time 🤦🏻♀️
Overall, I loved a lot but disliked so much too 😒. The banter and the audio saved the book from earning less stars from me 🤷🏻♀️
⚠️safety squad⚠️
-no cheating/sharing
-bloodshed/murder/deaths
-ritualistic sacrifice (on page) of a person
-dubcon ish (someone would say noncon)
-biting/marking/primal
-HEA/epilogue (not in the MCs POV though)