2.5 ⭐️ I can see why people like this story but it wasn’t for me.
“I wasn’t—I wasn’t expecting you.”
WHAT TO EXPECT:
✨ contemporary romance
✨ Baltimore setting
✨ auto mechanic x radio host
✨ romantic x cynic
✨ single mom
✨ insta lust
✨ friends to lovers
✨ 2/5 🌶️
✨ miscommunication
✨ third act breakup
✨ blended family
✨ LGBTQ rep
✨ dual POV
✨ TW: parent with cancer, estranged family
My Thoughts:
The premise is cute. Aiden is a radio host for a romance hotline but he no longer believes in love. Lucie is an auto mechanic and a single mother whose daughter calls into the show because she wants her mom to be happy / date. Aiden and Lucie talk. The people of Baltimore love her. She's invited on the show to help her find love. And, of course, Aiden and Lucie end up falling for each other.
There's a few lines that had me chuckling. The spice shows up at 60% and pops off. There's a tense third act breakup but Aiden wins her back in the end. The story checks all the rom-com boxes. However, this story was just so bland. It felt very formulaic and without any real soul.
At 30%, I started to really have issues. Once Lucie joins the radio show, we skip ahead two weeks, missing out on interactions between her and Aiden, which is important for showing how they develop a connection. Instead, it goes from them just meeting and talking once to Aiden having intense emotional reactions to Lucie. For example, Lucie has a bad date and throughout this scene, Aiden thinks, "I would have punched myself in the face too if I thought I made Lucie cry" and "I'm going to kill that slimy piece of shit." I just didn't understand why he was so emotional and protective over Lucie in such a short amount of time. But again, if we had some scene between them during the two week period leading up to this date, maybe we would have seen some feelings grow.
After this failed date, they have quite a few small touches and forehead kisses here and there, yet somehow, neither Aiden or Lucie are aware that this might signal they are into each other. People who only know each other for three weeks in a semi-professional environment don't do those things unless there is attraction or feelings. 🙄 They were being purposefully obtuse to fit the narrative of this story.
I'm also SO over characters that CLEARLY need therapy but refuse to seek it, only letting their unresolved issues fester and dictate their lives. What do you mean this 30 year old man has been distancing himself from his parents because he can't handle his mom possibly going through another cancer scare again??? She beat cancer three times and he avoids her?! What a fucking dick. I could understand Aiden doing this in his early 20s but continuing this into your 30s, when he's completely aware of this behavior and does absolutely nothing to be better? No. There are times when a grumpy asshole MC is sexy, but this was not one of them.
The spice was open door and explicit, but it just felt like the scenes and dialogue where following a romance playbook. It didn't feel original. First kiss happens at exactly 60%; the next time they kiss he makes her cum and refuses any reciprocation because . . . no real reason; and then the next intimate scene is a sex scene where he says all the right things. I've read so many male main characters say "I fucked my fist" or "You can take it" that I no longer get excited reading these sentences. I realize most romances have similar dialogue, so I'm aware my issue with it in this book might just be because I didn't connect with the characters. But still, can authors please give us something new? I'm jaded over here and want to feel hot and bothered gain when reading these spicy scenes.
But really, my biggest issue is the writing. I’ve read three books from the Lovelight Farms series and didn’t quite connect but I was hoping this series would be a little different. Unfortunately, it wasn't. I think it's because I don’t like how BK Borison writes, regardless of the story, tropes, or characters. In my opinion, Borison overwrites and includes a lot of unimportant information. And any new info introduced feels like an info dump, that could easily be condensed or excluded. I ended up skimming a lot of the non-dialogue and I didn't miss anything. BK Borison books and I just don't vibe, so this will officially be the last one I read.
Favorite Quotes:
It feels like every time I get my hopes up for something good, reality comes out swinging. I don’t know how to be a hopeful person anymore. It’s easier not to be.
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“I don’t want to be with someone if they’re not giving me something I don’t already have. I don’t want to waste my time on things that don’t feel like everything I’ve always wanted for myself. . . I want goose bumps. I want to be wanted. All this time and I—I haven’t given up. I guess I’m just waiting for it to find me.”
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“I like that. Thinking that I’m worth paying attention to. Something ordinary made extraordinary by the person you’re sharing it with.”
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“You’re gonna make me work for it, aren’t you?” he murmurs.
“You like it when I make you work for it,” I fire back.
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“Ah, Lucie.” Aiden smiles, his fingers fanning out wide against my back. “I’d know you anywhere.”
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“I like a woman who can toss me around.”
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“You might not be what I’m looking for, but you’re what I want. And that’s enough for me.”
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Kissing her won’t lead to anything good. But I’ve never claimed to be all that good to begin with, and I’ve been on my best behavior for weeks.
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“You have a pineapple pizza?”
I nod, annoyed with myself. “I do.”
“You said pineapple on pizza is disgusting.” “
It is.”
“Then why do you have it?”
“Because you said it was your favorite,” I admit. “And I want your favorite to be my favorite.”
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Maybe Lucie doesn’t make me stupid. Maybe she just makes me honest.
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“I can be brave enough for the both of us. I can make my own magic. You just have to give me a reason to.”
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Love isn’t”—he sighs, a deep, rumbling sound—“love isn’t always sunshine and daisies. Sometimes it’s hospital beds and shaved heads. But I wouldn’t trade any of it. Because all of it is with her.”
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